I totally get your feeling, I have so much to do in AD, busy next week and all I am doing is commenting and reading commentsOriginally posted by: Pujakrishna
Arpita honestly, I am unable to think anything from arnav's pov. As much as i try to see things from a rational non-partial view but I am just not able too.
My mind is just fogged with khushi's heart wrenching condition. I told you very first day remember, that cheating triggers the WORSSSSST in me, it actually does, the intensity is just too much.
I was able to understand arnav atleast at some miniscule level till the second last update, but from the last update with that cliffhanger ending i just can't anymore, i am totally driven by khushi's emotion. May be being a women it effects all the more.
All i keep on thinking is just how passionately she has loved arnav, that woman has literally lived for arnav all this years, made him her whole existence. Saying, "I will like any life with you". And then to go through this.
The magnitude of hurt that he has caused khushi can NEVER be healed, atleast doesnot in real life. She can NEVER un-see what she have seen. Physical wounds can be seen, measured, healed but the irony of emotional wounds is none of this can be done, even when they are so so much more worse than physical wounds. If shyam killed his wife, arnav did too. He killed her very will of living, which is worst than an one time death. Getting up and going through the day everyday feeling like this is the worst. Living your whole life with his feeling is the worst.
I keep on torturing myself with all this thoughts.
And arpita about your query about shortening the updates, no don't. I think the fact that there is so much happening and also it is some time since the chapters are up and most of us are not going back to read because of emotional toll, may be somethings gets missed out. Also the prime reason is our emotional reaction is so strong towards the story that it doesn't let atleast me, think rationally for quite sometime. Once the suspense gets covered we all will have clearer picture.
Also arpita another song suggestion, listen to- ek tukda dhoop ka from khushi's pov and let me know. Its on loop today in my playlist.
I hope just like this film at the end even khushi could take steering of her life and can drove her car.
Toot ke hum dono may jo bacha voh kamsa hai
Ek tukda dhoop ka andar andar naam sa hain
Socho zara hum kya thee, kya se kya hogaye
Hijr wali raato ki hya qabron may so gae
Ho tum humare jitne thee
Sach kaho kya utne thee
Janee do maat kaho kitne thee
Rasta hum dono may jo bacha woh kam sa hai.
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