Blast from the Past Thread #7, ep 87, pg 119 - Page 104

Originally posted by: indi52

episode 84

he said sorry three times. or that's how it looked like to me.

I think it was about time to use words as compared to just Ghusa and eyes

but why is such an elaborate story being told around something as simple as "sorry"? so arnav singh raizada never seeks forgiveness from anyone... so what? why is this so important anyway? is it just to show that khushi is making him change his ways or is it something that he must feel for his own character's sake?

because he is burning with it day and night knows the real meaning of it

i had mentioned the centrality of forgiveness in doctrines of many religions yesterday. but it was a casual remark that i heard yesterday about someone who had been through a terrible killing of her parent, that got me pondering this again. she had gone and actually forgiven the one who took her father's life and pleaded that the accused be set free. "Kshama" or "maafi" washes us, cleans us, frees us of our dark, omnivorous baggage which is bound to inhabit us after a traumatic experience. it is very difficult, almost impossible to come to that point, but it can be done. if we can't forgive, the ugly side of the pain will never leave us, it will maim us terribly eventually.

i am so glad arnav singh raizada learnt to ask for maafi. some day this lifting of the barricade will take him all the way to forgiving his mother's killers. the day he does that he will be free. and khushi indeed is the one with the key, the wish sent to him by life, that will guide him to the right path. he in turn, no doubt will help her find her destiny and also realise our destiny depends partly on our actions too.

I know how it feels to forgive someone which I need to learn too but your comparison here👏👏👏
so back to the three sorries.

he's completely odious with lavanya again, brusquely he says he doesn't want to go to the party. and then at her "arnavji" snaps, "aur yeh arnav ji ka drama band karo" now stop this drama of arnavji. can't blame him for that. it is disconcerting, suddenly cool la is all sati savitri lavanyaji, how can anyone put up with it? la is still managing to hold on to her temper, and says, fine, but why is he so angry with her since the morning? i wish i could tell her, he's actually angry with himself.
He always does it first throw his anger at Khushi and then sit and finds out what did he do

when the doorbell rings and la says that must be khushi as she's going to the party with her, asr, about to shut his door, stops in his tracks, and can't stop himself from saying, "khushi!... khushi aayi aaj?" khsuhi! khushi has come today? i love the way the "kh" sounds when he says her name. they say your lover takes your name in a way no one else does. well barun sobti's asr has the copyright on the sexiest way of saying khushi and that too in a million different pitches and tones.

Love him here as he was acting like a child who wants his fav toy

"khushi lavanya ki party mein?" khsuhi at la's party? he strides out quickly to go see her. asr is eagerly rushing out to meet khushi. i was so happy to see that. a long tilt up to reveal a very pretty khushi in dark pink and gold, camera reminded me of the day of the red sari.

she sees him. he has already seen her. there's a funny awkwardness in him, while her gaze is direct, ready. he wants that forgiveness. he has never asked for such a thing. this is tough.

LOVE HIS EAGERNESS AND YES HAS NO PATIENCE TYPICAL BOY😊

she remembers, "pata hai kaisa lagta hai jab apne haathon se apne maa ko agni dete hain... sab kehte hain ki wo samajhte hain ki hum kya mehsoos kar rakein hain lekin koi kuch nahi samjhta!!" know how it feels when you put fire on your own mother and come home?...everyone says they understand, but no one understands a thing!!

a sadness in her. this death of parents sits heavy on her. his words awaken the fears and insecurities of loss in her again... he's looking contrite. he starts walking toward her.
HE REALLY HURT HER THIS TIME AND HE KNOWS THAT

they stand facing each other. air of hesitation in him, and discomfort in her. the day before had not been easy on either. yet he needed to reach her somehow. he knew his words had not only hurt her, they had slammed a door with their complete self absorbed cruelty. and by saying "koi nahin samajhta," he'd let her become just anyone, part of a faceless mass. but she wasn't that, was she? good or bad, infuriating or not, she was anything but just some "koi" to him. he was aware enough to know that for some reason quite unknown to him, she mattered. which is why perhaps it was all the time important to let her know she didn't (contrary mr asr, forever flinging "tum hoti kaun ho" at her). he'd made a promise to himself never to let a woman be of consequence to him. everything went and rested in that one killing moment of his life. his mother gone in a trice, because his dad played with another woman. never would he let a woman in his life.

so when khushi started to walk into his thoughts, claim his unconscious reveries, he had to manage this breach somehow. "kissi ladki se koi faraq nahin padta..." no girl makes a difference... his walls of resistance were high and thick. yet, with her, padta hai faraq... dammit. not just now, it will be so forever. hamesha.

YES AS KHUSHI IS THE KEY OF HIS HEART AND MIND AND IS BEING BLESSED TO HIM IN THE ANSWERS OF THE PRAYERS OF HIS MOTHER HOW CAN HIS SELF CREATED WALL HOLD ON TO THIS "FARAK NAHIN PADTA"

his instincts bid him to build back what he'd wrecked the night before. but of course his dimaag/brain struggles with this need... in his telepathic conversation he would talk of the desperate attempts he made to not like her, hate her in fact... "kitni koshish ki maine..." however, his heart refused to listen.

he strode purposefully toward her, but la came to whisk khushi away.

he was left looking on... he looked.. helpless? asr?

she who is mad at him, left, but not without looking back. even on the day she called him a man without a conscience, she hadn't been able to walk away without looking back. her instincts fought with her dil. rakshas or not, it wants to take her toward him.

rabba vey decks up her walking away. she seems a bit reluctant though to just leave him there and go.

THEIR YEARNING IS SO VISIBLE HERE

twice he turns back for her. khushi! khushi!, i hear him calling her in the guest house that terribly night of the storm, first time her name on his lips. with each turn, perhaps a seeking of forgiveness, unheard.

his very first sorry. i was certain that's what it was, there in his eyes, and she could sense it too.


