Dark Desire Part 1
I am swimming in blue clear water. I am watching him , he is typing on his notebook. We are on the vacation , I can't understand why does he need to bring that thing .He has put that annoying thing down and coming into water toward me. His speedo is low on his waist he is all wet . Just remove the damn thing now. But no he would torture me first with his body . Than he would play with my body making me forget my own name. Make me beg for release . When he is done and know that I am capable for him to take than only he would have mercy on me and let me come. First with his finger , than his toung and finally with his steel hart c**k.
"Oh, please,,,,please,,,"
But no one is there to here her plea. she is all alone in her queen size temper padic bed.she wakes up with a jolt . Hot and bothered by her dream. It's not first time she has dreamt about him. It's her nightly retual. She would take bath ,moisturizer her body , put on her tank top and panty, pour herself a wine glass than sitting on her lazyboy she would watch their conference room CD. So she can ogle him like he is speaking only for her and her only.in cd she can notice , he throws some glance in her way but not noticeable . He looks at her way like he looks at her everybody included in this project.that stings her someway , suddenly she is furious with herself, why she is stuck for him . When he doesn't give a f**k .
" He has girlfriend for cristsack. "
She shouts loudly in case her mind doesn't register that fact , that he is with the top model.f**king her , making her scream in oblivion. In his office nontheless. When he knows his whole office is watching them like a hawk.but she sense he is proud of that fact . That he could make her forget whole world and make her scream like a wh**e.
"Shit .Shit. Shit. There is no point of thinking about her or him. Soon they would be engaged . "
Thinking this she gets back to sleep , but sleep doesn't come. But same dream comes again and again.
She gets up take bath. Does meditation and read some. When it's about six thirty she lives for her job. It's only 15 minuts away from her apartment. She is early then others but he will be here soon. He too likes to come early and finish his most of the work before eight. She can hear his foot-steps his leather shoes taping on the marble floor. She is trying very hard to ignore the sound so her thudding heart wouldn't fail working. Her every nerve is aware of his coming presences making her nervous . But her nervousness is old news. It's been six month since her irrational desire is difficult to tame.she has gotten used to work with him when her heart is doing overtime . It's almost unnoticed maybe that's why he hasn't ever caught her or paid attention to her. Like she is silicone doll who does her all said task, with mute acceptance .of course because she is her P.A.
" oh here he comes" her prince, object of her desire and the business tycoon .number one fashion industry runner and ruthless boss. Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada. Her boss.
ASR :" coffee." he barks at her.he is seeing her since he entered their cubicle. Every girl is drooling over his charm , his wealth . Well he is the most eligible bachelor in india .wealthiest ,Smart and charming business man in Asia. But this girl sitting in his office as his PA somehow doesn't give a shit. He wants her or not that is gifferant matter but he wants her to drool over him like other does. But today he is going to make her notice him at any coast that is for sure.
She gets up emideatly and take the black coffe from her table which she always picks up her way to office. He has never told her to do that but she has done it since the second day of her job knowing he takes black coffee. And bonus is he had never stopped her or complimented her neither said thank you or to bring something else.somehow she knows his moods and choice . Well defiantly she knows better than his so called girlfriend for almost 2 years.
Khushi :knock knock . She knocks on the door timidly . He doesn't like loud noice well other than moan mingled with scream and his name.
ASR : " come." she is dressed in black his favorite on her. Black pencil skirt with pearl white blouse and black cardigan blazer. Her blouse is buttoned up living top button open . Her cardigan blazer is buttoned up with one button on his narrow waist. She is his fantasy girl . All curves on the rite place with faminity which lacks in models. Her f**k me stiletto clicking on the Italian Marble. Making her object of his attention . Today he wants to look at her. Watch her come toward him.so he does.
He is looking at her like she is parading for him.he stares at her removing each cloth with his eyes which is not lost on her. Seeing look in his eyes her steps faltered bit but she controls quite easily . He missed her sleep because he was busy staring at het breast.visualizing opening two button and biting that perk nipple making her scream.suddenly room feels charged with lust and want . That is also she has gotten used to with . it's always like this whenever they are in same room it's like something is there pulling them near. Because they both are in illusion that other person doesn't want it.they are so doomed by their foolishness and ignorance.she puts the cup down and stands there. Staying mute that's the first rule you have to master to work with him. Answer only when you are asked. No small conversation or schedule inquiry . He will tell without asking what he needs and wants to be done.
He admire her beauty balantly without hasitation. Today he doesn't want to deny himself. He wants to take and want to be more selfish . Take what is not his. She is wearing ring on ring finger that means she is engaged. It's ok that doesn't mean she is married that would have been sin. He doesn't know that , ring is to keep unwanted attention at bay . Yea it was fabulous idea of her best friend Nikhil.
