I am in a trance right now..can't feel anything..everything has changed so suddenly,so immensely..did she really do it!!!!
>Some days ago...
I am trying my best to keep Ragini from further injuring her arm,but she just refuses to heed to my pleas and keeps on doing something or the other which may cause strain to her fractured hand.I can sense that she is doing this out of habit.She was always very self reliant and particular about the things she does.
The doctor had to force her to take leave from work and here she was busy doing something or the other the moment she found a little bit of her pain subsiding.
Ranbir has prescribed her some good painkillers which have helped her.But still he has not been able to thank her for what she did,or maybe he just thanked her by giving the drugs to lessen her pain.
Both Ragini and Ranbir are too headstrong.Have their emotions bottled up to burst out in the most explosive way.
At this point in time,I have taken it upon myself to help Ragini with her daily activities.
I feed her,bathe her,dress her up and also make her have her medicines on proper time.
She refused it initially,demanding that a female nurse or Sunny tai should be doing all this.
But Badi nani insisted that I should do the needful,and I could never refuse anything she asks from me.Ragini threw a temper and didn't speak to me for a day,but soon she resigned herself to be taken by me.
I am trying my best not to make her uncomfortable or embarrassed while helping her.We hardly look at each other. I could feel that she was very angry with me for not letting someone else do this for her.
Now she is okay with this daily routine.
I hear her wince sometimes due to pain but she would put on a smile before anyone could notice it.
I cant see her in pain and I am glad that her hurt hand is getting better.
Arav too is helping her and has apologised to her for his misbehaviour.
Slowly things are improving,both physically and emotionally for her.
>present time
Today was the day when the plaster cast was finally removed from her hand,but she still had to give minimum stress to her hand for some more days.
We reached home and everyone was overjoyed.Ranbir had bought a bouquet and thank you card for Ragini.I was suprised but had yet to see another one coming up.
Ragini was truly touched by this gesture of Ranbir.
That night I was sleeping on the couch as usual,but I woke up with a start when I felt Being kissed on the forehead.
It was her,see was there in front of me.I couldn't see her expression in the dim light,but her hand was still resting on my head.Then she went back to bed to sleep.Or so I imagined?
If this was true,was it to acknowledge my helping her or does she still love me?