"heard melodies are sweet, but those unheard are sweeter; therefore, ye soft pipes, play on; not to the sensual ear, but, more endear'd,
pipe to the spirit ditties of no tone:"
~~~ john keats, ode on a grecian urn ~~~ lovely lovely

TIME DOES NOT DEPENDS ON YOY ,YOU DEPEND ON IT😃

at the party, she stands around alone, unwilling to join the revelry inside. and memories of him come unbidden. he is telling her he doesn't want to see her face. why his thoughts all the time? why can't she just stop letting rakshas in? she berates herself, "hum bhi na, kitne ajeeb hain, dimag kabhi bhi kuch bhi sochne lagta hai... ab yahan uss laad governor ke baare mein kyun soch rahe hain." i am so strange, the brain starts thinking anything anywhere, now here i am thinking of that laad governor!

and like a genie he appears in front of her.

I KNOW ANITA CALLED HIM NINJA BUT SERIOUSLY WAY FAST IN THREE PIECE SUIT

she makes to walk past him and... "khushi," something gentle, tentative in his voice. but she is in no mood for that. for a second a turbulence on her face though...


again, "khsuhi."

"lavanya ji andar hain, aap andar jaa sakte hain," la is inside, you can go in...

"khushi,"

she turns away, rejecting his call. she knows, oh yes, she knows he's here for some reason that she will find hard to handle emotionally. she is running away from it. i have nothing to say to you, she says emphatically, angrily almost.

he's hit hard by her vehemence. he is unused to opening himself up so much, allowing the feeling of remorse to show through, it's a first time for him. after behaving strangely and badly, he always knows he's wrong and feels terrible but he chooses not to show it...

she tells him, "aap jaiye yahan se," in this dismissive tone. what the. teeth are clenched, an involuntary threatening step forward. the two of them spell friction, always. there's too much unspoken attraction, fire under the skin, bound to be combustible.
BOTH ARE STANDING WITH THEIR OWN EGOISTIC POV BUT I FOUND BOTH ARE NOT WRONG HERE REGARDLESS AND BOTH ARE HURT TOO SO ITS QUIET NATURAL BEHAVIOR DESPITE ANGER

"how dare you," he's beside himself with anger in a split second.

"kyun hum daring kyun nahin kar sakte? daring pe sirf aap ka naam likha hai kya," why can't i be daring, have you got your name written on the word... and the love/hate talk takes of... as usual.

equal talent. equal rage. equal right. i can hurt you, and i can hurt you right back. no cowering and singing sad songs for our heroine here, merely 18, small town, unfashionable, whatever she may be. just as he fell for her utter and mad ajeeb cuteness, so too perhaps for her crazy, leap in, gutsiness, some would call it foolhardiness. but that's what will get her to switch diesel to water alone in a lonely farm house surrounded by goons one scary afternoon... and have him exclaim with a funny kind of enjoyment and pride "khushi kumari gupta singh raizada."

LOVE YOUR WITTY DESCRIPTION HERE👏

"aapne daring khareed li hai kya?" have you bought out daring? i am thinking here, khsuhi, what if he said he had? ah well.

"what nonsense,"

"aap nonsense... aur aapke saath apka poora p-" you're nonsense, she counters, and your whole f- oops. no, khsuhi didn't mean to insult his whole family, but her tongue was running way ahead of her brain. big mistake.

the rage, the gussa flared in his being. i was overjoyed, for some reason, that's my signal that all is well with him.

U R TOO MUCH INDI😆
he shoots off a tirade instantly, "tumhara dimag kharab ho gaya hai, khushi kumari gupta. tumhe kya lagta hai, main tumse yahan baat karne ke liye aaya hoon? agar do minute pyaar se baat kar leta hoon toh usska matlab yeh nahin ki tum apni jagah bhool jaao... understnd?" you've gone mad, kkg... you think i've come here to talk to you (but you have, haven't you? but no matter, keep yelling, sounds beautiful)... speak lovingly for two minutes and you forget your palce. wonderful, insults have started flying.

YOU R ENJOYING IT😳

again a curious moment. she's upset, close to tears... he's feeling the anger dissipate and the reason for coming here take hold again. what's he to do. how to tell her what he wants to? AWWW


and one more time he looks back back with a world of emotion in his eyes. she wipes a tear. he's quick to respond with an intense feeling. yes, this time the tear hurt him. one of those har baars. he can't see this. he turns away. "sorry bolna hai, arnav, sorry bolna hai." got to say sorry, arnav, got to. he didn't know, but he had said and felt sorry with those eyes closed in pain, feeling her pain, in him. second sorry is here.
I LOVE BARUN HERE👏
he opens his eyes and looks for her, she's gone.

he finds her. and at her sight, there is music in his heart even if he doesn't bid it "play on."


he's steeped in remorse, wondering how to approach her and say his thoughts. she stands alone, tossed by too many feelings. again a tear is wiped.


he can't take it. finally, he walks up to her and enters the gazebo. a few seconds of poetry in absolute silence as he watches her, and she him.

"khushi mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai." khushi, i have something to say to you.

but again she must walk off... and he must lose his cool at this repeated turning of her back on him... he must stop her, shout. in the shouting, even before he can think, all his feelings of remorse. forgive me, scream the words yet they sound most unapologetic.

I NEVER HEARD SORRY IN MY DAMN LIFE LIKE THIS ONE


"kitni baar kaha hai ki main jab baat kar raha hoon toh mooh mat moda karo.. kitni baar... subah se dimaag kharab kar rakha hai," how many times have i told you not to turn away when i am talking to you... how many times... you've been chewing my brain since the morning... 😆😆😆


"aap apne dimaag pe dhyaan dijiye, kyunki subah se hum mile nahin hain," give some attention to your brain, because we haven't met since the morning.

then he just blasts her. "forgive me" seem to say every word nonetheless.
on a rush, without a breath or pause, and decibel climbing, he goes for it, "i wanted to tell you what i said i shouldn't have... if i'd known i'd have never said such a thing... if i'd known about your parents, i'd never have said such a thing...

SAMJHI TUM?"

in tune with him instinctively, she realises why he is here. "toh yeh sab... aap sorry bolne ki koshish kar rahe the," so all this... you were trying to say "sorry."KYA KAROON IN DONO KA AJEEB HAIN ...LOVE EACH OTHER BUT NAHHH WHY THE HECK I BOTHER AND SHE WHY DO I BOTHER.PROBLEM KIDS

and then, though upset, and angry with him, she helps him in a way only she can. she acquaints him with a khushi kumari gupta he has never met.YEAP ONLY SHE CAN

how could he? she was only eight. when the accident happened. when she had no idea what death was even. and her parents went forever. how unreal it was to her, she kept on thinking they would come back, but no. even today she's scared of the dark... and speeding cars. even today she feels sometimes that she will suddenly wake up, the nightmare would end and they'd be there. but alas.

now you know, "pata nahin tha" you'd said, now you do.

"now say sorry."

VERY PAINFUL ONE 😭
(reminded me of the "say sorry" thing i have with my husband 😆.😆

INDI I CAN SENSE YOU R THE BOSS AT HOME
"aaj bhi hume lagta hai ki hamare amma babuji taare ban gaye hain"... till this day i think my mother and father have become stars... that's why i hang stars above my bed, i'm scared of fast cars... of sleeping alone... of the dark. i feel they will return, it's only a bura sapna.

he swallows hard and looks away. she seems to give up. all her churned up emotions, the outburst, everything seems to have sapped her of energy.

"rehne dijiye, kyunki hamari itni haisiyat hi nahin hai ki aap hume sorry bole," let it it be, because i don't have the status that you should ask for my forgiveness.

she's walking away.

"khushi," tears in voice.

she stops and looks back. he's looking at her, eyes filled with tears.

😭😭😭


merging of pain, yours, mine. what is mine is yours, what is yours is mine. something is making it impossible to separate pain. tears redden his eyes, he finds the word that had eluded him so long and says it with determination. asr says, "sorry."
FINALLY

tears streaming down her cheeks she looks at him disbelieving... hey hey...

"sorry..."


her feelings congeal, choking her, his tears are hers perhaps, even if she doesn't want them to be.

"i'm really sorry."

YEAP HER PAIN IS HIS AND HIS IS HERS


"amar matha noto korey dao he tomar chorono dhular tole
shokol ahonkar he amar dubao chokher jale" two lines from tagore in my head... make me bow my head beneath the dust of your feet/every arrogance of mine, lord, drown in my tears. sometimes that arrogance is just a shield for a heart filled with unshed tears. sometimes tears remind you of pearls, falling unrestrained like portia's mercy, perfect, round, and shining.👏👏👏

his first uttered "sorry," how tremulous with tears, like a little boy almost.
arnav singh raizad asked for forgiveness three times today. the last time, he manged to say the word too. that too three times. i don't think there's any need to mention how perfect and emotional but never melodramatic or cheesy barun was. sanaya was the instinctive and astute foil. always a private space for their most intimate moments. beautiful setting, the lights gleaming like those tears whose release it was all about really.

VERY TOUCHY ONE INDI HARD TO BEAR


at the end, two short, lighter scenes in parallel. khushi with jiji, asr with di, a lightness in dialogue, music, pace, taking episode to a breezier note, perfect contrast with what came before.

as khushi talks to payal, i realised, yes they were her tears too. "ek sorry hi toh bolna tha... aur woh bhi uss laad govrnor ne aise bol diya, ke.. hume rula diya." just had to say a sorry, that too the way the ladd governor said, it just made me cry. she had sensed that sorry in him, and his struggle. she felt his devastation about his parents just as she'd told him she could. but in khushi vein, she took it all to her chirpy, irreverent talk, "sorry hai ya gold medal...!" is it a sorry or is it a gold medal...? gold medal, khushi, you've come first in class.

interestingly, the word "paagal," mad, connected this scene with the one at rm. earlier payal had joked that khushi was mad and would make everyone go her way.

YEAP PAGAL AJEEB WILL BECOME "HUM DONO KITNE AJEEB HAIN"
in asr's room, di hovered around chhotey, saying he's driving her "paagal," she was certain something had upset him, he'd cried. he was irritable. the look at his sis. aw. she went into a fit of "sorries."

"di ek minute mein paanch baar sorry bol chuki hain aap... itna aasan hota hai kya aap logi ke liye?!! mere liye itna mushkil kyun hain" di, you've said sorry five times in less than a minute... is it so easy for you guys? then why is it so tough for me? fantastic voice modulation, note of humour creeping back in.

"chhotey, tumhari tabiyat toh theek hai na?" chhotey, you're fine, aren't you?

"haan, di... nahi, di... di, mujhe lag raha mein paagal ho rahan hoon." yes, di... no, di... di, i feel i am going mad.

Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 87!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Episode begins with Khushi givng a letter to the ASR and telling him that Lavanya wrote the letter and she was sad while writting the letter and ASR gets up from where he was sitting and tears the letter in to pieces and throws them on Khushi and he tells this is answer to your letter and grab all the pieces and give it to the person who wrote this letter. Khushi tells him that he should have read that for once and she hasn't even completed her line and he shows her eyes and she leaves from there. (I think asr knew lavanya did not write that)

of course he knew it was Khushi who wrote the letter.

Somewhere in RM Anjali is trying the Shyam's phone and outside RM he does not pick up the phone and says to himself that he is coming only and now he can come here at any time as bua told him that Khushi will not be coming to this house again. (he is doing the mental jig right now, it just know it). Khushi is moving out and Anjali sees her moving out of the house and from the front door Shayam is coming in and both of the faces each other. Then Shayam close down the door and tells her that mausa ji is remembering her and he tells her that he was here to just to call her and she tells him that to give the things and he gives her. Khushi leaves and Anjali comes there and asks him did he saw Khushi and he says he never saw her coming so how will he see her leaving (Good one ,shyam, Good one). Then he tells her that there was so much crowd at market place thats why he was not able to bring groceries and he will bring that later on. (again good excuse)

such a liar he is!. good lord that he is facing difficulties in his evil deeds.

Khushi goes to Lavanya house and there she sees her packing her stuff. La gives her gifts and she tells her that she is too good. La tells her that she is moving to London forever and Khushi tells her that he was looking upset.

