oh hay!! i guess we r in the same boat..at least partially
i usually live, eat and breath IF and this forum, but today i didn't come to the forum at all...even now i came online to update one of my stories and have no intention of reading anything around..
honestly i was personally very very disappointed with the episode and thought it was better i stay away if i don't have anything good to say about it (and honestly for the 1st time i didn't find the proverbial silver line which i ALWAYS find in IPKKND)
so well i decided why depress myself purposely..we have our new yr festivities going on, so decided to entertain myself with something different..
anyway forum does depress me too with the cloud of negativity all concentrated bearing down on my head, and for the first time i can't blame anyone for doing it...so it is better for my health that i stay away, as the episode annoyed me enough, i don't want IF to add to it...