Arnav's thoughts

Hi ipkknd fans. Well this is my first time I'm posting here something I wrote based on this serial of which I am a great fan.

After seeing the promo I felt that these might be Arnav's thoughts when he thinks he is in danger of losing Kushi.

Kushi, many a times I taunted you with "what difference does it make" and "why do you care" but you never answered. I believed you were too stone hearted to care but then you chose to answer and I never listened. Today I know and realize that I am the very air you breathe and that you would happily die for me.

you changed my life the day you stepped onto that ramp. I hated you for spoiling my show, and then hated the courage you showed in scolding me. I was angry and tried to hurt you but you never surrendered.

I had boasted that I controlled my own life and wrote my own fate but you proved me wrong. I had no control over myself as I fell in love with you and it angered me more. I would have denied it to my last breathed hadn't I felt the pain of losing you or the pangs of jealousy as others admired you.

I could not bear the sight of you believing that you were out to spoil my sister's life yet your tears tore my heart and silence pained my ear. As much as I wished you dead my eyes wouldn't close without you by my side at night. My mind believed the worse of you but my heart beat for you. I was caught between the two. Every moment that I spent without you felt like an age and I longed to hold you close. And after all this Kushi, I know I can't live without you, you make my heart beat and you keep me alive. You are the very air I breathe.