How cum she arranged everything in a day! Anything is possible, in a hindi soap.

Anjali is crying in the room and Shayam is consoling her. She fears that one day ASR will be left all alone. Shayam says that they are here and they will make some plan.

Shabby shyam and his guile full words!😡

In next scene maami is calling La and tells her that to come back and she tells her that she is not coming back as for once ASR even stopped her and she further tells her that since when she had left she can look at brahamchari (remember that dream where she sees akasha as a pandit now) all over places. (la is like sorry but I made up my mind)

mami and her eccentric imagination, too funny!

In the kitchen area Anjali an Shayam for fake and ASR who was passing them tells them that he is now no more 4 feet child he is now 6 feet man (How hot) no doubt!and he can understand all this and he is about to leave from there and maami comes there and tells him that she wants to talk to him to which he says that he has important conference to attend. Maami tells him to think about the whole family members. Akash and everyone tells that since when she had left he is upset. Then ASR again presents his ideology that love and marriage is nothing and he walks down from there.

ASR was actually happy that La left. He was relieved.

Khushi again comes to RM and ask for ASR from the servant who had opened the door. At khushi back anjali and Shyam are hugging each other but as Khushi was in hurry so she missed to see them together (Ugh I was mad'I kept screaming turn around'there is another incident to add on the list of hits and misses).

The CVs was intentionally dragging shyam's revelation for the story.

Shayam leaves from RM and reaches at bua's place and where he sees bua is praising him. He asks them what's cooking for and Payal tells him that Khishi likes halwa so they will cook halwa. He leaves for the kitchen and while others also leave except for bau ji and he picks the phone and takes the number of rani sahiba from there and from being Shayam comes there and snatches his phone and bau ji tells him that he was just looking at the phone as it looks nice and Shayam leaves from there. (Nice one shashi but beware of the snake)

shyam sure got Sashiji's intention. He is sly like a fox.

Arnav is in conference and there is issue regarding the shares and the commitment and he addressing his clients. He receives a call that someone wants to meet him but he tells them that he is busy and throw that person out. As he is about to keep the phone he sees Khushi there and she starts speaking that he is not doing the right thing to Lavanya. Arnav takes her hand and takes her to his cabin (Was it me or did that one guy in the conference made a weird face when he saw khushi'like he never saw a girl in his life)

Will notice it when I'll watch again.

he speaks KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA.. One side Khushi with her ideology and Arnav with her ideology. So clash of ideologies happens. ASR tells her that whatever he is he do not lie to himself but she always lie to herself and after listening to it she all over gets teary and leaves from there and as soon as he sees tears in her eyes he closed down his eyes and while moving she turns back and they look at each other'What is khushi's new plan???

both of them are egoistic and very determined in their beliefs.

yup, let's see what khushi is upto know.

Originally posted by: sohara

Cute Sarun, always brings smile on my face

HERE TOO

episode-84

Shyam almost got caught. The guy asked him why he was not there in the court, while he already told Sashiji that he was busy with his case. He somehow manged to deceive Sashiji,"If I remain in the court room all the time How can I make the case." Sashiji didn't seem impressed by his words.He is still incredulous about Shyam.

HE IS 😡😡😡 MAKING ME ANGRY ALL THE TIME

La came to bid bye to Arnav. she was sad that no one was accompanying her to the part .Arnav was very frustrated, as he didn't see Khushi today. It's so irking when La gets cozy to ASR.😡 The door bell rang and La told that it must be Khushi, as she asked Khsuhi to go with her to the party.. Arnav was about to close the door, but as soon as he heard Khushi was here, he seemed happy. So he rushed to see her. Khushi was wearing a better outfit, as she was going somewhere with La. Arnav got delectable to see her beautiful face. He gave her a pleasing look, but changed his attitude immediately and tried to pretend that he was not affected by her. chori pakri gayi ASR!😆 .Khushi got conscious remembering his harsh words. Arnav came and stood in front of her with an apologetic face. When he intended to talk, La intervened and took Khushi with her,"Chamkili let's go. it's already late.". Khushi didn't want to go. she was looking back at her Laad governor. I guess She read her LG's eyes, that he wanted to say something. La was literally dragging her out.

Agreed La is getting irrited with Wify attitude.Yeap he was waiting like a small child for her and both wanted to remain in the same stance .she did not want to leave abd he did want her to go"Mat Jao"

La insisted, but Khushi didn't want to enter the party hall. So La left her and went inside. khushi couldn't understand what to do, where to go, she couldn't even go to RM. Arnav's raucous words reverberated in her mind again,"I don't want to see your face, so get out." She was cursing herself, why she was thinking of laad Governor! But good Lord, LG was right there. He softly called her "Khushi". Khushi thought he came for La. so she told him to go inside, where he actually came for Khushi. Khushi turned to leave but ASR called her again. She got frantic and started to vex him,"don't call me like this." ASR got angry "how dare you". Khushi emulated him,"daring aap, daring pe sref apka naam lekha hai?"(she meant how dare is he.He only can dare, but nobody else.she was over reacting.) Arnav was irritated now,"what nonsense" khushi also called him nonsense and intended to say more, but she stopped herself, by putting her hand on her mouth. Sometimes her mouth acts waywardly. she exasperated ASR so much,"do you think I came here to talk to you(yes Mr. sexy Akhroo you came to talk to her). If I talk to you lovingly two minutes, you forget your status." oh gosh ASR started to vex her again. Actually Khushi provoked him and pushed him to the edge. He saw tears welled in her eyes. Now He was repenting, "have to say sorry." when he was gathering courage Khushi was already gone.

They both are stubborn in their style.😆

In GH, Shyam was trying to coax babuji. But Sashiji's target was his phone. Somehow he had to get Rani Saheba's number. when Shyam was giving him the medicine he witnessed a ring mark on his ring finger. He told Shyam to get water for him. When Shyam went to get water he dialed Anjali's number. But he had to cut the call, as Shyam came back. Sashji dropped the phone while putting it in haste. Anajli called him back immediately.I don't know why Sasshiji called her, he should note her number instead. Anyway sly Shyam suspected something. so he left.

Babuji is the only one who suspected him so far and he will the 1st one paying the price too

In the dinner table in RM mami started her sarcastic speech. "It seems so vacant as Anrav and La is not for dinner." Shyam intervened her that he was present there. Mami teased him,by calling him"bin badal wali barsat (unpredictable rain)" mami sometimes makes such appropriate comments!👏 She was bragging that only Akash was the most predictable and he will marry according to her taste. Shyam interrupted her,"Now a days there is no guarantee in marriage" Anjali protested,"If there is no guarantee in Akash, our marriage also doesn't have any guarantee." Shyam came to flatter her,"I'm your servant, so our marriage shouldn't have any issue." Anjali told him that she can't rely coz, he called her, but he cut the call and when she called he didn't pick the phone. Shyam got skeptical, "I didn't call you." He remembered how the phone fell down beside Sashiji's bed. He became sure that Sashiji, who tried to call Anjali. He tried to chicane Anjali,"I think it's automatically dialed your number in my pocket.'

Shyam and his sly moves are way too much surely shows his character.Anjali is indicating future and Mamiji is always good with observations

Arnav was searching Khushi outside and finally found her forlorn in the gazebo. When she saw him she intended to leave. But Arnav called her "I need to talk to you." Khushi was obdurate this time, she didn't want to listen . Arnav hold her arms and turned her towards him,"Didn't I tell you when I talk don't turn around from me? don't you understand?" There is certain possessiveness in his voice. He modulated his voice to a pleaing tone,"I want to tell you something, you are keeping my mind in distress since morning." Khushi was indignant,"you mind your brain. I was not seen since morning, tell me what do you want to say." Arnav was frustrated,"I didn't mean to say those things. I didn't know about your parents.I shouldn't tell you those words." He screamed,"do you understand?" uff Mr. hot your apologizing or yelling?He got so frenzy that unknowingly strengthened his grip on her arm. When he realised that he was hurting her he left her arms. Khushi said in teary eyes,"so you wanted to say sorry. But it must be very difficult to say sorry to a girl like me.where is ASR and where is KKG? it's ok, as you don't know anything about me." she ellucidated him her story,"when I was eight my parents died in a car accident. I didn't know what does death mean that time. I thought they will be back. do you know that I still think my parents became star in the sky. so I hang star on my bed.I'm still scare of fast car, to sleep alone or to stay in the dark. It still seems a nightmare to me and I think it will over when I'll wake up". she continued "now you know everything about me. So say sorry."ASR was flummoxed, but couldn't say sorry either. khushi admonished,"let it be. how can you say sorry to a girl like me."she turned to leave. But ASR called her "Khushi". She turned. ASR said sorry, not once, but twice and finally begged in contrition,"I'm really very sorry" Barun was outstanding in this scene.👏He is such a magnificent actor! I bow down my head to him.

HIS SORRY WAS SCARY BUT HE DID IT WITH HIS PURE HEART AND BARUN DELIVERED IT WITH HIS PURE GOD GIFTED SKILLS👏👏👏

Nothing goes unnoticed by two caring elder siblings. Payal caught her little sister's anxiety and Anjali too. Arnav was trying to avoid Anjali, but she was stubborn"you cried today!". On the other hand Khushi couldn't hide her tension to Payal,"Laad Governor made me cry by saying sorry. and I aslo told him everything about me." Anjali also was after her bro, she was insisting him incessantly,"you are hiding something from me she kept begging sorry again and again for bothering him. Arnav got surprised,"you said sorry five times in a sentence. Is it so easy? why it's so difficult for me?"ASR was frustrated"it seems like I'm getting crazy". Anjali begged sorry again and suggested him to take rest and she left. ASR was still in perturbation.

Anjali got it right, something is wrong .

"Kya yehi pyaar hai"Is he falling in love?

SIBLINS'LOVE IS AMAZING IN THIS SERIAL ITS STANDS ITSELF 👏👏👏

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VERY NICE VM SOHARA⭐️

Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 86!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

La is all decked up in bridal attire in his room on his bed & goes ballistic. Khushi then leaves la on the bed and is ready to head out'.as she reaches the door she sees arnav and now is looking for a place to hide, khushi said such a big room but nowhere to hide!!! Khushi then hides in the bathroom'Asr walks in and walk passes la on his bed (how in the world do you miss a person on your bed in a bridal outfit and wearing gold as its ASR he is busy with his business thoughts and thinks no one will dare this). Arnav opens his wardrobe and pauses, wa lah he notices something is off'he turns around and see la on his bed sitting like a girl on her suhag raat'he rushes up to her and makes her get up from the bed and he begins to blast her. During all this explosion La keeps throwing furtive looks at KKG who is hiding in the bathroom. Arnav sees these looks la is giving towards towards the bathroom, turns & BAM!!!!!!!!! finds KKG bang right in his bathroom. Khushi comes out of the bathroom and asr is trying to control his anger here and tells that maybe in her middle class society everyone pokes their nose into other's affairs but here it is a strict NO NO. I've said what I wanted to so now u can disappear before i lose my patience. KKG flees (BHAG girl BHAG)Poor girl she is not the sohisticated person and middle class who interfere in all issues sometimes good other times not so good but La should have known

