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Whatever happens,i ll be there for you-
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer, some prayers never know
We're holding on, and letting go..
Arnav.Khusi
"Don't go," he whispered, eyes pleading. She turned around and stared at him, keeping her expression void of emotion,trying her best to stop the emotions welling inside her-the storm churning her,constricting her,devastating her with every step she took to move forward to leave him, his memories still lingering within every fibre of her being.
"I'm not going to sit around and play second best to you,arnav, ur sister anjali means everything to you i was never the first choice...i need to do this for anjali,for us,for myself...its better this way...i need some time...its just really difficult...i can't promise anything for now just let me move," she said with finality,staring into the empty space wincing at the acid dripping from her tone. The last thing she wanted to do right now was to hurt him more than she already was.
She promised herself...she will never look back.It's hard to hate someone like him though he made her life worse than a hell.She cared about people. She have had enough of this crap in her life- its time to start fresh.She will manage to hate him, if for only one reason - He ruined her life.
"I'm sorry I can't give you that, arnav. Tell anjali I said goodbye" she said.
"You were never the second best to her, khusi, you're just...'you're my life...my breath...its suffocating without you. And I really need you,hold you,drink in your fragrance,i need you right now forever and always." he thought, turning his back around.
So she stood there rooted to the spot, and she waited for what, she didn't know.For him to turn back once and tell her that, no, he really loved her, that he never pretended to...
But then he can never be with her- will she ever forgive him???
He ran to her, pulled her close to himself, hugged her hard for what seemed like eternity...it was warm,soothing,serene, beyond anything he ever felt.Listening to her heartbeat as if his life depended on it...their heartbeats intermingled humming the sweetest melody ever both melted in each other's arms as if there there was no tomorrow...
But then he snapped back to reality and broke away.She smiled at him but it didnt reach her eyes.
He realised it was little too late for redemption...
She then stepped up onto the gates, leaving behind the man she loved the most in the world, leaving behind the life she had been living for the past 6 months. Attempting to leave every possible memories that have taken up most of her mind, but they refuse to stay in Shantivan with everything else fighting her emotions,fighting her urge to turn back,run her fingers in his hair,stay in his embrace...She didnt look back...
He watched her go, vanish like a faint memory but he will hold onto her and promised he will fight for her,for them and make it home - his khusi,his heaven, no matter what he had to do.
Sometimes we're holding angels,
And we never even know
Don't know if we'll make it,
Or we know, we just can't let it show
I don't know from where this came into my mind - it just did! This is totally random! i juss felt like writing it so i did write it since its my first attempt into writing an OS i will be glad if u guys comment...do lemme know how it is...i know its kinda of depressing stuff but that completely reflects my mood...
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