hey everyone...i am aroo, i very new member here, actually i just started watching JR after six months leap and i really liked it and when i had few confusion related some characters i watched few episode of starting otherthan that i don't habe much idea about the story, like i don't know how samaira and rajveer came in story and how got divorced and from where kritika entered but had figured out few things like hoe rajveer is and etc etc etc...khair the reason of telling you all this is that if you find any mistake in ts then please ignore coz i am still clueless about few things but i will watch old episodes after my exams...you can read first part of my ts below and please leave back your response
Sidni TS "Khamoshiyan"
Just one day was left in 3 months to complete and sid and roshni to get separate, they finally spend those three months, they fought with eachother and sometimes they felt like loving eachother to no extent, sometimes they felt to just let go all there problems and get unite but sometimes they felt that it's better to go with what they had decided, because they already had suffered so much in this journey from love to hatered...now according to them nothing is left between them...
Roshni was packing her bag when raj walked in her room, she was in sid's room, she shifted in sid's room the very next day she came in this house because of beeji, as she didn't knew anything about divorce...beeji left after two weeks but it was like she forgot to change her room and sid forgot to kick her out, living together in same room felt so awesome that they couldn't stop themselves from doing so... 'roshni puttar' raj called out, she looked up at him and smiled 'papa...why are standing please sit na...' 'yeah ofcourse...beta i wanted to ask something...' 'yes papa, ask' 'beta...d...do you really want this...this separation...will you really be able to live without sid?' raj asked , roshni wiped a tear which just rolled down her cheeks 'papa, i know all this happened because of me, if i wouldn't had accused sidhart for something he never did, it all hadn't happened...but papa when i realized about it, it was too late, the damage was done already...we had accepted court's order and were living together since one month...' 'puttar...when you know that sid intentions were never wrong in whatever happened between you two then why this divorce...tell me?' raj was really upset
'for mom...papa my mom suffered so much because of me...' roshni said with guilt 'you know when court gave us order to live together, i thought i will deny and will just live my whole life as sid's wife and will never return in his life but i won't take divorce because even everything was against him i had a little positive feeling which i didn't allow to took over my heart but still i agreed just for mom... I thought i will come and stay and will make simran maa realize that what she did to us was wrong and i will request her to give us back what was our's, and when i will get i will break court orders because this divorce was not what i had wished, nothing was in my hands ever...but i failed, maa has changed so much that i feel that we two are totally strangers for eachother , that we never had spend such a good time together...and that is why i thought to just complete court orders and go far away from lifes of all of you..i thought that i can't give back mom's property to her but may be this will give happiness to my mom...i had love sid so much but i also love my mom papa...and i guess she deserve some happiness also, she lost everything because of me and it was my time to give her some happiness so i did...' she explained , raj placed his hand on her head 'puttar, i have no choice but to accept your decision but do remember that even you will go away from our life, you will always be my daughter and not even kritka can take your place in my life' 'i know it papa' she smiled and he took her in a hug but during all there convo the duo forgot to notice that someone had listened to all there conversation
Later at night when roshni came to sleep in the room sid was already leing on bed and his back facing her, she felt like sit beside him and tell him how she feels but she stopped, her mom's happiness were stopping her...she silently lied beside him and tried to sleep but sleep was far away from her even sid wasn't sleeping, there past, in which they were happy with eachother was playing in front of her, which wasn't letting them sleep
Khamoshiyan aawaaz hain
Tum sun'ne to aao kabhi
Chhukar tumhe khill jaayengi
Ghar inko bulaao kabhi
Beqarar hain baat karne ko
Kehne do inko zaraa..
Khamoshiyan.. teri meri khamoshiyan
Khamoshiyan.. lipti hui khamoshiyan
both of them turned to the other side and found the other awake but didn't uttered the word, may be because there relation had reached at such point where words doesn't matter...may be it was really the end...now nothing is the same between them and there was nothing left to be talk about...
Kya uss gali mein kabhi tera jaana hua
Jahaan se zamaane ko guzre zamaana hua
Mera samay toh wahin pe hai thehra hua
Bataaun tumhe kya mere sath kya kya hua
But the truth is that there was something left to be talk about but non of them tried because the situation doesn't allowed roshni to do so and time doesn't allowed him..both of them were speechless even when they had a lot to say...
Khamoshiyan ek saaz hai
Tum dhun koi laao zaraa
Khamoshiyan alfaaz hain
Kabhi aa gunguna le zara
Beqarar hain baat karne ko
Kehne do inko zaraa.. haa..
