Blast from the Past Thread #10, pg 45, epi 113 - Page 81

Originally posted by: DurgaS

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Episode 114

This poem is inspired from the last line of Indi's review of 111

this was a night like no other night.

and these lines from Cynthia's review of 111-113

Both Arnav and Kushi are fixed to be

ENGAGED...

But not to each other.

Thank you both, Indi and Cynthia, for the inspirations. 😊

THE NIGHT

This was a night like no other

Turmoil of emotions witnessed by none other

From a night of passion, it turned into one of distraught

Happiness for all, but for the two, only misery it brought

Moments of attraction created a repelling effect

Enormities of desires lead to a decision inept

This was a couple in love, meant to be together

But a night like this they had dreamt of never

One was the receiver; the other, the giver of pain

One was confused; the other had control to gain

One denied to confess; as the other denied to earlier

Both wearing masks to hide from each other

As they stood under the moonlit sky

Forgetting each other, such a worthless try

Both in pain, pining for each other

Both agreed to be engaged, but alas, with some other

DurgaS's Index

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

@Durgey, i keep forgetting to thank you for taking over epi posing duties while Indi is down under (couldn't resist that one😆)

Ha, ha. Good one Ami. Better get ready to hide yourself. Something may be thrown at you from down under. Not far away, just an ocean between you and Indi. 😆

Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-114

Two forlorn lovers trying to get solace in isolation, where they supposed to celebrate the felicity with their beloved. Rather sharing the joy with La Arnav is starring at the sky, may be seeking courage to face the consequence of his abrupt decision.Where a garrulous always happy Khushi is trying to imbibing her sorrow in her sacrosanct mind. Their pain is unfathomable for me. But I'll be patient cause I know serendipity is destiny's best friend. Dark clouds will remove soon to fill their lives with merriment. every cloud has a silver lining some good will come out of it

Is buaji blind? can't she just see how sad Khushi is😡😡! Payal and amma can see her pain, but how cum that old fat lady can't! sorry i'm really pissed off on her. She is so delighted that Khushi finally agreed for marriage. But how cum her sadness goes unnoticed by her! She wants both khushi and Shyam take DM's blessing together. The Khushi who always have her monologue with DM, now can't even look at her. She is just following bua like a robot. When bua tells both to take blessings of babuji the devil give him a derisive smirk! Buaji is in hurry to do the engagement. Though Amma is not liking, but can't antagonizes her as she is the elder.Why so rush buaji? Is Shyam will slip from your hand or is he going to hell!😡

In RM a loving sister is performing some pooja of her brother. But my sexy boy looks sad, what doesn't go unnoticed by his sis, "to get engaged with La is, your decision, but it seems you are not happy." She understands her bro, cause she is his mother. She is incredulous, "I'm very happy with you, but didn't you take the decision is haste?" (pause: Anjali always was doubtful about Arnav's relationship with La. when he brought La in RM , she showed her incredulity same like this. She can read her laconic brother's eye very well) Her words take him to the repercussion of the poolside scene where he tried to kiss Khushi. He can't say lie by looking at her eyes,"yes i'm happy". He hides his anguish from the most loving and important person of his life. Anjali thinks he is tensed because of the marriage, "I was also tensed when I heard about the marriage . And see how happy I am now." She tries to give him comfort, "if you take the decision from your heart but not from your mind, then everything will turn good for you." she doesn't know her bro is whirling in vortex of mind and heart. She is still skeptical with her bro's decision," did you take this decision from your heart?" Arnav gets perturbed to hear that. Cause he took the decision neither from his heart nor from his mind. The decision was drastic, brusque and abrupt. it's completely my POV. A man who does not give importance to heart its his mind which will ditch him later

In GH another sister is also worried for her baby sis. She is also skeptical, "Is Shyam the guy you want to spend your whole life with?." Khushi is sad, what can she answer. "I already took the decision, so why think now? you didn't see Amma, babuji, bua everbody were so happy, how can I be sad?" But her elder sister knows she is not happy. Khushi gathers courage and tries to act cheerful, "mere namm bhi Khushi hai" yes that's why everybody took you for granted as if she doesn't have any heart, any feelings. Payal is still confused, "others may not saw, but I saw how you took the decision in haste." Khushi looks at her anklet and recollects the poolside scene, Arnav putting the anklet around her ankle and then his attempt to kiss her. she gets pensive again "you know jiji there is some decision is just taken without thinking or understanding." Payal reminds her that buaji wants to do the engagement soon. Khushi gets sad again. She ebbs back to the thought, how Arnav announced his engagement with La. Then his afflictive words, "don't take it other way that a rich guy kept your payal close to his heart. there is no importance of you and that thing for me." She cringes inwardly, "I just want to forget everything and whereas I don't have to go there any more." Payal tries to catch her words, but she changes the topic, 'now I want to start a new life. DM is with me, so she will take care of everything." She will just keep your faith on her.