Arnav starts yelling at la telling her you knew going into this that I do not want to get married we are living together and that is it'stop behaving like my wife. Then she gives a short lecture (who knew she can speak up against him, I give her props). Says that she wants a name to their Rishta asking. Arnav is furious but La stands her ground & tells him that THIS IS IT. SHE HAS HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. She wants a marriage & she has finally got fed up being a doormat stamped & stomped on. Having said her piece she runs out of RM (I am assuming but I guess her room would be more logical'I would not run in the streets in a bridal outfit that screams hey mug me I am a walking jewelry store👏😆). Mami & Anjali shocked, KKG guilty & Nani is happy.

KKG calls La but she refuses to bend over backwards to please Arnav. So khushi decides to call up Anjali for help to get them back together. But Surprise Surprise Arnav picks up the phone. KKG loses her nerve & disconnects. This farce happens twice & the 3rd time arnav who comes with a built in KKG radar and said that if she doesn't want to speak then why call in the 1st place. Then khushi tells him that it was not her intention to break them up she was just trying to help'arnav then cuts off the phone'for a guy who had a girl leave him he is acting normal'proves he was not that into la, he was proving a point.

Payal is on the porch getting clothes'and bua ji comes there'as payal leave'bua ji finds a note asking about marriage'she is wondering who did this'then happy ji is like howdy'bua ji is like first bedi ji and not happy ji'and then she realizes it is not from them and wonder who is writing this'she hears khushi tell payal something.😆😆

Khushi comes up with the idea to write a love letter on the behalf of la to give to arnav'she told this to payal, saying she is writing a love note to arnavand payal was like what???? As if she was knocked down her unicorn😆' And khushi was like I am writing it for la and not me, if I bring two love birds together then devi maiya will get me a good guy'payal was like if they are meant to get together'DM would do it and not a Sanka devi'khushi ignores it and continues to write away'then bua ji comes and said are you writing to shyam'and khushi was like shyam is in this city why would I write to him'bua ji then tells her love story'and khushi was like look lady you are disturbing me please go'

Khushi is back in, Mami jis is like why are you here'here to break up more relationships. Anjali said whatever happened is not your fault'and then nani comes with mithai and said it happened because of you with a huge smile'and Anjali seems sad. Anjali takes her to arnav to get her paid for her job in RM. As usual some body calls anjali. So she vanishes. Now its only arnav and khushi. Khushi said that she is not here to get paid but to give this'Khushi hands over a letter. Arnav takes it' Then reads with a raised eyebrow, looks at KKG lazily then in slow motion tears the letter and khushi is shocked. Why did arnav tear the letter??does he know la did not write it??? If so what is khushi's next plan???

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

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Episode 81-82: Lost and Found

Even the presence felt of each other at the temple in the start of this day had a different ring to it, with their presence they walked into an aspect of each other's life they will never turn back from. While the mood stays consistently solemn throughout as Arnav and Khushi relive the painful losses they endured, there is also a beautiful underlying of what they found in each other...this common loss will give them something to bond over, eventually granting access to parts of themselves never shared with anyone else.

On his way to the car with the pandit, ASR spots a precious little girl who's crying by herself. The scene starts with some amusing moments highlighting Arnav's obvious discomfort with kids (which apearently disappeared with Aarav later😡). "ky kya hua? (wh what happened) " he looks around in hopes of finding someone close to her, no luck "tumhare mummy papa kaha hai (where are your parents)?"

He never liked kids but by the time of Aarav he was a sweet person thnx to Khushi

A cute little voice weeping voice "dad's in the hospital, mom is crying", he offers her a hanky, she makes full use of it , he is grossed out ...he has been enduring this tummy churning feeling alot lately😉

"my friend told me, if i come here and free a pigeon, papa will be okay)...par mere paas to sirf 10 rupay hai (but i only have 10 rupees)"

Kabootar? (a pegion?) Arnav not one to normally believe in this sort of stuff, but this little girls wish to save her father touched something in him, especially today he is ultra emotional about parents...if only he could've saved his mom that day by freeing a pigeon

Weel said 👏

Khushi who is also at the temple to pray for her father health to get better decided to add the pegion mannat to better her chances. Her fear of losing her father for the second time was apparent in this scenes long before he was sent to the hospital, as she kept looking over to him, she would also do anything not to lose him. To her dismay, she learns a guy purchased all of the pigeons! "How selfish!" she thought, just then she heard the flapping of wings, dozens of them fly up high, taking the mannat closer to the powers above, while the little girl jumps with joy clapping her hands. Khushi is ecstatic for her "Atleast she got what she wanted"

👏👏!👏 He fulfilled her wish

It was heartbreaking to see ASR stand there like a statue, I wished some of this freedom for him, freedom from the painful past

the little girl tugs the side of his suit, "uncle uncle" and he turns around leaving khushi blinking to clear her eyes in disbelief.

He kneels down and takes the shades off for the little girl but symbolically his ASR shell comes off to reveal his true self to Khushi unknowingly, after all "the eyes are the window to ones soul"👏👏👏

"is this all for my dad?" the sweet voice asks,

"haan beta (aaawww) ...yes dear" he softly replies

"what about your mom and dad?" she innocently asks

A slew of emotions goes through Arnav before looking at her again and gesturing "nothing"...nothing can be done. as they say children are a form of God, she puts her hand over his face to console him with a sweet smile, and the effectiveness of this sweet gesture shows on his face right away "aap bahut aacche hai (you're really nice!)" she declares...He leans to her at her request, and she thanks him with a sweet kiss on the cheek...adorable! and lucky little girl!

I take that little girl as his mother and Khushi who is trying to ease his pain

"Thank you uncle!" As the little girl leaves, he stands up and the shades go back on..

all the while Khushi stood shocked and moved with a smile on her face by what she saw. it this really him the laad govorner? the rakshas? "usse waise hi hona chahiye jaise woh dikhta hai na?...uska asli roop to kuchh aur hi hai (Shouldn't a person be like how they look? his real face is something else" She later tells Payal, adding to her confusion about this man trying to figure out if he is "acchha ya bura" (good or bad)...at least she recognizes his "asli roop (real face)"

SHE HAS A CHANGED VIEW ABOUT HIM FROM NOW ON

Khushi developed a soft spot for her laad governor after seeing him like this, and its evident right away at the RM when she makes an insensitive remark, under the wrong impression that atheist Arnav was sitting in some big puja. She eats her words fast when Anjali brings the pic of their mom and dad,

Khushi sometimes makes very superficial remarks. When she was so enamored to see Arnav's kind gesture in the mandir, she shouldn't pass those comments.

SHE IS JUST INNOCENT CHILD WHEN HER WOMAN SIDE IS NOT WITH HER

she feels terrible and with the way she saw him at the temple, she knew he was hurting. He storms past her when she tries to apologized the first time,

SHE FELT TERRIBLE

she goes to his room to try again. It's an emotional day for him and the difficulty of all of this was written all over his face, he picks up something to pretend read.

"You're eyes are just like your mom's" she hits a chord...no one gets to talk about his mom and especially not her who is being fake and doesn't understand, he doesn't want to deal with this right now "yahan se jaao please (Go from here please)!" he begs her. She felt his pain, and wanted to sympathies with him, "hum samaj sakte hai ki iss waqt aapko kaisa lag raha hai (I can understand how you're feeling right now)"...he snaps at her sympathy.

HE IS VERY VULNERABLE AT THIS MOMENT WITH EXCRUCIATING PAIN

"Kya samajh saki ho tum? bolo kya samajh sakti ho? pata hai kaisa lagta hai jab apni haathon apni maa ko agni dete? Kaisa lagta hai jab apne maa baap ko jala kar ghar waapis aaten hai? Kaisa lags ja uss ghar mein phir kadam rakten hai jahan woh waapis kabhi nahi aayenge, kais lagta hai jab sab kehten ki woh samaj te hai, lekin KOI KUCHH NAHI SAMAJHTA!!!"

Translation: "you under stand? tell me what do you understand? do you know what its like to cremate your parents with your own hands? How it feel when you come home after? how it feels to come back into the house where they'll never be back? how it feels when everyone says they understand but NOONE UNDERSTANDS ANYTHING!!..

The wounds were fresh as ever, it's like a day hadn't gone by since he lost his parents...especially his beloved mom. He poured his heart out in front of her, the one he despises, may have never spoke like this to anyone after that day. Not only did Khushi listen but she felt every single word that came out of him, he took her right to the day she lost her parents where she had gone through the same horrible experience at only 8 yrs old. The tear show no sign of stopping

"iss liye dobara mere saamne aakar yeh mat kehna ki tum samajh sakit ho mein kya mehsoos kar raha hoon...apne aasoon mujh par waste karne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai, tumhari ye saadgi naani par kaam karti hai mujh par nahi"

Translation: "..so don't come to me again and tell me that you understand, don't waste you're tears on me, your simplicity works on Nani but not me"

Out of habit, when hurt, he must go overboard and insult her status "don't think that just because you sympathies with me i'll raise your salary,now get out!"..he drives her out and shuts the door..shuts her out.

IN ANGER HIS BRAIN DOES NOT WORK AND HE REALIZES IT LATER

One of the most memorable line delivery from Barun, out of many. The way he delivers it, you can feel the agni in his hands, and he makes you live through the act of cremating his parents and then he makes you feel the emptiness when coming home without them, lastly his resentment about people who claim to understand, roars through us as he raises his voice at the perfect pitch...What do you call an actor who not only makes you feel, but walks you through exactly what his character is feeling? the word "brilliant" doesn't cut it sometimes.

HE IS OUTSTANDING 👏👏

Out of all the hurtful words he has said to her, these stung the most. She runs downstairs where she's summoned by Naniji...once again Nani includes Khushi in things that family members do. Khushi hesitated at first but saw that she needed help. She goes to the mandir to get the ganga jal, Arnav make things worse here as he snags the stuff from her gives her no chance to properly explain..He reminds her that only people of the family prepare for the shraad

"aaj ka din mere liye bahut important hai, aur aaj ke din mujhe tumhari shakkal dekhni pade, yeh mujhe bilkul pasand nahin hai...(Today is a really important day for me and if i have look at your face today, i don't like that at all)"every time he says he doesn't want to see her face, he always regrets saying it. "you'll have plenty of moments to impress Nani with, but not today, get out!" when he gets started there is no stopping him, then again both like to accuse each other of false things when angry. he stood there feeling the pain of all the tears in her eyes, they always make a difference, no matter how angry he is at her.

HER TEARS ARE HIS WEAKNESS WHICH MELT HIM AND REDEEM HIM

Now it's his turn to get see her without her shades, he catches his sister consoling Khushi, he over hears Anjali ask if this barsi ambiance was reminding her of her parents.

Right then he knew what a mistake he made, "what else can we do Anjaliji, those who pass on, no matter how much we call them, they don't come back, only their memories come" ...it hits him, she lost her parents also "yeh maine kya kar diya? mujhe iss tarah baar nahi karni chahiye thi (what did i do? i shouldn't have talked to her like this)" he has to talk to her but is distracted by JP, he lost her.

HERE WE GO REALIZATION AND REDEMPTION

Love the scenes of his searching high and low for her. he even asks JP for her who informs she left. Just then he catches a glimpse of her, and thinks back to Anjali consoling this innocent face, she's also an orphan, she really can understand him, it finally sinks in. He tries to catch her before she leaves, but, not meant to be today...besides he's gonna need the extra day to practice apologizing.THAT IS SOMETHING TOO FROM ASR

