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Hello guys, I am back with my new OS on ArShi...sortone, but hope you all like it...
it's a scene..or I rather say, a moment from the scene when Arnav comes to Khushi's house to give bridal dress to Payal as it was Payal-Akash marriage rituals going on and Khushi out side the house arranging things around...Arnav hands the thaal to Garima and looks here and there to get a glimpse of Khushi...but can't see her anywhere...with a sad and unknown disappointed face, he comes out only lighten up...there he sees Khushi moving around...her hair tied up looking gorgeous and delicious...
Arnav looks at her form and stares at her and keeps looking at her..
tu hi ae mujhko bata de
chahun mein ya naa
apne tu dilka pata de
chahun mein ya naa
eventually, Khushi also look up only to find her Laad Governor standing in front on the balcony...no wonder her dhak-dhak acidity started, thinks Khushi and with a slight smile, looks at him..his masculine figure...
tu hi ae mujhko bata de
chahun mein ya naa
apne tu dilka pata de
chahun mein ya naa
chahun mein ya naa
apne tu dilka pata de
chahun mein ya naa
Khushi moves around arranging the plates still looking at him...
itna bata du tujhko
chahat pe apni mujhko
u to nahi ikstiya
phir bhi ye socha dilne
ab chal laga hu milne
puchhu tujhe ek baar
chahat pe apni mujhko
u to nahi ikstiya
phir bhi ye socha dilne
ab chal laga hu milne
puchhu tujhe ek baar
Arnav still standing at the same place losing into Khushi's eyes and beauty...
tu hi ae mujhko bata de
chahun mein ya naa
apne tu dilka pata de
chahun mein ya naa
Khushi keeps moving into left direction...and in all these starts feeding the plates to cow as plates are made of leaves...
Arnav sees and smirks and starts to move into Khushi's direction...
aisi kabhi pehle
hui na thi khwaishain
kisi se bhi milne
ki na ki thi koshishain
hui na thi khwaishain
kisi se bhi milne
ki na ki thi koshishain
Arnav remembers how he used to be before Khushi entering into his life..how busy and aloof he used to remain always...then how he started feeling with Khuhsi entering into his life..how he always feel restless and and feel attraction toward her...the mix feelings of attraction, restlessness, and him wanting to control those feelings and remain arrogant, but as soon as he sees Khushi in front of him, he forgets everything and gets lost into her beautify, innocents, and crazy antics...
ulzan meri sulzade
chahun mein ya naa
aankhon aankhon mein jata de
chahun mein ya naa
chahun mein ya naa
aankhon aankhon mein jata de
chahun mein ya naa
Khushi looks down for a second
but then again looks back to Arnav...she recalls her dreaming of perfect fairy tale and prince coming on a white horse...
and how she dreams to get married and live her life happily, but recalls how Arnav enters her life and makes her life upside down...
mere chhote chhote khwab hai
khwabo mein geet hai
geeto mein zindagi hai
chahat hai prit hai
khwabo mein geet hai
geeto mein zindagi hai
chahat hai prit hai
Khushi then recalls how she has feelings for Arnav and what and how she feels when Arnav is near her and all the moments in front of her of Arnav and his so called fiance Lavanya...
abhi mein na dekhu khwab woh
jin mein na tu mile
le khole hoth maine
ab tak the jo sile
jin mein na tu mile
le khole hoth maine
ab tak the jo sile
as Arnav sees Khushi lost in her thoughts and moist eyes...he moves more toward her...
mujhko na jitna mujhpe
utna is dilko tujhpe
hone laga aitbar
utna is dilko tujhpe
hone laga aitbar
Khushi looks up to find Arnav in front of her..near her...as she was about to move away, he holds her face and putting her hair strap behind her ear, wipes her tears...
