Roshni was getting more and more depressed with each passing days...each day she was feeling that she is going to lose the battle of her life, she was praying silently for this one week to never end but life doesn't pass the way we wish, always...does it? May be yes, sometimes but sometimes it has it's own plans, roshni's prayers were in the favor of first answer
Honestly no one would had ever felt such helpless which roshni was feeling that time...she somehow convinced herself to face whatever her destiny had planned for her...in those few days she realized how much unpredictable life is...the person with whom she planned to live all her life just an year ago is now going away from her for always but the question she all the time aksed herself was "can she really do it? Can she really accept the fact that she won't be able to meet him ever again? Will she be able to ignore the fact that the place which was once her will be given to someone else once they get divorce?"
It was obvious that she can't really do this, that she won't be happy without seeing him again in her life, that she can't let someone else taking her place in his life because passing three months together to get divorce is something else and signing on thr divorce papers to finish there relation is something else
4 days passed, roshni wasnt really reacting over anything , nani was worried but unluckily this time she can't tell it to sid, knocking on the door she entered in roshni's room and found her staring outside from the window 'roshni...what are you looking at beta?' nani asked 'my future...a dark unhappy future' 'roshni don't say such things beta...chalo get up and come with me for dinner...' nani forced her 'i am not hungry nani' roshni please for our sake, you know durga is really worried for you, don't behave like this that she get more and more disturb ... Chalo be a good girl...' nani requested 'fine nani, you go i will join you in a while' nani smiled and left, she again looked back outside i can easily guess it siddhart, 'life is going to be difficult without you...' she said looking at absolutely nothing and then went outside to join everyone at dinner
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'Sid, yesterday i told you about something, did you decided anything about it?' simran asked walking in his room, sid who was sitting on his bed doing nothing turned on his laptop and started to pretend that he is working 'mom is it really necessary to decide in a hurry?' he asked without looking at her 'sid, you forgot your promise?' simar reminded him a little hurt with his attitude over this topic, he looked at her, keeping the laptop aside he took simrans hands in his 'mom, now i won't do anything which will hurt those peoples who loves me...and if you really want to know about my decision then listen, i am happy with whatever you decide for me...so it's a yes...' he said forcing a smile, simran thanked him and kissed his forehead 'thank you so much beta...tomorrow we will go to meet them, what you just have to do is to go and buy something for her...' 'but what would i buy and how?' 'just buy something like bracelet or anything a girl would like please' ohkay ohkay mom, relax, i will do' 'great...so i am going to inform them that it's a yes' he just nodded and stopped himself from any further argument
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*knock* *knock*
Roshni opened the door to find yash standing outside 'hey roshni' he greeted excitedly 'hi' she just replied simply 'roshni i really need your help' yash told entering inside 'my help?' she asked confuse 'yes, actually it's didi's birthday and i have to gift her some jewellery like thing so please help me...' 'yash please i can't..' 'no roshni please, it's just a matter of an hour..please...i want to gift something which is best and i know your choice is always the best' he said she gave him a faint smile 'my choice is best?' she mumbled rather ask if yes then sid is also best,
'okay, let's go..' yash's face light up and they left, Yash took her to some jewellery shop...she was selecting jewellery and yash was rejecting it...she was getting irritated, finally she decided to give him a little peace of mind but her words left in her throat as she saw siddhart entering in the same shop through the back mirror, 'roshni how is it ?' yash asked showing her a bracelet 'it's good ' she said without giving it any proper glance 'great i will go with it then' she nodded she again looked back to siddhart and saw him selecting a locket 'roshni i will go and pay bill u stay here...' 'ohk'
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Sid's mobile rang and he picked it up
'yes mom'
'sid did you bought something?'