Everyone is gathered at the puja, except Shyaam, again Arnav thinks the best of him and tells Anjali he'll be here. Couldn't help but notice the fondness with which a mother was remembering her daughter, Nani's strength shows through here with the slight smile he has when she could've easily been crying a river...just love the subtleness.

WAY TOO EMOTIONAL WITH DEEP PAIN

During the puja, with his eyes shut, once again he relives that awful day, his helpless fist closes in response. HIS NIGHTMARE

just then, the flowered necklace on his mom's side falls...surely his mom feels the pain of her son, maybe this is her sign telling him to let it go, but the pain it too deep he just can't. Loved with the amount of care he put the necklace back on her.SHE WANTS HER SON TO RELEASE THIS PAIN BUT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE AT THIS POINT HE NEEDS A HEALER LIKE MOM AND THAT WILL BE KHUSHI

Other favorite highlights

- Anjali hanging up on Shyaam, GO ANJALI!!!

-Shashi's eyes watching Shyaam like hawk and making him nervous as hell, he knows this old man can't be sweet talked...it's funny watching Shyaam get flustered with his questioning.

SCRUTINIZING ON SLITHER IS DONE BY HIM FIRST AND HE WILL BE THE ONE WHO WILL SUFFER IT FIRST

DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!! (Hotwa in shadewa again)

❤️ the way he takes care of his mom ❤️❤️❤️ awww

DURING PUJA HE WAS DELIVERING ALL THE EMOTIONS OF THIS WORLD

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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PART of 83-84

Arnav's sorry to Khushi [PART 1]Practicing Sorry

Redemption , rectification , and atonement with pure heart compared with seeking forgiveness by tattered and disreputable way is just like comparing clean water with dirty water.Arnav's attempts towards seeking "maffi"[forgiveness] are coming from a pure heart without any insidiousness and Shyam's sliiiding moves for saying "sorry" is filled with canny , crafty and cagey games as"Dhun aur mun dono chanchul hain"[money and heart both are playful].Arnav is a man of golden heart where two things are in abundance, Ghusa[anger] and pyar[Love] and both comes from his pure heart.On the other hand in Slither's heart there is only one thing "Laalach"[Greed] towards money and Lust of Khushi.It is saying "zun , zar , and zameen [money , woman , and land]is always a matter of conflict .Shyam has "Huvus...Laalach"[greed] of all three.Money of Arnav, Khushi , and Shantivan.In the war of good and evil ,Purity of goodness always wrap evilness in its vortex to crush it forever.

Shyam's deceitful, deceptive, and delusive moves to make his Rani Sahiba perfect for his ATM machine are inadmissible to watch at least for me.I feel so bad for Anjali who has lost her parents, is disable, has lousy husband and at the top later she will lose her child too[The worse side of IPK at least for me]

I also agree. Anjali deserves more. coz she is such a good soul and of course deprived as well. She lost her parents at tender age, her first marriage broke, she is physically imperfect and most of all she got tremendous deception from her hubby. I wish if they showed a good man comes to her life.So many things remained unshown in IPK.

Love the family's interaction and hide & seek during this oppressive drama as this will tear their hearts apart during Shyam's revelation after kidnapping.

Symbolism & Connection:Motia[Jasmine sambac] represents attachment ,sensuality and modesty in between couples.In India Jasmine flower represents a divine hope. Shyam will take this relation up to the mark where Anjali will be the mother of his child which is her divine hope but her blind attachment towards him will bring a lot of devastation in the families[Gupta as well as Raizadas]There is no attachment or sensuality with Anjali from his side, his divine hope and attachment is only MONEY.Baby will be another reason to twist the matter.

He did bank today a sensual scene with Anjali."wah kya baat hai"But I have an objection over here how did these two idiot brothers couldn't see the real motives of this Slithery Jijaji.[Oh well Logic and IPK are enemies don't tell me I know that]

Shyam's drama was irritating!😡

Shyam our Slither has one thing good as his slimy and sly moves always bring our Arnav and Khushi together no matter what.His meaningless "Sorry" is making Arnav realize his Akhrooish mistakes towards his temptalicious "Khushi".Too much for Akhroo's "Arnav Singh Raizada Khabi kissi se Maffi nahin Mangta"[ASR never say sorry to anyone]

yup, always.

Khushi and her friend DM are taking the toll of the whole lot pain of the day together.Khushi always shares her agonizing pains with her STARS ,her Amma and Babuji and today she is intermittent with all what happened here and in RM.Her heart is pouring her heartfelt torment to her 'Marham" Payal.Her Jiji knows the meaning of every "silwat" [curve] of her face and the reason behind it.She gives her comfort and embraces her.[way too heavy for me to see this girl's agony]Khushi's words ."aap mein se koi bhi hum se door ho gyea na tou hum kho jyenge[if any one of you will leave me ,I will be lost] are killing me here with this feeling.Yes you feel yourself like"Tanha khule aasman keh taley"[ alone in this whole wide world under this sky].

khushi loves her family immensely.No matter what she doeasn't want to lose them. She agreed for ASR's six months marriage proposal, just to make her jiji's life settled.

Payal asks her about the day and her hurt given by Arnav's words pulls her towards moon.Love this parallel scene if she is seeing the moon so is he by recalling his harsh words and her agonizing pain for her parents.

"Hai Dhoop sa woh agar tou woh chandini raat si hai"

Tu hi bata mere Maula

beautiful observation👏

Symbolism and Connection: 1-Moon represents receptivity, femininity and illumination along with African, Japanese, Maori, and Sumerian-Semitic groups refer to the moon as a masculine force driven by the Sun.Moon represents illumination in the darkness as well as it projects different emotional sides of a woman while taking Blazing side of the Sun to reflect light .It represents emotional growth and understandings.

Connection:Khushi is the reflecting light for Arnav's dark life but her light always comes from Arnav too if he is in pain ,sad, or whatever she feels the same.Their emotional roller coaster ride makes them understand each other the way mostly couples take whole life to do so.

becoz they are soul mates and their love is eternal.

Arnav's complete reflection from head to toe.

Symbolism:2- Glass complete mirror image has three components and in unique to humans.

-person views himself/herself through other's perceptions and in return gets identity to see ourselves as others do ,mirror image.

-it starts the beginning of realization early age and continues throughout person's life.

-Person never stops modifying their acts.

Connection:Today Arnav is getting a real hard realization about Khushi how exactly she is feeling as he is an orphan too.True image.Today he understood her smile is layered with this hidden pain which he shares with her. His own actions are making him rectifying it and he will not stop this process of redemption and seeking forgiveness whenever it will be necessary now or in future regardless in hate or in Love intentionally or unintentionally.

he will always try to to wipe her pain and give her myriad happiness.

Also Arnav's reflection is divided which shows his divided inner and outer thought process about Khushi how he was irrational yesterday after knowing her low thinking about him but her apology and his burst out making him understand and put things in their perspective as "ghuse mein dimagh kam marna band kar daita hai"[his brain stops working in anger]

Connecting Dots:This journey of looking stars and moon started with "toota huwa tara"[broken star] ,now will continue to "Kya meri maa mujh se Khush hai"[My mother is happy with me] to telepathy, to Arnav's smile while watching moon when Khushi orders him "aapki yeh Zid bhi puri ho gye'aab muskurayei"[after putting Arnav's pic on Salman khan]to all the way 3D Galaxy star to show when with their mothers' permission they will be one.

"Sirf sorry kehna hai bohat aasan hai"[Its easy to say sorry]'Love his acclivous and uprising task practicing SORRY to Khushi. It must be killing being receiving end and tasting own medicine for ASR.Felt bad though but very entertaining .He was standing in front of mirror and was reminding me the Magic Mirror who can teach him say sorry.[Thnx to chahlov for magic mirror]La breaks the stance of his Maha Practice but she says sorry three times as three is the # of victory.Love Arnav's monologues "aaj tou usse soory bol keh rahoon ga"[Today I will say sorry to her definitely.] Love his interaction with Dhoobi wala.Khushi look what are doing to ASR but one thing is good he wanted to see her at their eternal heaven "pool side"His frustration and obstruction for saying Sorry is written all over.

In RM ,Dining table ,Arnav,"use salary kaam karne ki milti hai ya chuti laine ki" [she gets salary for working or for vacation.He is using his Harward brain too much today to find out the whereabouts of that girl [Khushi]who comes to teach La.His irritation with La reaching its limits with his BG score.Feel sorry for her though.His raging anger with La was not unnoticed by the whole family.

Pause here: La's wify style irritates him or why am I getting this vibe he does not want her around any more.

Exactly what I thought. La's presence is bothering him. That's why when la left he is kind of relieved.

Arnav calls Khushi and if the calling end is Arnav then receiving end is Khushi.He called her twice as # 2 represents sensuality and love among couples.

Symbolism and connection: Green is the color of growth ,rebirth and renewal and it restores the depleted energy.Arnav is growing his energy for renewal his relation with Khushi by saying Maha word"Sorry"

His stammering within his sound modulation with him was worth watching.Love Khushi here as "ya aap sharma rahe hain ya ghabra rahe hain'apke ghar mein maan bhain nahin hai kya"[either you are shy or hesistant 'you don't have sister or mother]

Love this transition as she puts the phone on the cradle so does he puts down his cell.Khushi feels his misty wind around in distress..This "mehsoos" is getting stronger.She knows its Him and her vibrant expression changes into concerned one as Arnav is worrisome."Khushi Kumari Gupta, aaj jab mujhe uss se baat karni thi tou chuti laine ki kys zaroorat thi"[Today when I have to talk to her she is at vacation]Seriously he looks like a child to me here wants his favorite toy right away.

he was just like a little boy and it was so adorable when he was practicing to say sorry in front of the mirror,

Symbolism:Love this transition of her face mingles with his and his reflection is the witness.Just the most vibrant scene ever,Symbolically he is her true image and she is his as they both are orphans.He is self assessing himself and its like a rebirth of him as he never says sorry but he is going to do it first time.

1-Love Babuji,"court Kachehri sham mein kahan khulat rahe hain"[ Courts are not open in the evening but Buaji and her LOVE to the SLITHER is getting way slithery.

Shyam's lies are getting bigger but same as DM 's moves to trap him.

Love Mamiji though for pulling leg of Damadji and Slithery Damadiji's m

oves for "shaqi Client" [Babuji ] who is not ready to make a deal with his slimy moves .hmmm

2-Shyam's first flop game as he was at work opens in front of Babuji when someone comes and tells everyone was looking at you at the court today.Good Job DM !

3-Babuji sees his ring finger where fresh ring mark was so visible.He sends Slither for bringing water and he calls RaniSahiba but slimwa comes back and at the top he sees his phone activity.Rani Sahiba confirmed his suspicion into belief that Babiji is up to no Good.Today all the symbolism are referring to new beginning so This is beginning of Slither to suspect Babuji a big WALL in his way to Khushi which will prove deadly for Babuji.

Atleast Babuji gave him some hard time.

Pause here:Anjali,"If Akash's wedding has no future then our has none either"Future indication way early'Good job writers'..

Arnav's sorry to Khushi [PART 2]Delivering Sorry [dil se]

Khushi is ready to go to her Arnavji to ease his pain as he is in the tribulation state of learning how to apologize. As "jo mein mehsoos karta hoon woh tum mehsoos karti ho"[You feel what I feel] His excitement in the wrapper of affliction and astonishment is so plausible on Khushi's arrival"Khushi aye hai kya"[Is Khushi Here?].Hats off to Barun and his mind blowing expressions with voice modulation.

can't agree more.

His confoundment mixed with worrisome feelings for Khushi being in La's party is magnificent.His possessiveness and protectiveness towards Khushi is reaching its heights today.He comes down and stands at the sight of stunning and simple innocent beauty wrapping in pink from head to toe as he is baffled about her acceptance over going with La to the party .

