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You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.
She searched for answers but never found them and stumbled across them when he thought she wasnt looking... she saw everything she wanted to see.., the care he hid behind his anger.., the love behind his actions and in that moment she wondered why when he was always a devil to her she always saw him as a prince... she felt a longing.. she felt love... she felt the pain... may be probably realizing that love wasnt always a happily ever after.. love hurts and yet the pain is the most beautiful and the most hurtful one... she didnt know what she had done to not have his love when that was what she wanted the most... and yet when he gave a glimpse of his love, in those rare moments, she forgave every pain every brutal word he threw her way.. it was as easy as wiping the tears he gave... she silently walked to her room, not letting him know that she had been listening all along.. somewhere realizing that every time she came close to an answer, the answers drifted away from her.. till she stumbled across them again, in moments like this one, when he thought she wasnt looking...
He searched for reason as to why she had a hold on him... ... he wanted nothing more than to break the bond and walk away...only he knew he could never walk out alive.. Each time the memories haunted him.. one flashback that told him why he had to hate her and yet when she was around , nothing seemed to matter.., neither the hate.. nor the flash back...
As he saw her talk to her mother, once again she described their relationship as the one that she wanted it to be,,, that should have been but never was... but he wished, if things were different and her words were true... probably it was meant to be this way.. he would always stumble across her make behave world of love and the dreams she painted would seep inside his thoughts.., keeping him awake at nights and only then he would look at her sleeping face, knowing how much he wanted those words to be true... but she wouldnt see the love that mirrored in his eyes,,, because that emotion as only reflected when he thought she wasnt looking...
Jhanak
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