Part 10
Khushi tried to open her eyes but couldn't.She was lying exhausted near her husband.Her body was aching and could feel the pain inside.She tried to get up and saw him sleeping beside her.She was shy to look at his half naked figure.She slowly rose to her feet and saw blood on the bedsheet.She tiptoed to the washroom.She looked at her in the mirror.Lips swollen,light red scars on her cheeks,breasts,sindoor spread over forehead.She realised that she was no longer a virgin.She recalled the previous night.She felt different,a feeling which she never felt before.She experienced the pleasure ,the ecstacy of sex.She could recall,feel the uncontrolled desire,passion with which he conquered her and she willingly surrendered.It was give and take.She realised that she is no longer afraid of him.She could not believe.She felt calm when she stood under the shower.She felt fresh after the bath and while she was changing in the adjoining dressing room she heard the knock on the door and his voice:khushi..open,I want to see you.She was wearing a blue jeans with matching white top.
She felt embarassed to meet him.She hesitated.He again knocked.She opened the door without looking at him.He got in ,raised her chin and looked into her eyes and whispered:You are beautiful ...He whispered in her ear:Your body is perfect.And I adore you more as I know that you were a virgin.
She looked down.He continued:It was wonderful.I want more.
She suddenly turned with embarassment.He turned her to him.Feeling shy?I'm your husband.There is no need to feel shy.
He continued:I'll take a bath and will come.
Khushi changed the bedsheet,spread a new one and waited in the room.She was thinking.He wants his wife to be a virgin but he found pleasure in the body of other women.She felt uncomfortable.
He came ,changed into casuals and sat beside her.
He drew her towards him.He said:Khushi...look at me.Are you happy sweetheart?I'm the happiest one in the world.I'm crazy about you.
Khushi:were you crazy about other women?
Arnav stiffened:Khushi...You doubt me?
Khushi:Did you say the same to other women?
Arnav:Khushi..what I felt to other women was only lust.I never spent my quality time with them.It was only a temporary relation.But you are my wife.I adore you.I never said all these to any one else.
Khushi:But at least some women shared your body.It's not fully mine.
Arnav:I'm all yours Khushi.I'll never go to any other woman again.What happened is past.
Khushi:If I had a physical relation with any one else would you accept me?
Arnav kept silent.
Khushi:No..know?Men are selfish.I want my husband to be my own.How can I share him with others?
Arnav:What rubbish are you talking about?Whatever happened is my past.And if I met you earlier it would not have happened.
Khushi:But if you find that I can't satisfy you,you will go back to them know?
Arnav rose to his feet.He was extremely annoyed and angry.He told:Khushi..Tell me the truth .What is in your mind?
Khushi:You love my body,not me because by two or three days two people won't understand each other.So when you lose interest in my body you will look for some other source.
Arnav:If I need an attractive body,I can approch a prostitute or so many young girls and even married women are ready to spend time with me.Why should I marry?
Khushi kept silent.
Arnav continued:khushi,As you said I'm selfish.I want my wife solely for myself.A man may find pleasure in pre marital affairs but it's because men cannot control certain needs in certain situations.But once they start family life,they need only their wife.There are men who has extra marital affairs.I'm not one among them.
Arnav:Do you hate me Khushi?
The answer was quick."No..."
Arnav smiled:Thank God, I've hope.
We've started a new life.I want you always with me.I realised that you belong to me the moment I set my eyes on you.What was your feeling when you saw me first?
Khushi hugged him and kept quiet.He smiled.
Khushi..You want breakfast know?
They had a light breakfast and after that went to the open area inside the building.It was still raining.She sat looking at the rain leaning her head on his chest.His hands encircled her.It was a beautiful moment.After sometime she looked up and he kissed her forehead.
Khushi asked:Arnav ji, I want to tell you something.
Arnav:Arnav ji?
Khushi:Yeah..you are 6 years elder to me.I'm only 21.
Arnav:Call me Arnav..
Khushi:No...
Arnav:what do you want to say?
Khushi:I want to continue my studies.I was doing my PG know?
Arnav:Of course but only as a private candidate because you'll have to accompany me wherever I go.
Khushi:Then...then...I don't want...
Arnav:Don't want?
Khushi:Kids now.
Arnav hugged her tight.
Arnav:Ok...but I didn't take any precaution yesterday.So if anything happens you have to accept it.
Khushi remained silent.
Arnav kissed her neck.His hands slowly began to caress her breasts..Khushi tried to push his hands away but he unbuttoned her top and began to caress the tips of her breasts.He changed her position so that he could kiss her hard on the mouth by caressing her breasts.Khushi said in between..no..Arnav ji..No...
Arnav whispered:yes...Khushi..I desperately need you.
He carried her to the bedroom and laid her on the bed.He was kissing her hungrily, removed her jeans and quickly undressed himself.He kissed her from head to toe.His lips were moving with an expertise in between the thighs that she lost her control once more.She said as a moan:Arnav...He was slowly moving up and down looking at her response.She was murmuring his name..Arnav more...more...he was now fully thrust with force several times and at last a moan escaped his mouth along with her.
This became the practice for several days.They had sex more than 4 times a day.Arnav's lust for her had no boundaries.and she responded in equal way to his needs.Khushi was now a totally different person.
Then what made her to leave him?
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