IP Adda - Oct 25' 2012 - Page 4

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Originally posted by: sunshine99

From ASR to Khushi...

I always feared what if I lost you...the thought painfully unbearable...i wish i could be like you with a good and joyful heart that can never hurt but love...I bow my head before thee because u made life beautiful for me...I looked up to you..I looked out for you..but I failed to look into you... That at every act of selflessness a liltle bit of u is drained to bring in emptiness...of not believing that such acts were out of your graciousness...but to compensate for your unworthiness...

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Originally posted by: Shegarf71

I loved you, for putting your hand into my heart and passing over all the foolish, weak things that you cannot help dimly seeing there, and for drawing out into the light all the beautiful belongings that no one else had looked quite so far enough to find ~Roy Croft

There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer, no disease that enough love will not heal, no door that enough love will not bridge, no wall that enough love will not throw down, no sin that enough love will not redeem... It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble, how hopeless the outlook, how muddled the tangle, how great the mistake. A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all. If only you could love enough, you could be the happiest and most powerful being in the world...

EMMET FOX

IF ONLY ...

R.e.s...❤️

UPDATED...25th Oct.2012...

IF ONLY ...

Their love was enough...

Their trust was enough...

Their almost losing their lives for the other was enough...

Their looking out for each others happiness was enough...

Their intense need for each other was enough...

Their souls meeting through any separation was enough...

Their saying I love you was enough...

Their understanding each others pain was enough...

Their not being able to live without each other was enough...

Him and her becoming THEM was enough...

Is it the bottom line for him?

Yes we feel so..it's all that matters to him..

Her being happy..and belonging to him..body,mind and soul...

That's the only way he can be happy,content and wanting to live a life...

He has entrusted himself to her...as far as he knows how to...Infact,more than he's ever done with anyone else...

He trusts her completely..and feels she does too...

He feels he's done it all to show her he's hers body,mind and soul...

Yet,is it all she needs...if only...

Is it the bottom line for her?

No,I feel not...she has never felt she can ever mean that much to anyone...

Not with her family...

Not with her friends...

Not with Devi Maiyya even...

And definitely not with the Raizadas or with Him...

Her insecurities stem very deep,in my opinion.They are unfathomable to most people.What makes her tick?What pushes her to the edge and yet makes her come back to stable ground?Why is she such a Yo-Yo?Why are her methods unconventional and plain weird to the common souls out there?Why are her perceptions of scenarios so convoluted?

Is it that her emotional I.Q. is low?Or is it out of the range of regular people?

Her heart only knows to love...but her mind and this Bahari Duniya as she says...is Ajeeb!!It confuses her,sends her mixed signals...

I feel she reads everything in rainbow colors which have no Black,Grey or White...hence,these shades of life do not register with her outlook!!My opinion of course,but then this Enigma has a just an Enigmatic soul next to her ,Our ASR!

Khushi has never completely called anything her own...Not home..adopted!

Not family...Adopted!Not sister..Adopted!Now in laws..and Husband...that she finally can say are Truly HERS!She may want to keep it that way!

Even the husband and in laws were forced on her without a choice until she decided to accept them willingly on her terms!

She has always felt her happiness is constantly threatened because life always snatches any chance to take that away!Remember she told ASR...Itni Khushiyaan ek Saath milli toh humme bahut dar lag raha hai!!

She always feels,again IMO that she needs to keep everyone happy,to please them,to help them,to take care of them...just to see people around her happy...just so she is loved in return!

I don't think she feels that people will love her just for being herself..without her having to do anything for anyone...she is constantly trying to prove herself...whether these trials and tests are decided by fate or engineered by her herself!

What is hers now...she has accepted with complete ownership and Haq!!

The most important things to her have been her upbringing,her family,her culture and values and her marriage!!

Now she does not want any speck of trouble or disturbance or interference in HER MARRIED LIFE!So important to her but the insecurity and fear of losing the most precious thing in her life...her marriage...for which they visited hell and back...should anyone/anything try to snatch this away...I believe she is ready to tear their head off...she just doesn't know it yet...this is the part of her she has yet to discover...and she will!!

He has yet to discover how much more he will need to show to quiet her insecure heart!!He will!Eventually....it will hurt him first to know that it was not enough just to love but to teach her to let go and believe...

That it is enough...because they forever,infinitely,unbreakably...Them!!

But till they get there...

If Only it was enough...TO LOVE!!

