I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.
It seemed as if it suddenly didnt matter if the world rushed by, her world was stopped the moment she received the call which said that he wasnt where he was supposed to be, her breath suspended.. stopped and so did the heart that always beat for him..
She tried being strong, she hid her tears.. trying hard to protect his loved ones from the hurt.. somewhere she knew if he didnt return, she would always be waiting.. waiting for her breath, her racing heart.. .. and her world would pause and be still...till he came back to her again.. making her heart skip a beat once more
He heard the voice who till now was the most important person in his life... n yet his heart yearned to hear another voice.. just one more time before his eyes would close forever... it was a long wait till they were interrupted with many voices.. and then he felt her... he heard her ragged breath and knew she was crying.. this time for him... suddenly everything he wanted to say found no voice.. for one instant all he wanted to do was join her.. cry for everything they could have had.. cried for the love he didnt show.. and yet he wanted to let her know that he loved her,, so that atleast she would have that knowledge in her heart when she would search for him someday among the stars,, that it wasnt hate he felt for her- far from it..
he wanted her to know that he loved her, with everything that was in him-- till his last breath... and beyond