Khushi smiles and again gets lost in his eyes..falling for more...
tanha lamho mein apni
bunti hu tere sapne
tujhse hua mujhko pyar
bunti hu tere sapne
tujhse hua mujhko pyar
Khushi, however, turns her face away recalling the Diwali night and his confession of her being " mean nothing to me" to her...and how she cried that night...
puchhungi tujhko kabhi na
chahun mein ya naa
tere khwabon mein ab jina
chahun mein kyun naa
chahun mein ya naa
tere khwabon mein ab jina
chahun mein kyun naa
Arnav, not being able to bear her tears..feeling restless, holds Khushi and embraces her in his arms...
tu hi ae mujhko bata de
chahun mein ya naa
apne tu dilka pata de
chahun mein ya naa
chahun mein ya naa
apne tu dilka pata de
chahun mein ya naa
after a while, Khushi comes to her sense realizing what she is doing in the middle of the day, between the guests and an environment of her sister's marriage's rituals
and breaks the hug...looks at Arnav with wet eyes and runs away from there...Arnav sees her going away and calls her..Khushi..Khushi wait..Khushi...he runs his hands on his hair and runs behind her...
here, Khushi comes to the garden, behind her house and falls on the ground crying...
she recalls all the insults from Arnav and his taunts on her choti aukat and all...she also recalls Arnav and Lavanys's closeness and him announcing them getting married and cries more..she is shattered and broken for reasons may be she is unaware of...she is feeling restless...as more she recalls of her and Arnav's moments and his closeness with Lavanya, the more she breaks and cries...she is feeling some mixed feelings..she doesn't know why she is crying and feeling this way as she is suppose to be happy for them..she suppose to be happy that finally she would get rid off that laad governor soon as he would get married and her job would be over...but her she is feeling lonely...restless, and what not...just then, she feels a hand on her shoulder...she quickly wipes her tears and turns to find Arnav...she immediately lowers her head and looks everywhere, but him..here, Arnav looks at her...he followed her to the garden only to find Khushi crying her heart out..instantly his heart skipped a beat..he started feeling suffocating and restless seeing Khushi..his Khushi crying..yes his Khushi...
he closes his eyes and pain and guilt of hurting her...
only few minutes back he realized that he can't run away from the feelings he is feeling anymore..not from Khushi..he can't hurt Khushi..he can't be like his dad, who had broke his mom's heart which led her death..no no...he shakes his head in shaky and tumbling...he is still scared to loose his loved ones..and that is why he never tried to build any relationship..but from the time Khushi has entered into his life, she has taught him to live..to care and build the relations around him..and as his mom said " not to hurt the rose, because of thorns" he will exactly do the same..he will be with Khushi..confess his feelings to her.. and promise her not to her ever again...Arnav comes back from his thoughts and realizes Khushi moving away from him...however, before she goes away, he holds her tightly and makes her look at him..
Arnav: Khushi...
Khushi: trying to hide her pain and pretending to be happy...
Arnavji..how..how are you and how is your and Lavanyaji's engagement's preparation going on? does... Lavanyaji need... any help? see ...I...I am sure she will now handle everything..and naniji ...she..she has accepted her whole heartily... so now you and her do not have to worry about anything...she was having tears in her eyes while saying this..
Arnav: Khushi..why..why are you doing this?
Khushi: what..what..I am doing Ar..Arnavji?
Arnav: you don't know Khushi?
Khushi: I don't know what are you talking about Arnavji..I am not getting anything...with that she looks away with tears...
Arnav: really..really..tell me it doesn't matter anything...
Khushi: koi farak nahi padta? for what? what are you talking about?
Arnav: if it doesn't matter to you..koi farak nahi padta, toh why are you looking away..why are you not looking to me..look up and tell me..koi farak nahi parta...bolo..bolo Khuhsi...bolo...
not being able to bear, Khushi at last breaks down in front of Arnav and shouts...
haan, haan nahi parta farak..koi farak nahi parta humine...chahye aap Lavanyaji ko milie..use pyaar kare...unke paas jaye..gale mile...unko kiss kare..koi nahi farak parta humine koi nahi...with that she falls down to Arnav's legs crying her heart out...she cries mumbling "koi farak nahi parta humine" holding onto his legs...Arnav looks at her and bends down on his knees and holds Khushi...
cupping her face in his both palms...
