till you've said "i hate you," to each other, have you really loved. i am of the tempestuous lover sorts, if i am mellow and sweet for too long it means i don't care... not really. i think my husband is still trying to figure this out... proud to say we have hurled "divorce you" at each other several times... and oh the fights. so when asr and mhushi had that magnificent one on 1 aug, had to drag my man to see it... just like us. also that yelling at her and blaming her for everything... the rushing off for a drive while she got her passive aggression up and battle ready.
so good to see you, sab.
your words make me giggle and say yes yes yes. really how quickly the romantic lover becomes the boring husband. hyuk hyuk hyuk. daant kirmir is my normal state most days.
yet something lingers. and when he pecks you on the lips casually some days, you want it to go on, and your mind flies to places... despite your weight, your gray hair, and your mundane here and now. if my mom read this, she'd say, uff tui oshojhho nyaka. ha ha.
these ipk episodes had such incredibly real moments.
surely not in a tv serial?
and yet everything felt astonishingly sexy and energetic, never heavy sad depressing. i didn't always like the music nor the hysteria from others... but each and every barun sanaya moment was electric.
this intensity of emotion touched me. that whole remarriage and watering down of passion was just off key.
confession: the i hate you scene at the poolside among my favourites... the smile at the girl with mango juice, the hand cut and bleeding and hurt in eyes, the confrontation after he has upset everyone by saying the engagement is to happen the next day, the payal and almost kiss of diwali followed by the fight there him gripping her shoulders, the search for bangle and the challenge kiss, the eyes looking at ger tormented as she shivers in the night, the game of i tricked you after he falls sick, the luttle won't let you go side stepping after returning from kidnap...
some of the best best scenes. convulsive, sensual, sexual, fun, a little ethereal, almost pristine, plotting if an exotic enchanting emotion. no idea how this was achieved.
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