Shyam starts his tumult with babuji. He is telling him that he doesn't need any muharat he can ready to marry any time. yeah why he needs muharat, where the total marriage is a sham. yes a sham engagement which will break how will evil succeed DM is there to look after Khushi He tells his wish to go back to Rani saheba to get money for the ring. by the way few days ago he came with a ring, right? whose ring it was? Anyway babauji is exasperating, but poor man can't say or do anything. I wish if buaji would see this scene!

Shyam is coaxing Anjali to get money from her.He concocted some plan and according to this they meet a lady on the road who is lacher, asahay, helpless. she tells Anjali that her husband is a very benevolent man and Shyam introduces her as his ex colleague's widow and his client as well. She asks some money from him as she is really needy. Shyam gives her some money but that's not enough. So Anjali gives her more money. But the greedy guy needs more. So he tries to make her understand the urgency of more money. How cum a kind hearted Anjali refuses her pyaare pati! The liar begs sorry to ask money like this. A little later Shyam meets the lady and takes the money back. The lady reminds him to fight her case. When he was talking with her Anjali sees him. She drives back. She is a bit confused but as usual don't suspect anything. She stops the car and calls him. Shyam gets flummoxed for a while, but sly guy manages to evade by his astute answer. I was about to spew to see his cheap act.😡😡😡

Buaji is delectable about the marriage. she is planning for all the necessary arrangement. When she was throwing her hands in the air with excitement, she drops Khushi's bag on the floor. All the stuffs of her bag splatter on the floor. She calls Khushi to get it. When Khushi comes to pick the stuff she sees the mannat ki chabi. She picks it with abhorrence and recollects the dargah scene where Arnav told her to throw the key. Buaji snatches the key from her hand, "is it a key of some treasure." yup buaji it's a key of a treasure. how will you understand, you insensible lady! Khushi answers it's nothing important. but says it in resentment. bua tells her to throw it. She makes her sit and tells her not to go to work any more. But amma suggests to let them know that she is not coming for work. Khushi gets upset again.

pause: God is always makes a way to fulfill his children's wish. right now mannat ki chabi is the link to reunite this soul mates. I already told that serendipity is destiny's best friend.So Arnav and Khushi's reunion is inevitable

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=s6tAWAVj7iI[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

ARSHI"S INDEX

EPISODE 113-PART 114

Diwali'.Part 5

[Tu hi Bata mere Maula -4^th time]

What a night where darkness is prevailing inside and outside the door.Inside she is facing the wrath to say yes for a deceit who is waiting for her with open

arms . Outside her heart is awaiting with his eyes who are not ready to leave her tonight at any state'..at any cost

na paas aa sakain hain.na door ja sakain,'Raba'..

Arnav with debility"tumne gadi mein chhor diya tha,"[you left it in the car]. He came back with her wallet but why..Khushi with bafflement'with questions .why is he here again ?

Pause here:This is the wallet which she is going to clutch tightly later as she is clutching on him...

He hands her the wallet, eyes dark ,cold but still with a flicker of firmness "tumne gadi mein chhor diya tha... "

Khushi like a statue,no words''.while Buaji intervenes and calls him in vehemently like her own son"babua'andar aao na "[come in son]He will be loving and caring her later like her own son...