Arnav: Khushi..Khuhsi..shhh..Khushi...at last not being able to hear her sobs, he puts her head on his chest and hugs her tightly..Khushi also hugs him back while mumbling.."farak parta hai...Arnavji, farak parta hai.."
Arnav caresses her face and smiles little hearing her "farak parta hai" and breaking the hug, and caressing her face, places a kiss on her head and tightens the grip pulling her more into his chest...
after some time, both breaks apart and looks at each other..Khushi still sobbing..she looks at Arnav and thinks " yeh humin kya kiya, ab Arnavji will again push me away and taunt me"
Arnav like he reading her thoughts, again cups her face while wiping her tears...
Khuhsi: holding onto his shirt into her fists...Arnavji..I ..I am very sorry..I..don't know when...I..I don't know..humein kuch nahi pata..hum kya kare...I don't like when you are with Lavanyaji..I know I should be happy..I know I am middle class low girl...giri hui larki for you...but I can't help it..I don't know why and what feelings I am feeling..I feel restless when you are near me and feel bad when you hug or kiss lavanyaji..I feel hurt when you insult me, taunt me..whereas I should feel nothing as you are no one to me, but I feel otherwise..why...I should hate you..you..you always insult me..always push me away, but I always think about you..you come into my dream..I always fell dhak dhak acidity whenever you are near me..Arnavji I..I..
Arnav: shhh..shhh Khushi shhh calm down Khushi, everything thing will be fine..see your laad governor is also feeling the same...Khushi, whenever you are near me, I feel something..something different..feelings that I have never felt before..nor with Lavanya..Khushi, I feel restless if you are not near me, I feel scared and wonder whether you are safe or not..I never mean to hurt you..Khushi I am very sorry..I know I have hurt you very much, but I never mean it..I was just trying to control and suppress the feelings as I didn't want to feel any of these feelings i am feeling...I am scared Khushi..I am scared to lose you..I have always lost someone whoever I have loved...just my Di is with me who loves me and I love her very much..even you know that..I am scared to lose you..and now you..Khushi you know, when you told me that you will leave to Lucknow forever, I was scared..I didn't want to let you go away ever..you made me feel very different..something I never wanted to feel ever..and that is why I decided to keep you away, so you wouldn't get hurt, but I just hurt you by pushing you away and insulting you, but I feel the same as you are feeling Khushi...
Khushi is stunned to hear Arnav's confession..she keeps staring at him with tears flowing from her eyes...thinking whether he is telling the truth or just making fun of her feelings..but now that she looks up into his eyes and can see the truth in them..can see his feelings for her...
Arnav: Khushi..he wipes her tears...Khushi this is the truth...I swear on Di...I..
however, Khushi puts her hand on his lips...and nods her head in negative...she now is confirmed that he is saying the truth..she is confident...as he never swear on his di unless he is lying..he can't risk his di's life..she is a mother to him..and why not..she is a wonderful lady and good human being..she has loved her as her own sister..and that is why she is hiding the truth of Shyam..she can never hurt her Arnavji by hurting Arnavji..when the right times comes, she will explain and tell the truth to Arnavji, and hopefully he will understand her and truth her if his feelings are true..thinking to her self, and getting lost, she caresses her hand on his face..Arnav immediately, holds on to it and places a kiss on her palm...
Arnav: Khushi, I promise, I will never ever hurt you..I can't run away from our feelings, and I will tell everyone about us and how we feel for each other..humm? with that he hugs her..Khushi also hugs her back thinking now the new beginning shall start!
Hey guys, how are you all? meeting here after long time...here's short OS from me after a long time..don't know how it turned out to be as I wrote after long time so it may by crappy..hope it at lease makes sense lolz anyways...
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Angel
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