brilliant observation. Never thought like that. He didn't want Khushi to go to La's party. Coz she knows the environment i guess.

Pause here:He is going to be stunned at pink beauty at Dilli maan Bali day too when Khushi will be wearing AR designer's clothes.I always felt he designed it for her and today is the confirmation just like red saree this pink dress never goes out of his head.[my POV]

Symbolism and connection:Pink color represents innocence, sexuality and purity.Do I have to connect it with Khushi. Samjhe ya samjhaon

samajh gayee.Can I say Khushi in pink and red gives him aphrodisia!

He is in green and she is in pink.Join it now------renewal of pure and innocent sensual relationship

Raba Ve moment.They both share pain but he turns his face as Its hard for him to see right in her eyes because of "Nadamat" he is ashamed of what he did from the bottom of his heart.Today her gazes at him are stronger as she wants to make sure he is fine regardless he dug the daggers of his pain into her chest.He gathers his strength and as he walks towards her slowly but her breathing becomes faster by fear of his anger and being near to him as "aap jab bhi humare paas aate hain tou '."[When ever you come close '] His eyes are saying sorry and she is receiving it.This silent sorry is broken by La' entry.Love this as he is pleading her"mut jao"[Don't go] and yes she wants to stay.Hats off to Barun and Sanaya here.Magnificent.

Yes they both are brilliant. I also will give the credit to the director. A good director can get the best from an actor. I realized it even more while I am watching Sanaya's new show. Sanaya's acting doesn't seem so great there.But Barun definitely is a superb actor, though i didn't like his previous work. I think Barun has grown more as an actor during IPK.

While leaving they both turn to see each other but their timings are odd but he watches her going out and his heart is not his today and has compulsion to stop her.

Pause here: He will plead her with love "mut jao"[don't go] and she will be staying with him after bringing Anjali from the hospital [after miscarriage]

Symbolism and Connection: Hotel--------Blue Nile

Color blue [oceanic blue] represents freedom, strength, and new beginnings though turquoise is evil blue which represents coldness in attitude as Shyam's bracelet.

Nile the longest river of Egypt joins South and North of the Egypt.

Also "Ankh" the Egyptian symbol means life of Nile as it represents cross of male and female energy including immortality and completion and heavenly marriage.

I think connection is simple Blue Nile ---beginning of relationship among two odd people who are meant to be one by Fate.

If you join all three symbolisms Pink, green and blue Nile.-----message is same

Khushi finds out after reaching to the party where she is.So typical of her but still love her so much.She is talking to herself about her LG as his painful words are reverberating in her brain not only because he wounded her with these but also he is in grief and that "chot" wound is bugging her up .She wants to be there to console him just like he is in distress because of her.Khushi,"hum bhi kitne ajeeb hain..."[I am so strange] all the time thinking about LG...

"Dil ko dil se rah hoti hai" as she is thinking of her ajeeb and he is here because he is her PROTECTOR .He knows she has no clue of this party and unintentionally he is here to save her.Wow what a change is this the same guy who left her in the middle of the road alone in the middle of night.

Khushi's love is changing him gradually.

He is so vulnerable today as his words are not believing him either.Khushi turns to go away after her astonishment finding him there .He calls her so sweetly [muahhhaa]not once twice.[# 2 is for sensuality and love and all like two mangoes the other day]Khushi by ignoring her fast heart beat for his sensual voice of calling her softly turns and says rudely, "La is inside and don't call me like this in front of everyone like that" Arnav's rage surfaces up ignoring his mistakes with her ,"How dare you?" Khushi ,"why can't I dare , you have name on it or you have bought daring..." She was not making any sense in her anger with him .It seems to me she was trying to say how dare you hurting me like that despite the fact you know the real meaning of this pain as being an orphan.

Arnav,"Tumhain kya lagta hai mein tum se yahan baat karne keh liye ayeah hoon....[What do you think I came here to talk to you]No Akhroo you are here to play ping pong game..Seriously...

khushi also knows, he came for her.

Again he shows her her place and turns his face as usually .Whenever he can't face the reality and makes up story to keep up with his ego he turns his face always.

He hurts her again and gets the same in return and this time he can't bear it as he closes his eyes . He says twice"Sorry bolna hai Arnav, Sorry bolna hain"[you have to say sorry.He turns to say sorry but she is not there.

He searches her and finds her outside crying by herself.He proceeds up to her.Without looking she senses him and turns to leave when Arnav says Khushi I need to talk to you.She ignores him again.[2^nd time as # 2 represents sexual tension]

His animosity has no limit with her ignorance .He grabs her tightly and turns her towards him as sensual tension is at the peak the same way when she was calling him low character on the other day but this time his grip is tighter than before but she does not force to release herself either .hmmm

"Kitni bar kaha hain jab mein baat kar raha hoon muun mut moda karo kitni bar...itni si baat samajh nahin aati.."[I told you so many times don't turn your face when I am talking to you]

Arnav,"you are making me crazy since morning"

Khushi furiously, "put pressure on your brain..I have not met you since morning ...say what you have to say"...say it

Arnav in acerbity, "If I knew about your parents ..I would never say those things to you...Samjhi Tum[understand]

Pause here:Arnav's one eye is hiding behind Khushi ,he is her protector .

Khushi looks at her arm in pain and he realizes the intensity of his grip and then release her by leaving his mark on her .

Pause here: It reminds the way she was in pain in guest house and looks at her arm and he releases her by giving his mark on her

Khushi with bafflement and convulsion looks at him closely before stepping back,"Oh so all this ...you were trying to say sorry...but it will be way too difficult for you.

"Kahan aap Arnav Singh Raizada aur Kahan hum Khushi Kumari Gupta...[While you are ASR and me just KKG] How can you say sorry to me and as you did not know anything about me...doesn't matter...I tell you When I was eight my parents left me in a car accident and at that age I did not know the meaning of death.I was thinking for days they went some where they will be back.

He looks at her stunningly while she was sharing her pain as he feels ,there is some TRUST behind her hate and thinking of him low.Amazingly she did not stop there either and shares the most secretive parts of her life with him.

Khushi," you definitely don't know this, I still believe even today that my parents are stars that's why I hang em at the top of my bed...I am afraid of fast car, from darkness, from sleeping alone...Its been so many years but still feels like a nightmare and I think when one day I will wake up , they will be back.

Now you know everything so say sorry...

Arnav with her pain in his heart can't bring words on the surface on his lips but his eyes screaming SORRY loud and clear.He gulps down the pain as " rundhi hui awaz keh saath alfaz saath nahin de rahe"

Khushi wants him to say sorry, "I know I don't have that status so you can say sorry..." He can't take that blame...because it's not true.

She turns and tries to leave when Arnav calls her name again and this time she does not ignore him[she knows he does not like it] and stops and turns,Both shares their painful gazes as he always turns but this time he turns his face side ways and gathers his strength "SORRY"...Raba Ve mingles in to intensify it...He turns his face towards her and says again SORRY and then third time "I'm really really sorry"....[#3 means victory] She looks at him stunningly but the way they both cry for each other during those moments by gulping down the immense pain and the moment they both ready to give in each others arms she turns her face because of vulnerability and runs away leaving him behind with pain and peace at the same time.Peace as she shared the most precious and treasured and painful moments of her life with him as she does have some importance of him in her heart.

PONDERING POINT:During all this he has a satisfaction along with Khushi's pain as her pain becomes daggers for him and vice versa. He knows from the bottom of his heart she does not hate him.Period.As he poured his heart on her yesterday ,she did the same today.The beginning of their journey of COMPLETE TRUST on each other starts here...Look at these pics a slight satisfaction with small smile but a lot of Khushi's pain in his eyes

Pause here:Only Khushi knows how to tame this wild horse known as ASR but pyar se, kabi ghuse se.One thing is clear even he says sorry she feels more sad as she never wants her Arnavji to do that but just like a stubborn child some one has to teach him some lessons.

Connecting Dots: One example ,He will be keeping in his mind for speedy car , will feel sorry for keeping her in the dark alone in Nanital trip , everytime when she will be in the car sitting right besides him even in the hate period except during Pag Phere when he stops the car with halt on breaks and she breaks her bangles.He never wanted her to remove stars from the top of his bed and becomes upset too when she removes it as those represents his parents too which he accepts during Telepathy convo.He will create 3D Galaxy where her mom and his mom will be together.Khushi's beliefs will be his completely that day and their oneness will be complete too.

Coz he always loves Khushi. his love is greater than his hates.Though he didn't show it before, but deep down inside his love was always there.

Love this parallel scene.Two sisters concerned about their siblings.Payal knows she has cried again today.Khushi tells her about LG's gold medal of SORRY over a cup of tea.Love her when she says so lovingly by pouting ,"LG said sorry in such a way that I cried and told him everything"...Awww Love you Temptalicious!!!She is sad because he is sad...

khushi never feels sad for herself. She knows how to overcome her sadness for the sake of others. She always feels for her beloved people.

Breathtaking Pondering point:She is telling all of this to Payal under the stars ,with her parents' permission. She was pouring all of her sadness to Arnav under the stars.Arnav said sorry to her under the stars.Just Amazing!!!Their Parents STARS are with them.Period!.

Other side, Anjali knows he has cried today as his eyes never lies.She says sorry three times to Chote for bugging him up. It irritates him and he sits down. He gives a passive and annoying look to his Di and Di says Sorry twice this time which makes him stupefied and he says "Di you said Sorry 5 times in one minute.Love his monologue "mere liye itna mushkil kyuon hai"[Why is this so hard for me?]😊

Di asks him "are you ok?"Arnav, yes Di and then gets up in vexation and says,No Di it seems to me I will lose my brain " She again starts sympathy with him which makes him angry and then She says sorry again.[She says sorry 6 times as # 6 represents motherhood and giving nature which Anjali is for Chote ]She leaves him with Khushi's pain and agony .

MOMENT OF THE DAY

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Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 87!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Episode begins with Khushi givng a letter to the ASR and telling him that Lavanya wrote the letter and she was sad while writting the letter and ASR gets up from where he was sitting and tears the letter in to pieces and throws them on Khushi and he tells this is answer to your letter and grab all the pieces and give it to the person who wrote this letter. Khushi tells him that he should have read that for once and she hasn't even completed her line and he shows her eyes and she leaves from there. (I think asr knew lavanya did not write that) anita I also think so.

Somewhere in RM Anjali is trying the Shyam's phone and outside RM he does not pick up the phone and says to himself that he is coming only and now he can come here at any time as bua told him that Khushi will not be coming to this house again. (he is doing the mental jig right now, it just know it). Khushi is moving out and Anjali sees her moving out of the house and from the front door Shayam is coming in and both of the faces each other. Then Shayam close down the door and tells her that mausa ji is remembering her and he tells her that he was here to just to call her and she tells him that to give the things and he gives her. Khushi leaves and Anjali comes there and asks him did he saw Khushi and he says he never saw her coming so how will he see her leaving (Good one ,shyam, Good one). Then he tells her that there was so much crowd at market place thats why he was not able to bring groceries and he will bring that later on. (again good excuse) saved at the last minute otherwise how will the story move forward