Here he is first time meeting her father,the most important person in her life.His concerns for her family leaving another "nahin understand " moment in her mind .He bids good bye after saying "happy Diwali". He gets another convulsion "Nahin amma inhain meetha mana hai"[he can't have sweets] from Khushi's concerns for him.[hubby and wifey talk]What a night where in this dark Diwali the light of their love is still flickering .They share their moment quietly.Another ritual is done ,groom in his in laws for the first Diwali. Yes they never understand anything their unconscious mind does everything as if DM is making them but he deciphers them during the 2nd wedding

His gazes are still refusing her sight'."shukriya..." [thank you ]she said... in tension. , she's perturbed and disarrayed within as you can feel this discomfort in each of her move here'''[it felt she was thankful for him to come back]
"humara batwa lautane keh liye..." [for returning my purse]

He stops, clenches his jaws as he had enough of her resilience against his wrath and every move of her tonight is bubbling his lava to erupt and this is the last straw in it.He wants to break her to keep his shell on even its shattered one.My heart goes down when he turned with his stone exterior behind of which a king , a young man wants to embrace her queen in his arms for eternity but he is on a mission to hate her as much as he can to get his control back and he got another reason to distend here''[just want to hug these both]

"apni cheezain yahan wahan chorne ki aadat hai tumhain. jaise apni payal mere pool par chori thi... tumhari payal mere paas thi iss baat ka koi galat mattlab mat nikal laina... yeh mat sochna eik amir adami tumhari payal ko apne seene se laga kar baitha tha...Mujhe in sab se koi fadak nahin padta"

Translation:stop leaving your things her and there like you left your payal by my poolside, don't take any wrong meaning of it that some rich was holding it near to his heart ,it has no meaning for me and that is the last nail in the coffin.[My heart breaks in million pieces with her as her first love who made her feel which she never did before is telling her all this that she is nothing '..]

Khushi in abhorrence and revulsion with baffling around his concerns,care , and delicacy while not letting her out of his sight the whole night ,putting her payal on her and above all luring his electable lips near hers''"Koi Matlab Nahin Hai"[has no meaning] by emulating ASR'..

Arnav like an ankle biter going in for ruthless and intimidating way to kill her innocent spirit,""shayad tumhare liye hoga..." '"tumhain toh laga hoga keh tumhari zindagi ban gayey." '.."mere liye uss baat ki, ya tumhari... koi ahmiyat nahin hai."

Translation: maybe for you it is.. you must have thought your life is set now. But For me neither you nor that thing has any importance.Here is proving her "haan nahin hai Dil ASR keh seene mein'"[ASR does not have any heart]

Sad Raba Ve slides in to increase the pain'..to intensify her sudden reaction in her rejection "meant nothing" by the very first man who meant everything to her.

Pause here:He still did not give any answer of her questions or that is his Shatir Diamg came up with in her questions so he can tell her you and your payal has no meaning even if I did all of what my heart compelled to do at that momet.

Raba Ve changes to Tu hi bata mere Maula[fourth time as this is the new beginning of new phase of their life]'.

Khushi in tears jerks up by his slamming door.Her tears makes him "kamzore" but he is the reason of these scattered pearls all the time. exactly naughty man but he also cries in his heart

PONDERING CONNECTING DOTS: He will make this whole world pay for her tears Shyam,Dadi,Garima and more and will do what ever will it take to bring her smile back''."bas yehi tou mein chahta tha keh eik bar tumhare chehre peh smile aajaye"[I just wanted a smile on your face] '..all the way "humara eik aansoo aap keh dil ko hazar bar chot pohnchahta hai"''Har bar[my each tear hurt your heart.Arnav'every time] exactly my thoughts also posted it somewhere

Her clutching her wallet shows how strongly she is still clutching on Arnav'.'..
Her ambling ,holding and sitting every move tells stance of her broken and shattered state even which turned into completely break down when Payal reminds her about lost anklet'.

Khushi in mortifying state"uss baat ka koi matlab nahin tha, jiji."[It means nothing jiji]

She ran into her room ,locked Tu hi bata BG scores high notes in her convulsion state.Khushi with excruciating pain by hugging herself with endless tears, which are rolling down without control monotonously'..[ I feel like hugging her badly]

Gar pyar in ko kheeche takrar in ko roke'Raba'

Arnav roaming around aimlessly like a stone figure pretending without heart but her pearly face is roaming over and over in front of his eyes pulling him in the vortex of love and hate as pyar and takrar'tu hi bata mere maula in the BG intensifies to bring these two who neither can live with each other nor stay away from each other .Her sniveling is unbearable as it always make him "kamzore"''as he halts the SUV by closing his eyes leaning his head backward in his turbulent state as there is no way to run for Arnav Singh Raizada this time as he can't hide anymore from the pain he caused her''[I want to hug him too so he can let it go]

Raba''Iss pyar ko kya naam doon

He just refused to enter this paradise which Khushi created for him with arousing yet beautiful feelings like roses to enter which he crushed today with his own thorns .

