from one to another *Peep in*

I clicked on one thread.. saying Barun is leaving... felt so dishearted and broken.. then commented... that i don't want Barun to leave... and soon as i click back on the brower.. there is another thread saying Barun is NOT leaving... then all happy again... commented and clicked back on the brower and read another post of Barun leaving... and the repeat is happening since past few hours.. i cry and then i feel happy... SO damm confused.. Right now i am crying because i read posts about Barun crying on the sets as he cant see his fans hurt... 😭😭 i seriously respect him more than ever before and i cannot stand the tears from his eyes weather is it onscreen or offscreen... I meant this.. it breaks me down... do share your feeling.. you will feel better