Khushi goes to Lavanya house and there she sees her packing her stuff. La gives her gifts and she tells her that she is too good. La tells her that she is moving to London forever and Khushi tells her that he was looking upset. both of them became good friends La was good at heart not the mean type once she knew Khushi was helping her

Anjali is crying in the room and Shayam is consoling her. She fears that one day ASR will be left all alone. Shayam says that they are here and they will make some plan.

In next scene maami is calling La and tells her that to come back and she tells her that she is not coming back as for once ASR even stopped her and she further tells her that since when she had left she can look at brahamchari (remember that dream where she sees akasha as a pandit now) all over places. (la is like sorry but I made up my mind)

In the kitchen area Anjali an Shayam for fake and ASR who was passing them tells them that he is now no more 4 feet child he is now 6 feet man (How hot so true) and he can understand all this and he is about to leave from there and maami comes there and tells him that she wants to talk to him to which he says that he has important conference to attend. Maami tells him to think about the whole family members. Akash and everyone tells that since when she had left he is upset. Then ASR again presents his ideology that love and marriage is nothing and he walks down from there.

Khushi again comes to RM and ask for ASR from the servant who had opened the door. At khushi back anjali and Shyam are hugging each other but as Khushi was in hurry so she missed to see them together (Ugh I was mad'I kept screaming turn around'there is another incident to add on the list of hits and misses😡).

Shayam leaves from RM and reaches at bua's place and where he sees bua is praising him. He asks them what's cooking for and Payal tells him that Khishi likes halwa so they will cook halwa. He leaves for the kitchen and while others also leave except for bau ji and he picks the phone and takes the number of rani sahiba from there and from being Shayam comes there and snatches his phone and bau ji tells him that he was just looking at the phone as it looks nice and Shayam leaves from there. (Nice one shashi but beware of the snake)😡

Arnav is in conference and there is issue regarding the shares and the commitment and he addressing his clients. He receives a call that someone wants to meet him but he tells them that he is busy and throw that person out. As he is about to keep the phone he sees Khushi there and she starts speaking that he is not doing the right thing to Lavanya. Arnav takes her hand and takes her to his cabin (Was it me or did that one guy in the conference made a weird face when he saw khushi'like he never saw a girl in his life) Anita did not notice will see

he speaks KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA.. One side Khushi with her ideology and Arnav with her ideology. So clash of ideologies happens. ASR tells her that whatever he is he do not lie to himself but she always lie to herself and after listening to it she all over gets teary and leaves from there and as soon as he sees tears in her eyes he closed down his eyes and while moving she turns back and they look at each other'What is khushi's new plan???

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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Arnav's sorry to Khushi [PART 1]Practicing Sorry

Redemption , rectification , and atonement with pure heart compared with seeking forgiveness by tattered and disreputable way is just like comparing clean water with dirty water.Arnav's attempts towards seeking "maffi"[forgiveness] are coming from a pure heart without any insidiousness and Shyam's sliiiding moves for saying "sorry" is filled with canny , crafty and cagey games as"Dhun aur mun dono chanchul hain"[money and heart both are playful].- wonderful comparision Arnav is a man of golden heart where two things are in abundance, Ghusa[anger] and pyar[Love] and both comes from his pure heart.On the other hand in Slither's heart there is only one thing "Laalach"[Greed] towards money and Lust of Khushi.It is saying "zun , zar , and zameen [money , woman , and land]is always a matter of conflict .Shyam has "Huvus...Laalach"[greed] of all three.Money of Arnav, Khushi , and Shantivan.In the war of good and evil ,Purity of goodness always wrap evilness in its vortex to crush it forever.

Shyam's deceitful, deceptive, and delusive moves to make his Rani Sahiba perfect for his ATM machine are inadmissible to watch at least for me.I feel so bad for Anjali who has lost her parents, is disable, has lousy husband and at the top later she will lose her child too[The worse side of IPK at least for me]😭-me too, just awful!!

Love the family's interaction and hide & seek during this oppressive drama as this will tear their hearts apart during Shyam's revelation after kidnapping.

Symbolism & Connection:Motia[Jasmine sambac] represents attachment ,sensuality and modesty in between couples.In India Jasmine flower represents a divine hope. Shyam will take this relation up to the mark where Anjali will be the mother of his child which is her divine hope but her blind attachment towards him will bring a lot of devastation in the families[Gupta as well as Raizadas]There is no attachment or sensuality with Anjali from his side, his divine hope and attachment is only MONEY.Baby will be another reason to twist the matter.

He did bank today a sensual scene with Anjali."wah kya baat hai"But I have an objection over here how did these two idiot brothers couldn't see the real motives of this Slithery Jijaji.[Oh well Logic and IPK are enemies don't tell me I know that]😆

Shyam our Slither has one thing good as his slimy and sly moves always bring our Arnav and Khushi together no matter what.His meaningless "Sorry" is making Arnav realize his Akhrooish mistakes towards his temptalicious "Khushi".Too much for Akhroo's "Arnav Singh Raizada Khabi kissi se Maffi nahin Mangta"[ASR never say sorry to anyone]

nice edit 👍🏼

Khushi and her friend DM are taking the toll of the whole lot pain of the day together.Khushi always shares her agonizing pains with her STARS ,her Amma and Babuji and today she is intermittent with all what happened here and in RM.Her heart is pouring her heartfelt torment to her 'Marham" Payal.Her Jiji knows the meaning of every "silwat" [curve] of her face and the reason behind it.She gives her comfort and embraces her.[way too heavy for me to see this girl's agony]Khushi's words ."aap mein se koi bhi hum se door ho gyea na tou hum kho jyenge[if any one of you will leave me ,I will be lost] are killing me here with this feeling.Yes you feel yourself like"Tanha khule aasman keh taley"[ alone in this whole wide world under this sky].

Payal asks her about the day and her hurt given by Arnav's words pulls her towards moon.Love this parallel scene if she is seeing the moon so is he by recalling his harsh words and her agonizing pain for her parents.

"Hai Dhoop sa woh agar tou woh chandini raat si hai"

Tu hi bata mere Maula

Symbolism and Connection: 1-Moon represents receptivity, femininity and illumination along with African, Japanese, Maori, and Sumerian-Semitic groups refer to the moon as a masculine force driven by the Sun.Moon represents illumination in the darkness as well as it projects different emotional sides of a woman while taking Blazing side of the Sun to reflect light .It represents emotional growth and understandings.

Connection:Khushi is the reflecting light for Arnav's dark life but her light always comes from Arnav too if he is in pain ,sad, or whatever she feels the same.Their emotional roller coaster ride makes them understand each other the way mostly couples take whole life to do so.---mmmwaaas for this!

Arnav's complete reflection from head to toe.

Symbolism:2- Glass complete mirror image has three components and in unique to humans.

-person views himself/herself through other's perceptions and in return gets identity to see ourselves as others do ,mirror image.

-it starts the beginning of realization early age and continues throughout person's life.

-Person never stops modifying their acts.

Connection:Today Arnav is getting a real hard realization about Khushi how exactly she is feeling as he is an orphan too.True image.Today he understood her smile is layered with this hidden pain which he shares with her. His own actions are making him rectifying it and he will not stop this process of redemption and seeking forgiveness whenever it will be necessary now or in future regardless in hate or in Love intentionally or unintentionally. - agreed, its always been an ongoing thing for his, the remource always felt by her,which is why she lets him get away with so much later. thats exactly why there way no need for a formal apology before the remarriage.

Also Arnav's reflection is divided which shows his divided inner and outer thought process about Khushi how he was irrational yesterday after knowing her low thinking about him but her apology and his burst out making him understand and put things in their perspective as "ghuse mein dimagh kam marna band kar daita hai"[his brain stops working in anger]

Connecting Dots:This journey of looking stars and moon started with "toota huwa tara"[broken star] ,now will continue to "Kya meri maa mujh se Khush hai"[My mother is happy with me] to telepathy, to Arnav's smile while watching moon when Khushi orders him "aapki yeh Zid bhi puri ho gye'aab muskurayei"[after putting Arnav's pic on Salman khan]to all the way 3D Galaxy star to show when with their mothers' permission they will be one.

"Sirf sorry kehna hai bohat aasan hai"[Its easy to say sorry]'Love his acclivous and uprising task practicing SORRY to Khushi. It must be killing being receiving end and tasting own medicine for ASR.Felt bad though but very entertaining .He was standing in front of mirror and was reminding me the Magic Mirror who can teach him say sorry.[Thnx to chahlov for magic mirror]La breaks the stance of his Maha Practice but she says sorry three times as three is the # of victory.Love Arnav's monologues "aaj tou usse soory bol keh rahoon ga"[Today I will say sorry to her definitely.] Love his interaction with Dhoobi wala.Khushi look what are doing to ASR but one thing is good he wanted to see her at their eternal heaven "pool side"His frustration and obstruction for saying Sorry is written all over.

In RM ,Dining table ,Arnav,"use salary kaam karne ki milti hai ya chuti laine ki" [she gets salary for working or for vacation.He is using his Harward brain too much today to find out the whereabouts of that girl [Khushi]who comes to teach La.His irritation with La reaching its limits with his BG score.Feel sorry for her though.His raging anger with La was not unnoticed by the whole family. - yah, even La knows but again she's just too much into him and afraid to lose him if she says anything. a realistic depiction of many relationships, great scene!

Pause here: La's wify style irritates him or why am I getting this vibe he does not want her around any more. - because he doesn't, but doesn't know it yet, he way to absorbed in Khushi to give her time of day, he still cares for her but every day brings him closer to Khushi, takes him away from LA

Arnav calls Khushi and if the calling end is Arnav then receiving end is Khushi.He called her twice as # 2 represents sensuality and love among couples.

Symbolism and connection: Green is the color of growth ,rebirth and renewal and it restores the depleted energy.Arnav is growing his energy for renewal his relation with Khushi by saying Maha word"Sorry"

His stammering within his sound modulation with him was worth watching.Love Khushi here as "ya aap sharma rahe hain ya ghabra rahe hain'apke ghar mein maan bhain nahin hai kya"[either you are shy or hesistant 'you don't have sister or mother]

Love this transition as she puts the phone on the cradle so does he puts down his cell.Khushi feels his misty wind around in distress..This "mehsoos" is getting stronger.She knows its Him and her vibrant expression changes into concerned one as Arnav is worrisome."Khushi Kumari Gupta, aaj jab mujhe uss se baat karni thi tou chuti laine ki kys zaroorat thi"[Today when I have to talk to her she is at vacation]Seriously he looks like a child to me here wants his favorite toy right away.

Symbolism:Love this transition of her face mingles with his and his reflection is the witness.Just the most vibrant scene ever,Symbolically he is her true image and she is his as they both are orphans.He is self assessing himself and its like a rebirth of him as he never says sorry but he is going to do it first time.- he has said it to Anjali but ya she is a diff level, which he is putting Khushi on now

