Extensive long post alert. I just needed to vent it out. Sorry in advance people.
Let me introduce myself first. I'm Nishat, Bangladeshi, doctor by profession, married, settled in life.
I've been regular in IPK forum since 2012(dont look at this account, its created later). I'm a fan of the show, on-screen, off-screen, ArShi, SaRun, all the casts. nd it would be wrong if i don't admit, i fall more in love with them because of the off-screen moments and the friendship between them. And through all these year that love only increased.
IPK forum long back taught me to keep quiet and tune out unpleasant things off my system. Arre bhai Asli Duniya mei pareshani kya kaam hai jo yaha bhi negativity bear karo, or spread karo. And that only kept me sane through all the drama happening here for years.
Anyways, i remember when IPK ended, there was talk like forum too would get closed after few months, back then i was sooo worried, its like we would loose our home. I cant believe i m saying this today, but now i feel like why is this forum is not closed yet. Writers can post there stories in FF forum, we readers will go there to read ArShi. Why the hell keep this battlefield open to let bashers fight like cats and dogs.
Mind it, those who are fighting here, are ONLY bashers. THEY ARE NOT ANYONE'S FAN. They dont deserves to be called fans. They are some immature, jobless, uncultured, uncivilized jerks. (Sorry mods, i know abusive language, but i couldn't stop myself, we guys can close it if u find it inappropriate)
I dunno why I'm saying all this here, for those people will never understand. they are not capable of that. 'Karma bites back', 'Tit for tat' and what not. I always found these lines are for animals, we are supposed to be human. But these days i see a very few humans here. (Sorry again)
I'm sorry for my language, I'm sorry for venting out my frustration in such public forum. But it hurts yaar, it hurts so damn much to see some 'so-called-fans' bashing the persons you admire and love. To destroy the beautiful memories you have in IPK-Forum nd replace them with such bitter ones.
I hate to admit it, but this IPK-Forum(which we used to mention as main-forum) is not my home anymore. For home is where the heart is, and this place lost its place in my heart. Thanks to those immature-mentally unstable peoples. And we lost, those we love both Sanaya AND Barun(may be one more than another), WE LOST TO THOSE BASHERS. Bcz they succeed to make your home feel like hell. They succeed to make you hate your home.
I've removed IPK-Forum from 'My Forums' list yesterday, it'll take some more time to get accustomed to not coming here. But its time i go away from this place.
I love you fellow IPK Lovers, Barun-fans, Sanaya-fans and SaRun fans. We guys have been a family. And I'll cherish my good days in IPK Forum forever. Hamesha... Always...
Edited by nishu_shorna - 9 years ago
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