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: He will be cherishing the rose of Khushi and will learn to just crush Thorn [Dadi and Shyam]not Rose in the garden of love by his mother's guidance.He will come to her to keep her for eternity.

He remembered how her pearly tears were shedding and falling from her eyes during the announcement of his engagement' intention to marry la then her embracing la and her teary and questioning look at him, eyes were moist,only her tears just tears which are making Mighty ASR "kamzore" [weak] yet "Arnav Singh Raizada ko kissi larki se koi Fadak nahi padta"[Not a single girl matters to him]

One side A man who just broke her in million pieces but can do anything for her life her father and her family and other side the other man who is playing deceitful games with her Sita like wife and is ready with his slouchy games tonight to sting this middle class family's honor and above all can manhandle and use a poor father as a weakest link to get what he wants "to play with the honor of a young girl "if she will not accept his marriage proposal .😡😡

snakewa is making the most of this koi matlab nahi but then its temporary

She is hurt and can't see the truth behind father's hurting eyes or may be it's written that way '..as Buaji's pressure is increasing with her blackmailing on an orphan regardless of Garima and Payal's intervention once in a while but the Lava which was building up this night flows up with the sense of responsibility towards its family especially towards Babuji'..

She remembered the payal and his reverberating words ""mujhe iss sab se koi farq nahi padta, [doesn't mean a thing"] she finally retreats and gives in.

theek hai" 'hum tayar hain"[ok I'm ready]

Pause here:Love this girl and her "himmat"[courage] she is full of flaccidity and resiliency as her heart is broken but not determination and strength.She is Khushi not for name's sake only.In my POV if he did not announce his engagement with La ,she would never said yes either no matter what .For her he is another woman's man now'' 👏👏

Here we can close those six circles "chakravyuh " [which I discussed in 109] as Khushi put herself in it and all those relations will shape up according to that.One man's complexity is pushing everyone's life up side down but may be this is "Bhagiya" Fate which will bring a lot of devastation in their lives and that day Arnav Singh Raizada will realize he can't write Fate by himself'..but before it Khushi will give her reminder as a warning during her bandagement "aap ka haath pakad keh likhwaya hai'.."but he will not listen to it regardless he will be in the Mandir'.BUT HE IS THE ONE who will bring Khushi out of it and will place each relation to its place but together having her hand in his '''

What a night?Two young people flushed with their immense love and care for each other but ended up in tears for each other ..

Arnav said yes to run away from love to keep his beliefs "not a single girl matters to me'.means nothing to me"

Khushi said yes to run away from that belief which means nothing to her now for which she was going against her family and saying No to Shyam'..The reason of Her Dhak Dhak which means nothing now as she got the answer of "nahin understand" in her version'..

A deceit has won just because truth was not faced and embraced by one man but in between these two a PURE pearl has been muddled and scared'..

Two parallel scenes where two sisters know something is wrong with their siblings.

Anjali,"your eyes can't lie to me'Why do I feel that you are not happy"

"kahin tumne yeh faisla jaldbaazi mein toh nahin liya na?" you didn't make hasty decision , did you, asks di.

He stumbles with those luscious lips in his mind which are still lingering their thirst in her conscious.He has no answer '.

"chhote, hume batao... tum khush toh ho na?" chhotey, tell me, you are happy arent't you?

He turns around as always he does that during running from the truth.

"of course, di." Liar liar heart on fire'..can't even act prpoerly

"main khush hoon." [I am happy.] His Di's happiness is more important but today it doesn't seem that important'.

Di is happy and yes when chat is about wedding so Jijaji will be peeking in'.."chote, jab faisle dimag se nahin dil se liye jaate hain na, tou sab accha hota hai." [chhotey, when decisions are taken with heart and not from the brain, then all goes well. ] .hmm'...

Pause here:So you think your decision by your heart is right'.you are so not there nave girl'..Your scoundrel hubby is lusting over others behind your heart my dear'.