1-Love Babuji,"court Kachehri sham mein kahan khulat rahe hain"[ Courts are not open in the evening but Buaji and her LOVE to the SLITHER is getting way slithery.

Shyam's lies are getting bigger but same as DM 's moves to trap him.

Love Mamiji though for pulling leg of Damadji and Slithery Damadiji's m

oves for "shaqi Client" [Babuji ] who is not ready to make a deal with his slimy moves .hmmm

2-Shyam's first flop game as he was at work opens in front of Babuji when someone comes and tells everyone was looking at you at the court today.Good Job DM !

3-Babuji sees his ring finger where fresh ring mark was so visible.He sends Slither for bringing water and he calls RaniSahiba but slimwa comes back and at the top he sees his phone activity.Rani Sahiba confirmed his suspicion into belief that Babiji is up to no Good.Today all the symbolism are referring to new beginning so This is beginning of Slither to suspect Babuji a big WALL in his way to Khushi which will prove deadly for Babuji.

Pause here:Anjali,"If Akash's wedding has no future then our has none either"Future indication way early'Good job writers'..

Arnav's sorry to Khushi [PART 2]Delivering Sorry [dil se]

Khushi is ready to go to her Arnavji to ease his pain as he is in the tribulation state of learning how to apologize. As "jo mein mehsoos karta hoon woh tum mehsoos karti ho"[You feel what I feel] His excitement in the wrapper of affliction and astonishment is so plausible on Khushi's arrival"Khushi aye hai kya"[Is Khushi Here?].Hats off to Barun and his mind blowing expressions with voice modulation.- love the way he says it

His confoundment mixed with worrisome feelings for Khushi being in La's party is magnificent.His possessiveness and protectiveness towards Khushi is reaching its heights today.He comes down and stands at the sight of stunning and simple innocent beauty wrapping in pink from head to toe as he is baffled about her acceptance over going with La to the party .

Pause here:He is going to be stunned at pink beauty at Dilli maan Bali day too when Khushi will be wearing AR designer's clothes.I always felt he designed it for her and today is the confirmation just like red saree this pink dress never goes out of his head.[my POV]

Symbolism and connection: Pink color represents innocence, sexuality and purity.Do I have to connect it with Khushi. Samjhe ya samjhaon😆

He is in green and she is in pink.Join it now------renewal of pure and innocent sensual relationship

Raba Ve moment.They both share pain but he turns his face as Its hard for him to see right in her eyes because of "Nadamat" he is ashamed of what he did from the bottom of his heart.Today her gazes at him are stronger as she wants to make sure he is fine regardless he dug the daggers of his pain into her chest.He gathers his strength and as he walks towards her slowly but her breathing becomes faster by fear of his anger and being near to him as "aap jab bhi humare paas aate hain tou '."[When ever you come close '] His eyes are saying sorry and she is receiving it.This silent sorry is broken by La' entry.Love this as he is pleading her"mut jao"[Don't go] and yes she wants to stay.Hats off to Barun and Sanaya here.Magnificent.

While leaving they both turn to see each other but their timings are odd but he watches her going out and his heart is not his today and has compulsion to stop her.

Pause here: He will plead her with love "mut jao"[don't go] and she will be staying with him after bringing Anjali from the hospital [after miscarriage]

Symbolism and Connection: Hotel--------Blue Nile

Color blue [oceanic blue] represents freedom, strength, and new beginnings though turquoise is evil blue which represents coldness in attitude as Shyam's bracelet.

Nile the longest river of Egypt joins South and North of the Egypt.

Also "Ankh" the Egyptian symbol means life of Nile as it represents cross of male and female energy including immortality and completion and heavenly marriage.

I think connection is simple Blue Nile ---beginning of relationship among two odd people who are meant to be one by Fate. -nice!👏

If you join all three symbolisms Pink, green and blue Nile.-----message is same

Khushi finds out after reaching to the party where she is.So typical of her but still love her so much.She is talking to herself about her LG as his painful words are reverberating in her brain not only because he wounded her with these but also he is in grief and that "chot" wound is bugging her up .She wants to be there to console him just like he is in distress because of her.Khushi,"hum bhi kitne ajeeb hain..."[I am so strange] all the time thinking about LG...

"Dil ko dil se rah hoti hai" as she is thinking of her ajeeb and he is here because he is her PROTECTOR .He knows she has no clue of this party and unintentionally he is here to save her.Wow what a change is this the same guy who left her in the middle of the road alone in the middle of night.-agreed!

He is so vulnerable today as his words are not believing him either.Khushi turns to go away after her astonishment finding him there .He calls her so sweetly [muahhhaa]not once twice.[# 2 is for sensuality and love and all like two mangoes the other day]Khushi by ignoring her fast heart beat for his sensual voice of calling her softly turns and says rudely, "La is inside and don't call me like this in front of everyone like that" Arnav's rage surfaces up ignoring his mistakes with her ,"How dare you?" Khushi ,"why can't I dare , you have name on it or you have bought daring..." She was not making any sense in her anger with him .It seems to me she was trying to say how dare you hurting me like that despite the fact you know the real meaning of this pain as being an orphan.

Arnav,"Tumhain kya lagta hai mein tum se yahan baat karne keh liye ayeah hoon....[What do you think I came here to talk to you]No Akhroo you are here to play ping pong game..Seriously...

Again he shows her her place and turns his face as usually .Whenever he can't face the reality and makes up story to keep up with his ego he turns his face always.

He hurts her again and gets the same in return and this time he can't bear it as he closes his eyes . He says twice"Sorry bolna hai Arnav, Sorry bolna hain"[you have to say sorry.He turns to say sorry but she is not there.

He searches her and finds her outside crying by herself.He proceeds up to her.Without looking she senses him and turns to leave when Arnav says Khushi I need to talk to you.She ignores him again.[2^nd time as # 2 represents sexual tension]

His animosity has no limit with her ignorance .He grabs her tightly and turns her towards him as sensual tension is at the peak the same way when she was calling him low character on the other day but this time his grip is tighter than before but she does not force to release herself either .hmmm

"Kitni bar kaha hain jab mein baat kar raha hoon muun mut moda karo kitni bar...itni si baat samajh nahin aati.."[I told you so many times don't turn your face when I am talking to you]

Arnav,"you are making me crazy since morning"

Khushi furiously, "put pressure on your brain..I have not met you since morning ...say what you have to say"...say it

Arnav in acerbity, "If I knew about your parents ..I would never say those things to you...Samjhi Tum[understand]

Pause here:Arnav's one eye is hiding behind Khushi ,he is her protector .

Khushi looks at her arm in pain and he realizes the intensity of his grip and then release her by leaving his mark on her .

Pause here: It reminds the way she was in pain in guest house and looks at her arm and he releases her by giving his mark on her

Khushi with bafflement and convulsion looks at him closely before stepping back,"Oh so all this ...you were trying to say sorry...but it will be way too difficult for you.

"Kahan aap Arnav Singh Raizada aur Kahan hum Khushi Kumari Gupta...[While you are ASR and me just KKG] How can you say sorry to me and as you did not know anything about me...doesn't matter...I tell you When I was eight my parents left me in a car accident and at that age I did not know the meaning of death.I was thinking for days they went some where they will be back.

He looks at her stunningly while she was sharing her pain as he feels ,there is some TRUST behind her hate and thinking of him low.Amazingly she did not stop there either and shares the most secretive parts of her life with him. - the same way he shared with her in anger how he felt the day he lost his parents

Khushi," you definitely don't know this, I still believe even today that my parents are stars that's why I hang em at the top of my bed...I am afraid of fast car, from darkness, from sleeping alone...Its been so many years but still feels like a nightmare and I think when one day I will wake up , they will be back.

Now you know everything so say sorry...

Arnav with her pain in his heart can't bring words on the surface on his lips but his eyes screaming SORRY loud and clear.He gulps down the pain as " rundhi hui awaz keh saath alfaz saath nahin de rahe"

Khushi wants him to say sorry, "I know I don't have that status so you can say sorry..." He can't take that blame...because it's not true.

She turns and tries to leave when Arnav calls her name again and this time she does not ignore him[she knows he does not like it] and stops and turns,Both shares their painful gazes as he always turns but this time he turns his face side ways and gathers his strength "SORRY"...Raba Ve mingles in to intensify it...He turns his face towards her and says again SORRY and then third time "I'm really really sorry"....[#3 means victory] She looks at him stunningly but the way they both cry for each other during those moments by gulping down the immense pain and the moment they both ready to give in each others arms she turns her face because of vulnerability and runs away leaving him behind with pain and peace at the same time.Peace as she shared the most precious and treasured and painful moments of her life with him as she does have some importance of him in her heart.

PONDERING POINT:During all this he has a satisfaction along with Khushi's pain as her pain becomes daggers for him and vice versa. He knows from the bottom of his heart she does not hate him.Period.As he poured his heart on her yesterday ,she did the same today.The beginning of their journey of COMPLETE TRUST on each other starts here...Look at these pics a slight satisfaction with small smile but a lot of Khushi's pain in his eyes

Pause here:Only Khushi knows how to tame this wild horse known as ASR but pyar se, kabi ghuse se.One thing is clear even he says sorry she feels more sad as she never wants her Arnavji to do that but just like a stubborn child some one has to teach him some lessons.

Connecting Dots: One example ,He will be keeping in his mind for speedy car , will feel sorry for keeping her in the dark alone in Nanital trip , everytime when she will be in the car sitting right besides him even in the hate period except during Pag Phere when he stops the car with halt on breaks and she breaks her bangles.He never wanted her to remove stars from the top of his bed and becomes upset too when she removes it as those represents his parents too which he accepts during Telepathy convo.He will create 3D Galaxy where her mom and his mom will be together.Khushi's beliefs will be his completely that day and their oneness will be complete too.

Love this parallel scene.Two sisters concerned about their siblings.Payal knows she has cried again today.Khushi tells her about LG's gold medal of SORRY over a cup of tea.Love her when she says so lovingly by pouting ,"LG said sorry in such a way that I cried and told him everything"...Awww Love you Temptalicious!!!She is sad because he is sad...

Breathtaking Pondering point:She is telling all of this to Payal under the stars ,with her parents' permission. She was pouring all of her sadness to Arnav under the stars.Arnav said sorry to her under the stars.Just Amazing!!!Their Parents STARS are with them.Period!.- yep thats where it was meant to be as this whole thing was spawned by their parents to bring them closer IMO😊.

Other side, Anjali knows he has cried today as his eyes never lies.She says sorry three times to Chote for bugging him up. It irritates him and he sits down. He gives a passive and annoying look to his Di and Di says Sorry twice this time which makes him stupefied and he says "Di you said Sorry 5 times in one minute.Love his monologue "mere liye itna mushkil kyuon hai"[Why is this so hard for me?]😊

Di asks him "are you ok?"Arnav, yes Di and then gets up in vexation and says,No Di it seems to me I will lose my brain " She again starts sympathy with him which makes him angry and then She says sorry again.[She says sorry 6 times as # 6 represents motherhood and giving nature which Anjali is for Chote ]She leaves him with Khushi's pain and agony .

hehe LOVE this scene, he is way too cute!! also love your edit!

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