So you know that I have competing the OS contest so here was the OS which I wrote. Thank you for the two person who I have seen voted:) it really make me happy and know I did not win but it does not even matter...because the winner OS was really wonderful so I am really glad that she won:)
When the time passes by, you will shine like a star in my heart
Arnav puts the keys on the door and he opens the door of shantivan...it has been one year, one year since he has stepped inside the house but today it was really special day for Arnav. Arnav took his first step inside in shantivan to let the breeze come to him as to welcome him back and make him remember the memories he has created here with his love, his Khushi...
Khushi or what buaji used to call her sanka devi, thought Arnav as he smiled whenever as Khushi had many nicknames given by the families but never once did she complain. Khushi has always lived up to her name, she always used to give happiness to everyone single one and never once been selfish unlike him.
Arnav moves up to their room, Arnavs and Khushis room. Everything was the same here, it was like nothing has change then the reality was different. Arnav looks around the room and he has flashbacks when he and Khushi used to share the room and their moments together. It was the best times he has spent with her even though he has never confessed to her but sometimes you just know by heart and Arnav knows that she knows it. Seeing their old room Arnav has been lost to the time where he meet Khushi for the first time and their journey together. Arnav closed his eyes the pictures started to come in front his eyes.
Flashback...
Khushi and I have been married for two months and we were happy with our lives...our love story was really one of kind. I, Aranv Singh Raizada was the cold business man that no one dare to challenge or question but it was before Khushi. He didn't scare her and she never thought twice for answering him back where she thought he was wrong. She could fight him and keep up with his pace. Khushi was the only one in the world who had the guts to fight Arnav Singh Raizada and accepted every challenge thrown at her and also come out as a winner.
Slowly Arnav started to fell in love with Khushi who was really opposite to him in entirety. They were from different dimensions all together. Where Arnav belief in power of money was brought down to it knees, Khushi on the other hand made deal to work for free to help someone. His lack of trust on Khushi had been shaken to core when once she risked her life to save his. He was the one who eat his paratha with a fork where Khushi tear a cookie packet with her teeth.
But love is love and one thing he loved about Khushi was that she was herself all the time and with her, he also was himself. Both knew what types of person they were and that was good enough for them. Later they got married and here they were...happy with their lives. Living in a world where almost everyone lived a world of facade and Khushi were his fresh air and nothing will never come amongst his love.
But in this happy world will soon come a storm which had shake Arnavs and Khushis lives forever...
After 4 months of their marriage, Khushi started all the sudden get pains on her body for no reason that all which was really strange as she never had this type of pain ever before. But this was just the begin...later Khushi used be really tried, have headaches and have lost weight of no reason that all. Khushi, who was foodie lost her appetite. She also started to have double vision and that was then Khushi decided it was the time to see a doctor and know what is happening inside of her body.
But it was not only Khushi, who have notice that she was not herself and she is getting really weak for some days but also Arnav. And that is why Arnav follow Khushi on her doctor visit as he wanted also to know what is happening to Khushi.
The next day Khushi and Arnav went to the doctor cabin and they were sitting. The doctor checked at Khushi's health records. The doctor looked at Khushi and asked her to tell the symptoms she is having...After telling to the doctor and checking at Khushi. He still needed to take some tests to be sure if she really did have what he thought and so the doctor took some tests on Khushi and later then the tests came and it showed positive. Arnav and Khushi looked at the doctor and the time he took to the what was wrong with Khushi was making them restless and finally the doctor told the news which nobody wants to hear...
"I am sorry Mrs. Raizada, the tests I have taken on you have showed positive for breast cancer."
Khushi and Arnav both froze on their spot, they both hear what the doctor at same time it did not feel like a reality for them. Both were had tons of thoughts going on their minds and it did not help when the doctor told them...
"There is also one thing to tell, the cancer has reached to the final stage so there is nothing to do than to accept it."
When Arnav heard what the doctor told him, his first reaction was to hold Khushis small hand gently. He saw the tears that were hanging at the brim of her eyes and he breathed out which he was holding without him knowing. He had really hard time to handle his own pressures. He did not let go of her hand when they were out from the doctors cabin. Arnav looked up at Khushis eyes and assure her nothing is going to happened to her. They will be out from this, just like they have been on other issues on the past.
For over some weeks Arnav has been keeping to find the best doctors who can help Khushi but when they read Khushis records. All of them say one thing, the cancer is on the last stage and there is nothing to do now. Arnav was getting angry that the doctors and the situation they were as right now it feel like just to accept the fact Khushi is going away from him...no, he will not let anything to happened Khushi. Arnav went to office as Aman has called to come and he had to come.
But Khushi has now accept the fact and she is trying to make Arnav also understand that there is nothing to now. She will go away and right now she only wanted to spent time with Arnav as Arnav is the only person she has left in this world. But Arnav is busy on calling the doctors. Khushi is thinking how to make Arnav understand that right now the only thing she wants to do is to spent time with him and nothing else. She did not want to waste time on Arnav calling the doctors when the answer is no. They have to learnt to accept and move on. Khushi had a idea on her mind and she went out to buy things...
