Y do i cry watching rabbave?Y does it hurt so much

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Sunara

@princessunara

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Posted: 12 years ago

I am sobbing my heart out right now...

I can hardly see what I am typing cz I am crying... I don't know what to do...

When I watch these perfect moments...
when I watched them by the rangoli, memories of an older time when they both tumbled in to the rangoli came rushing in...
when i leaned forward in anticipation and when the joy of a rabbave was building in me...a little voice whispered in my head, "how many times more?"
and i had tears in my eyes at that time...

But still I didn't cry...

But then came the family puja time, 'meri aankhome tu muskuraye' was playing and my mind drifted to the time of last year teej when they first touched the puja tali together when Khushi handed it over to him after doing aarati...

and today watching them doing arati together...seeing them with Arav..a small sweet family...that hurtful little voice again whispered, "is this their last diwali together? Is this the last time I am going to see them celebrating Diwali together"

I am weeping...
I can't stop it...god...How could something hurt so so damn much?
God please please make it hurt less...

I am sobbing right now,,,I can't stop crying...I am choking on crying as I am typing...and words are fumbling as my hands are shaking...

How can I love this thing so so damn much? I don't know what I'll do...
I can't live without this...I just...just can't...

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Laila

@Edella17

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Posted: 12 years ago

I am crying too ...Its hurts to know that all this will be over in a few days time and we will never have Rabba ves or the Arshi Magic to look forward too...

I dont know how I am going to cope without IPK In my life...this show has made my life for the past 1.5 years...How can I Forget it now...

Kyun Dard Hain Itna Meri Ishq Mein...😭😭😭

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arshistar

@arshistar

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Posted: 12 years ago

I hate myself for being addicted to Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon, Arshi & Sarun...

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Marym

@Marym

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Posted: 12 years ago

Please take it easy my friend. Pl dont be sad.

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Thanushiya

@ThanuAditya

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Posted: 12 years ago

I am cryin too ! This is too hurting man ! WHY WHY WHY that is the que in my mind !

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pinky89

@pinky89

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Posted: 12 years ago

Am crying😭 Its hurts all the rabba ve magic is goin to end today Rabba ve didnt made me to smile its reminds me soon everything goin to end 😭

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Nadia

@naddiya26

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Posted: 12 years ago

i was too crying badly

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melonie

@melonie

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Posted: 12 years ago

You will move on. IPKKND had to end one day. I was also feeling very sad from the past few days...because I keep rewinding all the memories I had with the show but after reading and watching all the interviews I don't feel like wasting my time and emotions on people who can't come clear.

Our emotions don't mean that much to Star Plus, 4 Lions and sorry to say but Barun also.

You will fine 🤗 It's going to hurt for only a little time =)

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Sunara

@princessunara

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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: Edella17
I am crying too ...Its hurts to know that all this will be over in a few days time and we will never have Rabba ves or the Arshi Magic to look forward too...

I dont know how I am going to cope without IPK In my life...this show has made my life for the past 1.5 years...How can I Forget it now...

Kyun Dard Hain Itna Meri Ishq Mein...😭😭😭

I honestly don't know how I am going to live without the show in my life anymore...
I tried...I tried so so hard to stay away...stay away from the forum...from all the emotions all rumors stirred in me...
I tried reading hordes on M&Bs to compensate for the last few days...tried to make myself tired working...

But it jsut caught up with me today and I just hurt so damn much...I honestly don't know how I'll cope...
god why did I ever watch this show? Why did I ever love this show so much?
Why did I ever give it so much power over me that it can break me to pieces 1.5yrs later...

i don't know how I'll survive this:(((((