KhushiLoves ASR : Khushi's POV

Everybody is saying Khushi laugh at ASR .. do not care and all ...

She do care about him ...just he need to allow her to take care of...

so peoples first question

1 Why ASR and Khushi not sharing what they know about Shyam

they were never close enough to share their feelings to each other unless the situation demands ..

Khushi POV:

I am only 18 or 19 ... Even though i am very sensible sensitive person my immaturity peeps out from me ..any unexpected moment .. in fact from the begining i was always an immature silly person ..

eg : khushi ask ASR to slap her back .. for machar slap incident

Khushi putting juice in ASR shoes to take revenge ...

Turning of main Switch to bring ASR down for teh pooja ..

All these carzy ideas are defenitely contributed from her innocent age ...

Then some times i will be acting very sensible

Not disclosing truth in front of Anjali

..i may be immature but i am not insensitive or dump ..

So all my actions against ASR is jsutified ...

and why i am angry at him ...

i am still unsure what he feels for me ...

Even without letting him speak i accept he loves me and my attitude change , next moment he may accuse me of seducing him for money ..

So all i wanted is his confession ...

without confession how can i even think of marrying him...

and why that bangles bindi ...etc and all of sudden black mail me to marry him ...

and whenevr i am confronting .he is not giving answer tooo ...

i have doubts , if Arnav know about shyam ..

but how can that be possible ..if he had a clue ..knowing what type of a person he is ...his devotion to his sister ..Shyam will be a dead body by now

and Anjali dee will be in pool of tears ...

If i share my doubts with Arnav .. will he beleive me ?? the first point ...comes in mind ..

A person ..who always scream i dont beleive u ..and not letting any chance go to degrade me and my family will defenitely accuse me back ..

i care damn about his accusations ...

But what i am getting from it ?? whats the after effect if they believe me ??

The family will be split off ... relation torn apart ...

All we could see is tears and tears only ... that too forever ...

Arnav will defenitely take his wrath over Shyam ...

But ..that will ruin Anjali' dees life ...And Seeing Anjali in pain ..Arnav will be ..dead ...

And Anjali the apple of eyss of Raizada 's life when spoil will ever my Jiji get a peaceful life ..??

NeVer ...!

So better than making a fuss about it i handle it myself ..( my immaturity may be misguiding me ..)

Or I am a very positive person ..what if he changes '???

Now ..i have to take revenge on ASR so that he should send me back ..

Ya immaturity may be u all accuse ..But imagine

How it could be your life underthe same roof with a person you love most and who has only hatred towards you '

I feel if I live separately .. from him ..the pain we both suffer ..i know he is also suffering '

Will end ..(may be my inexperience in life giving me bad ideas ..)

And see all my thoughts are so scattered and wandered around nothing which all seems everything to me '

Why .. because I am Khushi , and I always give vacation to all those UNKhush facts of life 'and fill everybodies life with happiness and happiness only

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Arnav POV :

I am Arnav Singh Raizada a man who put himself in the cage of Insensitive to everybody else other than my sis 'even I give damn care about my naani

My life is my Dee ..

Still she , break in to the cage very easily unbelievable easily ..as it that's the way it is to be taking all my protests aside she made her place in my heart

The struggle not to register the existence of her in my heart was tormenting paining like hell

I fighted ..with myself ..and when I don't get any success as distraction I fighted with her

Gave tears to her ..so that's he could hate me ..and hurt me and help me forgetting ,,but when that tears shine on her eyes I can see its just reflection of mine '

But then ..i realised how precious she is to me '

I accepted ..i give in

A complete surrender from Arnav Singh Raizada the Man '

And I reached up to a state where I started to adore without any guilt or barrier '

I wanted to her and wipe all tears away from her ..

I forgot to see her with the eyes where I could find only differences '

And all I could see is how precious she is for me

I wanted her to declare my defeat .complete defeat '''.and I was happy .yes the simple word happy was really an alien language for em..but

I know I was just happy ..

My brother getting married ..my Sis ter is happy 'and I 'I 'I think I found my soul mate .

I found my Khushi '!

NA d what I heard '''''''''''''''''''''''..

Chod dee jiye Anjali jee ko '''''''.

The shock was devastating ! ..

Its not just Khushi likeing someone ..but that someone is the person upon whom all my sisters happiness lies ''''.

I forgot what my heart wanted ..

Because whne it is about my dee I don't know .there is an I ..no all is a Dee for me'

I confronted , but then my sister is pregnant ..a happiness she was waiting for all tehse days ..

Its her life ..

And the slightest pain in her braced legs bring rivers of tear in my eyes how would I .. survive the reaction of her once she knew the truth ''..

I had to wait '.

Wait at least till dee could rely on somebody else .her baby ..

And I had to had to give shyam another chance for the sake of sake of my sister

-------------------------------------------------but but---------------------------------

After what shaym said '' like always ..all my hatred ..i concealed , reverted to my heart ,. My heart which is no longer with me '

Its with her '''

And ''. I am not dared to ask her about the Creep Shyam '

Because after what I heard '.what if she accept ..that I cannot tolerate

All I could do is ..to ''' to make her mine '''''.and save my sisters life ''.

Making her mine may be the obsessive possessive lover in me 's bad ideas 'but ..

I feel like I don't have an option '

Some part of mine don't want to believe tahts he don't like me '.but being with her I am sacred of myself losing to her all over again ..and this time I should not .because its for my dee

I am ready to sacrifice all my khushi's for her '

I should not get close to Khushi at any cost '.

But after Holi I realized once again her love for me .. but but '.i am Arnav Singh Raizada ''

Sadly I can behave like this only .! ..

Originally posted by: bablio09

i think i do see the same POV but then in y'days episode there were the two things that I did found missing was Khushi did not show concern for ASR's neck sprain and the fact that he was leaving without having his breakfast. I dont why she missed out on these two things.

Anyways we just need to wait and watch and enjoy what the CVs want to show.

Originally posted by: savvy76

WOW..that's something which can bring positivity back in the forum. It was wonderfully written. Not sure though if it's same in Cvs mind.

They can show that subtle feeling Khushi feels when he is sprained or didn't have breakfast and then can say to herself "oh yeah..why should I care for him. Did he? No I won't". They did with ASR when he banished her to pool. He was feeling guilty for what he did. They can show the same with Khushi. That would have helped. Neverthless we know Khushi loves ASR and ASR loves Khushi. They are two faces of same coin.