Her legs are covered in stockings. He doesn't like it he loves to stare at them when they are nacked. It's easier to imagine how they would look wrapped around his waist.he moves his gaze to her thigh to his waist seeing through her cloth.he gives her undivided attention to her bosom and her swan like neck he want to kiss that neck slowly before he claims her luscious lips with his own thirsty lips. Thirsty for her test .deaf for her scream. Finally he moves his gaze to her face , which he had admired for long from afar but not anymore now whenever he wants to see it he will call her, though they have glass door between their area he would love to see her two feet away. It's not cheating he is just admiring the beauty. Nothing wrong with it . At all. She is looking at floor . That won't do he wants to look into her eyes so he will know what is going through that brilliant and patient mind. He has noticed she is very patient , knowing how demanding he is with her. She has never lost it. Never cried or show any distress toward job.
ASR :" look at me." he says almost authoritatively . Like he owns her. He rather likes that idea of owning her.she looks tired. Like she hasn't had full night sleep . Maybe her fiance was with her. But he knows she lives alone . All by her self in luxury apartment. She is from good family.with good education from famous college. That is why she had lasted six month where other just got fired on second dag. She is best at what she does.
Wow that voice. She doesn't know why and how but his authoritative tone is making her wet . She likes the feeling and the way he is looking at her. First time he had checked her out. It wasn't lost on her when he was checking her out shamelessly . But rather than feeling awkward she felt beautiful , wanted by her prince. Who never had thrown one glance at her. But today's exchange has made up for past's ignorance. He is giving her his undivided attention.she is all flushed . Feeling naked by his gaze and when he calls her to look at him she look straight into his eyes. Without missing a beat. They are hooded. She was rite he was undressing her by his eyes. She turns all red and sweat breack through on her skin. Sensing her distress he gets up from his chair and stand rite by her side.
ASR :" turn." he sees that she is sweating so he increase the AC temperature. Than he takes the liberty and open her blazer . Removing it he hangers it. He opens top two button of her blouse grazing her soft slope by his fingertips . Her breath hitches and she trembles by his touch. But his touch is welcomed it's not creepy. she doesn't feel like he is taking advantage. She feels like finally he is taking what has been always his .unaware of her inner turmoil he asses his handy work taking a round around her.he desperately want to touch her more but afraid finally she would run to the hills if he touches her again . But by her stance his business mind says she has welcomed his touch . She is not afraid by him. Not repulsed at all .
ASR :" sit."She is so obideant . He likes that about her more than he should. Automatically he thinks if she will obey his command in bedroom.he is tensed why is he thinking such a thing? his sub conscious says because that is what he requires in his parter dutiful obideanse . He has to test her first . For a few days.
She sits . Again looking at the floor. She can't bare to face him . When he is devourig her whole by just gaze. Oh the thing he could do by the look.he is gloating knowing that she is not immune to his charm , mixed with authority it's more appealing he can see that. Now he had found a clink in her armor. He is going to play this card to his advantage .
She is sitting on the chair crossing her leg, putting her hands in her lap folded .her eyes are down cast on her hands.her only nervous tale tell is her bouncing stiletto.
ASR : " look at me." he orders her.
She looks up but doesn't say anything .
ASR :" put your hands on the arm rest." he says seductively looking straight into her eyes .she stare at him for a fraction of the second but obeys him nonetheless. She doesn't even give second thought to his request or look he is giving her. To obey him is become her second nature after working for him last six month.
ASR :" put your feet down one foot width apart." he commands her again. Oh so much for not touching her minutes ago thinking she would run for the hills. But she is so submissive it's impossible to stop now that he has found why he was such stuck up for her . She is what he has wanted all along. A submissive lover , who will obey him without second thought . And loving every moment of it. He can see she is not hesitated or ashamed that she is following his demand like a slave. She is enjoying it's like her prayer had been answered.a small twitch of her lips give him satisfaction.Thank god . He wants too much to bring his co*k out and palm it seeing the image she is representing.but not now . He want to admire her for a bit before the place fills with the people.
His phone rings. Like reflex she picks up.
Khushi:" hello ! AR Fashion house. How may I help you?" her voice doesn't miss a bit even she can see that he is ogling her cleavage . Opening first three button gives him good show he can see the cream less holding the material . It's padded or else he would have been able to see her pert nipple result of his heated gaze and close proximity.
" pass it to ASR."
Color drains from her face . She falters a little but catch herself holding the table corner for support.
Khushi :" sure Lavanya." she says the name looking square into his eyes.she put the phone down and make a run for her cubicle which doesn't give her much privacy . He can see throu the glass wall she is pulling her hair and mumbling something. Then like she had come to the conclusion she puts her cloth back the way they were. she straightens her shoulder and start looking throu the files he has given her.but she can't work now he is not done with her.he picks up his phone and calls her. She looks at him first then schools her features making her way to his office. She is in but doesn't say anything her throat is tight with guilt and unaddressed imotion.