'yes mom, i am in a jewellery shop right now, mom how about a locket?' he asked, he was getting fed up with all this nonsense he need to get out of this drama asap and the only way is to do his part of work fast
'umm it would be nice, and listen after this, just reach at sunshine hotel, mee and raj ji are also good there...bye'
'sunshine hotel...ohkay mom i will be there...bye'
'sir please pack this' he asked the shopkeeper 'sir, take this and please pay the bill at the counter' shopkeeper told him, he took the box and made his way to counter 'can i have my bill please?' he asked totally engrossed in his mobile but the very next moment he heard someone and his eyes widened 'yash, how much time will it take?' it was roshni..he can easily guess it, she was talking to yash as he looked up, they were standing just before him engrossed in some conversation, he felt a dull pain in his heart, he didn't knew how to react after it and just then the man at counter called him, he paid the bill and left from there hurriedly 'you had decide to move on roshni..so soon? And look at me i was finding ways to keep all this mess away from me...but i guess now it's high time i shall just consider my family's happiness which they will get once i get settled in life again and this time not with you roshni'
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Roshni stood just at his back and heard him as he talked to simran sunshine hotel' she repeated his words as he told simran to reach there, she tried to come in his way as he went to the counter, but he didn't noticed at all, she wanted him to see her, she wanted to see his reaction on seeing her and thus, she took indirectly help from yash by taking his name and coming to him who was standing just before sid... She noticed how his facial expression changed , he looked up to see her and she hurriedly turned towards yash talking over something , she noticed how bad he felt seeing her with yash but not able to do anything that moment she stood silent waiting for him to say something but he just tried to ignore 'sir your bill ' the man, called out to sid, he diverted his attention to the counter, paid the bill, thanked him and left how hurt you are siddhart by seeing me and yash but still you didn't said anything..can you stay without me? Why can't you just come to me and tell me to forget everything and move on?' she thought
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'roshni, where were you..i tried calling you so many times??' nani asked 'sorry nani, i went with yash to buy a gift for his didi, it's her birthday today..' she informed 'but why do you look so sad as if something really bad had happened?' nani asked 'nani i saw siddhart at the shop, you know he was really very hurt when he saw me with yash but don't know why he stood silent...nani why didn't he reacted if he can't see me with yash??? Nani can he live without me? Can't he try once?' she asked
'roshni, whatever you are saying is very wrong... After whatever happened i didn't expected you to think like that...i am very disappointed with you...you think he isn't trying to set everything right but you know what the truth is? The truth is that he is tired, tired after trying so much and getting no positive response but accusation on his own character .. You know roshni you should remember everything from the start... Yes, he lied to you, but did he did it for harming you? No.. He didn't, that all was for you, because he loved you...he resolved all the problems between you and durga...how much she accused him but he didn't mind at all...he had suffered a lot..do you have any idea from what he went through when you left him? Do you have any idea how he must had felt when you accused him for such crime and still you are saying that he shall try once? Wow...i never knew that my dear grand has such a low memory...you know one straight reason then keep all this in mind that "ye jo kuch bhe ho raha hai na ye sab tmhare Khamoshiyon ka nateja hai...tumne moqa dia dosro ko tmhare zindagi ka faisla lene k lie, ismai siddhart kahin bhe galat nahe to tmhe usse shikayat krne bhe nhe chahie" (whatever is happening is the result of your silence, you gave chance others to take decisions of your life, siddhart is wrong nowhere so you shouldn't complain to him also)' nani blasted over her as she wasn't able to keep her thoughts to herself and moreover it was high time roshni shall realized her own mistakes and try to rectify them instead of waiting for a miracle which won't happen, this time
Roshni stared at the retreating figure of her nani as she walked away leaving her in guilt, so this was the main issue...it is her who was at fault all the time...she is the reason of all the misunderstandings...she never understood him, never trusted him, the trust he deserved for all the sacrifices he did, she opened her drawer and took out divorce papers from it, she remembered how the very same day her lawyer came to her with divorce papers which had sid's signature already on it, he told her that they can avoid going to court and facing eachother by signing on these papers before this week ends and there lawyers can then submit it to the court themselves and on asking she came to know that it was siddhart's suggestion...
She hadn't signed them yet and she don't have any plan to do it now, tears rolled down her cheeks as she felt more and more guilty after each passing moment, she always felt it was somehow her fault but the realization of same thing never reached her mind, she now felt as if she committed a grave sin, clutching the papers she sat beside the table and started to cry chanting sorry for siddhart, she would had cried for her whole life if someone hadn't stopped her and that someone was durga this time who came inside her room after knocking indirectly she got time to wipe her tears...
'roshni, can you come with me?' she asked 'where mom?' she asked turning on the other side 'wo actually i have a meeting...an important one...' 'meeting...what kind of?' 'business related...you know beta that even if we got our property, there is a long way to reach where we were before and for that have to try hard so just a meeting for it only...Mr.Mehra had called me there and i am going as i had made few designs and i have to show it to him...now if you had got the details, can we leave? He is really punctual and hotel sunshine is a little far from our place...' 'hotel sunshine ' she whispered, her eyes widened 'we have to go at hotel sunshine?' 'ofcourse roshni...i just told you, why are you asking such lame questions? Are you coming?' 'y...yes mom..just wait for five minutes i will go and change my dress' ohkay beta'
As roshni ran into washroom, she took out her mobile and texted someone confirming of there arrival