When Arnav returned home late night, he went straight to his bedroom and when he open his door, he was mesmerized by the room. Everywhere Arnav saw candles and he knew who did this..it was his life...Khushi. His eyes searchingly looked after his wife. Then Khushi came on a red sari. Arnav was really mesmerized by Khushi and he started to walk towards Khushi as someone is pulling him towards Khushi.
"Khushi." Arnav breathed her name and Khushi held Arnavs hand.
"Arnav, how did you love my surprise? See, how much I have done only to make you happy." Khushi pouted...
"Khushi, I have one good news to tell you. I have talked to the one doctor and he has told me that there is one treatment that can cure you and tomorrow, we are going to meet the doctor." Arnv was really overwhelmed knowing that Khushi is going to be well soon.
But Khushi was not that happy as she is accept the fact that she does not have that much time and having a hope will mean that if the doctor have not helped her then she will be ruin and right now she really did not need any hope. She only wanted to spent time with Arnav.This is something which she needed to tell Arnav about it.
But when she told her this to Arnav, he got angry. And in the angry he told to Khushi...
"I wish I never meet you. I was so happy when I didnt meet you. Why did I meet you?"
Saying this Arnav left the room and Khushi was broken. When Arnav was driving the car in high speed when flashback on the earlier events were coming back to him. Arnav later got a flashback what he told to Khushi about he wished he had not meet her. Arnav suddenly pushed the brake and said...
"Dammit."
Khushi looked at the star and was crying because today her parents were today with her but even she did not want to go from Arnav. She decide to leave Arnav. As she started to go to get her things, Arnav came inside the room. Arnav started to walk towards Arnav and make her sit on the bed. He knew right now it was time to tell Khushi about how he felt...
"I dont want to lose you Khushi like I did with my mother..."
Arnav had tears in his eyes and seeing Arnav in this state make Khushi felt pain engulf her heart and she starting to cry. Today, they have realize that one day they will not be with each other anymore, they would not see each other, talk to each other...that reality of their situation make both hearts cry.
From that day, after they had confessed their fears, Khushi started to be herself like she used and Arnav slowly also started to be like he was before. Both used to fight but in of the day they used to make up.
It was like they have forgot the storm and they lived on their own world. The day always started with Arnav sending red flowers as he know that Khushi loves them very much and Khushi used to have crazy ideas which make Arnav really annory and he calling it was really stupid idea. Heading this Khushi always told Arnav, you are so laad governer and she used to leave there. But when Arnav used to come home she always got herself trouble in a way and Arnav couldn't help but to say...What the...
They were happy but it did not mean that everything in their lives were perfect. it was just that they had decided to look below the imperfections and live the life to the fullest because one know ones what will happen tomorrow. Even if they were dieing inside, they did not let it show to their loves ones because they did not want to hurt them.
But one day, when Arnav was working on his laptop, Khushi came in front Arnav and she started to cough really bad and she couldn't even breath. Her face was red due to her cough so much. Arnav took her to the hospital. After some time the doctor came and told him that she is really weak right now and she does not have that much time left now...Arnav had listen to everything the doctor told him. He went inside where his wife was. She was lying on the bed and she really looked so weak and pale. Khushi open her eyes when she heard someone foot step. Khushi smiled at him because she was mesmerized by his handsome looks and told him...
"Land gover, stop looking at me as you are seeing me the first time. I am fine. I just got little weak, so dont worry."
Arnav smiled thu his tears and he took Khushi and he started to tell Khushi...
"Khushi, I am so sorry for everything bad, I have done to you. I know there were times where I have hurted you so much by my actions and believe it hurted me so much to know that I had hurt you. I've always hurt you Khushi, picked on your 'aukat', on your family and upbringing but you always forgave me even though I never deserved your forgiveness...and I definitely don't deserve your nor your love. One thing you should know is that I really love you and always will do. No one will take that place from my heart. "
Khushi gave a small smile and takes Arnavs hands into hers and tells to Arnav...
" Arnavji, you know that it was your love that make me to forgive you and also that even when you said all those things about me, you are forgetting how you used to regret afterwards. Remember also the times when you and I always used to get close to each other without us knowing. Remember when you used to help me and save me and always come when I needed you. When I will leave you and become a star. The 3th one which will shine the most, that will be me, looking at you. We will always be together no matter what because Khushi only belongs to Arnav. (Khushi puts her small hand on Arnavs chest where his heart is beating) Because whenever we are near our hearts beats together and I will always stay inside your heart."
Arnav pulled Khushi into a bone-crushing hug and Khushi also hugged Arnav hard. Arnav kissed Khushis forehead as he wanted to feel Khushi for what it felt last time...Khushi also placed a kiss on Arnavs check and snuggled closer to him. Feeling safe with Arnav beside her, Khushi closed her eyes and there she left the world to become a star but also stay inside Arnavs heart always like she promised...
Flahback ends...
Arnav is on the poolside there he is seeing the sky. Today the sky was clear and could see the star but there was one star which he notice...it was the 3th star which was shining but also his heart is beating fast. Arnav knew then that today his Khushi is with him and she is looking after him just like his mother is...
"I love you, Khushi and happy 1st marriage anniversary"
Arnav placed his hand where his heart is beating just like his Khushi promised him...
The end...
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