I love them both dearly...they are my muses...

Again the setting sun...leaves me to say...till we meet again in the new dawn!!

Meena 👏beautiful beautiful post , u know we have always talked about the wall that sarounded the inner self of arnav singh raizada wall that was then shattered to kushi . i am starting to belive there is a wall witin kushi ,wall of insecurities ,wall that makes her not believe in thate fact that she deserves to be happy and her happiness is here to stay .ASR IMO has not clue about this wall and hence has not yet tackled it ,i belive and hope this is where this track is leading to
asr to find her wall ,to break it as he is the only one . only then can kushi will be free . free to belive that she too can be happy

Originally posted by: Jhalak29

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.

Looking at Khushi & Arnav I was reminded of this today, Khushi and Arnav had found their places in life with a lot of struggle, the journey has been incrideblly tough for reserved Mr Raizada, as he never expressed himself freely rather stored everything with himself, his anger, his pain, his thoughts & his views, he never let other question him, bcz somewhere he was scared that people mite use him but with Khushi he found a partner who never questions him rather stops him when in correct and supports with a fervour unmatched when correct, she just will not leave him, even when he asked her during kidnapping, she didnt rest until she found him safe he trust her,,,,

He Knows Khushi for long now, understands to a level that no one else does, he doesnt mind his eccentric beahviour now bcz he has long seen her during the nainital trip or GH or Payash wedding track, each of these places she was stressed and behaved in full sanak mod, during nainital trip she declared her as his wife so that he eats n doesnt faint due to low sugar, during GH stay she felt he was still in loe with LA so was ready to suicide and Payash wedding he was teasing her with his approach n she walked with a pack of Jalebis in hand to RM, so he knows she will go in eccentrics when she is stressed and he lovingly indulges her,

Very sweetly he agrees to sit with her outside on her request for "ekant" even though they were alone in bedroom and plays her love games, the answers to her question once agn confirm the solid bond he feels, understnads with her, its like he n she cant be sperated now, they are cojoined for life now, Kudos to Mr Raizada for such beautiful feelings , His love & trust in her is absolutely complete

Khushi has always harboured doubts abt Arnavs love since he doesnt say it but over the period now she understands him, his love the depth of his love and has found her safe place in him, but her fear leaves him unruffled agn & agn, much as she wants to be proved wrong her failed efforts leave her scared agn n agn, Once agn she goes with Aarav & sheetal to find abt his dad, once agn her funny and simple methods leave you spilling with laugh and once agn she sees AARAV & ARNAV together but a wife a women get scared for herself because her consicous keeps pricking her that what if aarav is arnavs son, bcz she doesnt wana loose him,

Looking at khushi the song " ab jo aaye ho tum zindagi mein to baat ban gayi" keeps running in my mind, she is completely safe in his love, the scare leaves her once agn to pursuit the relation between Aarav & Arnav this time with the help of Mordern technology

I wish and hope Khushi does realise what she means for Arnav & vice versa, They are truly blessed with something Unique and Rare which one comes across once in a million lifetimes I would say

Dedication to Arnav & Khushi

In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities. Janos Arnay

Originally posted by: incandescent

Morning/ evening friends,

Bookmarking

Originally posted by: Shegarf71

Hi Fari!!🤗

Originally posted by: incandescent

Hi Meena 🤗

How are you?

I am just here for a few minutes. 😳

Hi Harshu 🤗

Originally posted by: rushshri

What I like -

👍🏼 Arnav lifting her "mujhe neend aa rahi"

👍🏼 Game arhi were playing

👍🏼 Scene between Arnav and his bonsai

👍🏼 NK trying to gather attention of our new don sheetal.

What I dislike -

👎🏼 Khushi and her vashhikaran pendulam

👎🏼 Khushi trying to sneak in either way

P.s. -


⭐️ Madhura Naik is doing good job. Perfect filling for the space left by Abbhas.
⭐️ Hottie with partial shave, cherry on the top was white .


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My song dedication for my gadhu today. One day he'll be in their list.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAzwQpJ2JlA[/YOUTUBE]
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Originally posted by: incandescent

Hi Meena 🤗

How are you?

I am just here for a few minutes. 😳

Hi Harshu 🤗

Hi fari

Originally posted by: Shegarf71

🤗❤️My Sahelis...if u all shud b so kind...readwa the updatewa by shegarfwa...😆

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Originally posted by: Hkrajan

Hi fari

how r u ,still watching IPK