In life heart and brain plays role together that's why Khushi with heart and Arnav with Brain goes together and it shows the importance of both.

Other sister with concerns,"tumne yeh faisla dil se liya hai na?" you've taken this decision from the heart, haven't you? Payal asks khushi.

Jiji, I have decided now, and did you see how happy everyone was and that is important for her more than her own happiness'.

"aur tum?" and you, Payal abides by with her concerns.

Khushi with pain behind her mask trying to hide but Payal keeps drilling with questions, are you sure? '..didn't you take any hasty decision, did you?

And that took khushi to the memories of the poolside with her anklets, where she has this new experience with the man of her Dhak Dhak'

Khushi with her brain<"kuch cheezain bas yoonhin ho jaati hai... bina soche... bina samjhe..."
[certan things just happen like that, without thinking or making sense...]

Payal does not pay attention and talks about her engagement... and Khushi abhorrently hears him announcing, "hum shadi kar raha hain..." [I am marrying with La]

She with excruciating pain within sees him with La but he is looking at her why? And that confuses her more'
Rabba vey rubs in with his reverbrating words "you mean nothing to me"
She answers payal with firm tone ,"whatever has happened, I am ready to forget it" and that is Khushi's trait unlike ASR who has just anger on his nose...

Symbolism and connection: She is unaware of his reality as you remember her reflection in his room while he was coughing as she was not looking at the mirror..delusional judgement ..if she knew she will take care of him by herself and she will do that by smacking his face [love that part]

Khushi is determined to move on,"anyway, i am not going there any more."which makes Payal confuse'

Khushi ,"Devi Mayya hain na, woh sab sanmbhal lainngi. [DM will take care of everything."]

Pause here:How badly she needs alone time with her mother DM who is always there for her 'One day Devi Mayya will make him to be "Hamesha Sanbhalta rahoonga"

What a night ?The night which ends with despair on both sides under the stars with their parents along with their hearts who can feel it and know better now and one day she will command and he will obey with big SMILE''and with that message this night is prevailing to its end''..What a Diwali?...

MOMENT OF THE DAY

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Ami

Katelyn
Durga, thank you for this beautiful piece!! OMG, this is so emotional filled with pain and hopelessness! 😭 Crying for our dear Khushi!! 😭 Great job! This so well written!! ⭐️⭐️⭐️

i'm speech less.

so insightful and deep!

My eyes are getting blurry at the last line

Par chaunk gaye jab ye suna, un sab baaton ka koi matlab nahin

too emotional

Thank you Sohara for the comment and the lovely butterfly too. 😊

Durga this Amazing...every line so touched nd meaningful 👏👏

Originally posted by: supriya.arshi

Episode 112



Episode 113



Title Credit : Cynthia

Originally posted by: wiwy

Originally posted by: chalhov

@ episode 116 CAN WE FORGET

Arnav watches shattered devastated as Khushi goes and she is also sad and devastated ASR wants to keep his facade on and he does for sometime till he sees a key on his table he wants to throw it but it takes him back to the dargah and Khushi giving him Mannat ki chabi(key) and the key shows him Khushi's blood he is unable to stay even for a minute he gets ready and goes to the temple to put medicine and bandage and its on her ring fingure DM has saved them they are made for each other but still bullheaded dont want to recognise it so the wound and bandage will prevent Shyam from putting the ring on her finger and till its broken a false engagement takes place with Shyam Arnav has indirectly protected his Khushi

jinhe hum bhulaana chaahe, wo aksar yaad aate hain
bura ho iss muhabbat ka, wo kyon kar yaad aate hain

bhulaaye kis tarah un ko, kabhi pi thi un aankhon se
chhalak jaate hain jab aansu, wo saagar yaad aate hain

kisi ke sunrkha lab the ya diye ki lau machalati thi
jaha ki thi kabhi puja, wo mandar yaad aate hain

rahe aye shamma tu roshan, duwa deta hain parawaana
jinhe kismat mein jalna hain, wo jalakar yaad aate hain

Ami

Durga,

You are surpassing yourself each time. Now I am not sure which is my fav among your amazing amalgam of Diwali poetry! Truly a master piece reflecting the pain and pining ()! Reminded me of this Ghazal..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=F6KmKyKnrc8

Thanks for this poetic treat! Brilliant indeed..