Khamoshiyan.. teri meri khamoshiyan
Khamoshiyan.. lipti hui khamoshiyan
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Finally the day which sid and roshni silently wished to be erased from there life had come, nani and durga reached at sid's home to pick roshni and then to go to court with her 'wow you guyz are here so soon, mom dad look The DD patel is here' sid said with a forceful smile as he came out of his room, everyone in the house came to hall but the thing which confuse everyone was the bag which he was carrying, everyone looked at him with questions in there eyes 'bhai this bag?' kritika asked 'ohh this bag...it's mine..' 'but where are you going beta...?' simran asked 'i will tell you mom' he walked to his mom 'mom, you wanted to see me happy right?' she nodded 'you wanted roshni out of my life right?' she nodded again 'then will you sign these papers for me?' he asked taking out property papers from his jacket, simran red them and was shocked 'sid, what is this beta?' she asked 'mom, please sign it and give them there property back please...mom you know today we will sign the divorce papers and will be separated from eachother but this house it will keep us connected, and i don't want to keep anything with me which will make me remind her...i know it's something i never dreamed about but i have to move on, just the way she will do with yash...' the way he said the last line which hurt roshni to the core
'look Mr.Khurana...mjhey tumhara ahsan nahe chahie..' said durga on which sid laughed 'yeh ahsan nahe kar rha hn mai ap par...mai to ahsas lota rha hun' 'what do you mean...?' she asked, sid didn't replied but took out a pen and forwarded it to simran, she looked at him with deniel 'mom please for me..give it back to them and let's go back to our house, the same where we use to live happily, you remember how beautiful our life was? Let's start with the start...bilkul pehle ki tarah...you know i really miss my mom' he told her emotionally, simran had tears in her eyes as she agreed on his request and signed the papers
Sid mouthed a thank you and walked towards roshni, took her hand and placed the papers on her hand janti ho roshni mera pyaar to shayad 3 mahine pehle hi kahin kho gya tha, pehle mjhey lagta tha ke tum mujhse gussa ho par us din mjhey malum hua ke tumhe mujh pe bilkul bhe bharosa nahe, or jahan bharosa nahe hota wohan pyaar ki bhe koi gunjaesh nahe hoti par ab bhe ek ahsas baqi tha, aj is ghar k sath tmhe wo ahsas bhe lota rha hn...ab humare bech na koi rishta, na taqrar, na pyaar or na hi nafrat...kuch nahe bacha' he took his hand back but simran came and placed her hand on file stopping roshni from taking it 'sid, you have to promise me something if you really want me to let it happen...' 'anything you will ask mom' 'then promise me that you will marry again with the girl i will choose for you' 'i promise mom, i will marry with the girl you will choose...' roshni stared at him with shocked, that moment she wanted to stop them but couldn't as she thought she lost the right 'oee sid puttar, think before you say...can you really do this?' 'of course dad i can..if you guyz can get ready to spend your whole as middle class peoples, if you can go to any extent for my happiness then can't i do this for your happiness ' 'thank you so much beta...you gave me everything i had wished...let's go, we shall now go back at our home, today i am the happiest person as i got my old sid back...'
Sid came to nani and took her blessings 'chalta hun nani maa...but yes remember one thing that even our life had changed completely and our relations too but you will remain my nani maa always...' 'you also will be my son always...' she replied and hugged him , we wiped his tears and then looked at durga 'aunty ji, consider this meeting as the first meeting of our's and from today just imagine that we never met after that first meeting...there was no siddhart in your life ever...mom dad, kritika...you guyz pack your bag i will go and manage the court issue and then we can leave okie...nani maa you guyz too go and bring back your luggage ' 'ohkay bhai' kritka said but before any of them could leave sid's mobile rang
'ji wakil sahab ... what ... we have to wind it up today ... can't you do anything? ... Ohkay fine we will come after one week ... yes bye'
'what happen bhai?' kritika asked
'wo, it was my lawyer, actually because of some legal issues we can't go to court we have to wait for one more week' sid explained
'you mean to say that we have to stay together for another one week?' asked roshni, after whatever happened a while back it was the first time she felt some hopes but she hide it not wanting anyone to sense it, sid chuckled 'relax roshni, lawyer already had told that if we don't want then there is no need for us to live together for another week... I will ask my lawyer to send all the details regarding the hearing to your lawyer...see you guyz in court...dad, i am leaving, you guyz just complete your packing and come' and with that he left from there asap and the khurana's went to there respective rooms to do there packing...
Durga and nani also went to there apartment to do there packing and decided to shift back at there house the next day...roshni went to her room and just sat on the couch jahan bharosa nahe hota wohan pyaar ki bhe koi gunjaesh nahe hoti a tear rolled down her cheeks ek ahsas baqi tha, aj is ghar k sath tmhe wo ahsas bhe lota rha hn...ab humare bech na koi rishta, na taqrar, na pyaar or na hi nafrat...kuch nahe bacha she placed her palms on her face and weeped silently
'roshni..' it was nani who came and sat beside her, she looked at her 'nani, is everything over? Really? Will we never meet again? Did i took a wrong decision...tell me na nani...i never ever realized before that it will be the end...till today i thought i will live without him also but then what happened and how it happened, i realized it's going to be difficult, i am feeling that with every passing moment i am losing myself...why is it happening nani even when i myself agreed for divorce why i am feeling that i did wrong? ' she cried 'keep quite roshni, now there is no need to cry...it's all over ... You can't fix anything...i never wished for this day to come but look it happen, now nothing is in our hands, may be it was in your destiny to get separate from him...now you have to move on...' nani wiped away her tears and tried to come her down, durga who saw all this from far too wiped her tears 'i will bring your happiness back roshni'
'roshni, it's over finally...why did you do this roshni...why you didn't trusted me...look where we are now, nothing can be like before...we can't be like before...our lives can't be like before...' 'i will bring back your happiness sid' simran who saw sid standing in the balcony weeping over his faith thought to herself
Nadiya ka paani bhi khamosh behta yahaan
Khili chandani mein chhipi lakh khamoshiyan
Baarish ki boondon ki hoti kahaan hai zubaan
Sulagte dilon mein hai khamosh uthta dhuaan
Khamoshiyan aakaash hai
Tum udne toh aao zara
Khamoshiyan ehsaas hai
Tumhe mehsoos hoti hai kya
Beqarar hain baat karne ko
Kehne do inko zara.. haa..
Khamoshiyan.. teri meri khamoshiyan
Khamoshiyan.. lipti hui khamoshiyan
it's my first try on sidni hope you guyz will like it
thanks
aroo
Edited by asyaarshilover - 10 years ago