ASR:" sit."he barks . Hearing his tone she knows he is mad. But she doesn't think about the reason ,knowing he was talking with his girlfriend.
ASR : " let me make it clear. When you are with me in this room. You will not answer any calls . Well in emergency and not without checking the caller ID.I don't want to talk or think about her when you are with me.when you are with me you will listen to me and me only. Not even your job requirement.am I clear?" he knows it's too much info for her . But he was having very good time with her.he doesn't want to ruin their next encounter by silly phone.
Khushi:" yes sir" she says steadily . Oh she is not bothered at all by his request . That is strange. She stands there knowing he would dismiss her. With him she doesn't have to think anything she has to just follow his orders.that makes both of them happy . She wonders what his friend would think of her. But clearly she doesn't care . That is why she lives alone in apartment. Even though her parents begging her to come and live with them at Villa.living with them means answer countless question. which she doesn't know answer for herself.
ASR : he can see she is in her mind. Talking with herself mutely. She does that some time. Staring at her for last six months he knows her trait, mood and distress .he has studied her thoroughly . She is beautiful but engaged that's why male species give her admiring lustful gaze but doesn't approach her.he will break that rule today , knowing she is taken he would covet her. That is an other appeal . If she stands here whole day it wouldn't be enough even without touching her it's fulfilling for him . He can stare at her beauty day and night, but it's not possible he has to attend two meetings before repeating presentation for last and most important meeting.
ASR :" you can go now."
She lives. She doesn't want to think about anything that has transpired between them. If she does she want be able to work.her job is very demanding.working for him is like a roller coaster without belt . You never know when you are thrown out off the balance.
Rest off the day she does her job . She doesn't look at him or think about him it's not good for her job or her sanity.His day day is demanding full of meetings .his last meeting is with Sydney delegate .he is preparing for this meeting since last month. Nothing can go wrong. Or else she is dead meat. She is more worried about his reputation other then her job. He is transfixed on this meeting , single mindedly. she knocks on his door .
ASR :" come." he looks at her questioningly .she come further into the office and take her blazer.she doesn't look at him . She goes back to her cubicle and puts her blazer buttoning it. Then she take all the files and CD for their presentation and make her way toward the conference room .it's her job to make it presentable with all required tools before meeting starts.she puts all the photocopy of the files to six chair. Fresh water .starting projector and putting CD. Okay everything is done she slumps on the chair resting her head on the back and closing her eyes , taking deep breath not realizing it's his power chair and he is watching her standing by the door.
Feeling his stare she gets up but stumbles falling directly into his arms. He grabs her by waist but her close proximity is stirring the desire to devore her rite here , take her on this table forgetting everything which is not acceptable . He has mastered discipline . He can't let it slip now . He would make sure when to lose and when to rein. He leaves her when she is straightened.he goes to his inbuilt bar and pour himself a drink.whisky on the rock . That should do it , even after taking a drink he knows he will be in control. He only get intoxicated by her smell and close proximity . He laughs yeah he found her more powerful than alcohol , when he hasn't even tasted either of her lips.
There is a knock on the door.
Khushi :" they are here sir."
"Sir " he likes the sound of it. He would make her scream this title.when he is done playing and worshiping her delectable body.
He goes to the conference room .he doesn't acknowledge her presence whole time . She feels relieved and livid.such contras emotion to feel . That is how he makes her f**ked up. Finally it's over . All has gone well and in next meeting they will negotiate .they will settle the date on the phone.
She lives the room and goes to her office retrieving her Italian handbag and scarf. She goes to parking and open her ferrari by power lock.she stars it and look at the sides to take flight but her gaze stops when she sees him in his limo assisted by his driver who can give his life for him.
For one day she has enough of ASR thinking she drives to her place. he is mesmerized and puzzled . Her degree is much more valid than this job. Why would she be a PA when she has caliber and brain to be in board members? This girl is dragging his mind into her by being mystery .
He grabs a subway before going home he knows if Di or Nani knows he had liquor they will flip.he takes bath and goes to bed plotting his next move for mystery girl.
He is having dream . He knows it's dream because her desire is bound to his bed .lying on his bed like a spread eagle. Waiting for him to take her. Her body writhing , quivering for his touch . Her face is covered in her hair. He covers her body with his masculine and lean form . He nestled his sha*t between her parted legs. Before he enters her he wants to kiss her sweet and sensual full of promise to cherish her. Saying her by action rather than word that she is gift to him from gods and nobody makes him happy other than her. He is going to Fu*k her hard and fast but before that he will make her know that he can be a sweet lover too. He leans his face close to her and with a feathery touch remove her hair from her face clearing the vision. It's like he has been shocked by live wire, he flings from the bed.his subconscious mind has decided for him. His next course of action , all his answers . Why his model girlfriend is not enough. Its Khushi. only she can give him that submission without feeling inferior or ashamed . She knows when to talk and stop without being told twice. She is his half piece which is missing from his life.
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