"Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you'll see the girl I am... isn't me."
This was Neha today underneath all those smiles plastered on her face,behind that tinkling laughter and her false bravado. Here was a girl who had fought for her life and the first question she asked after meeting her family,after all those years was the one guy she had feelings for so many years ago. Feelings that hadn't lessened even a bit.
12 years ago,she was a 14 year old teenager just crushing on him but now,in just a day,she had become all of 26. What was she supposed to do,throw a tantrum that her most favorite person in the world,her Akku was now going to belong to the one guy who so many years back,she had fallen for ? So she swallows her feelings,beaming at her only sister who was about to get married. She hugs her,blinking back tears.
She was being the big sister just as how she had promised (in the Mata jagrat festival) she would thus assuaging Akku's guilt.
But later,when she couldn't take it anymore,she cried,her heart breaking over the injustice meted out to her. First she had gotten into the accident,then after 12 years of being in coma,she had to wake up just to find out that not even a single thing remained unchanged.
My heart broke for her in that scene😭 Smriti nailed it👏👏. She asks the Lord why this was happening. And then I remembered Durga Maa's words- 'She will get everything she deserves.' Waiting for that day ❤️
P.S. Did Aman seem kinda taken aback/sad when he heard Akku telling him that Neha didn't mind about their marriage or was it just me ? Your views guys ?😊