Arhi os - tere bina part 2 ------
He stood there! Watching his life walk away! He wanted to run after her, stop her! But this is what he deserves! For punishing her for something she didnt do! This is not him! Standing here hopeless! Helpless! Untill he breaks down like some1 took his soul away! He didnt cry! He didnt move nor he said anything! Untill payal walked to him n sat on the floor, placing her hand on his shoulder" arnav ji..." she said making him look at her helplessly n cried " pata nahin... Lekin aaj jo bhi khushi ne kaha... I deserved thm! Lekin... Aaj ... Aaj aisa lag raha hai jaise kissi ne... " payal stops him before he finishes " nahin agar khushi apki zindagi hai! Toh ap sab kuch karenge usse wapas lane ke liye! Kyunki jitna dard apko horaha hai! Woh bhi issi dard mein pal pal mar rahi hai! Aur aj tak khushi ne sab kuch kiya humein hamari khushiyo ke liye! Ab hum har pal apke saath hain! " this encoraged him n he askes " she will...?" " yes she will... Lekin samay lagega! Usko phirse ap par barosa karna hoga!" said payal!
On other hand khushi walks in to the gupta house, shattered! Garima tries to stop khushi but she walks in her room n closes the door " jiji... Hamri bitiya...?" cried garima " rone de! Maan halka hojayega! Humein sanka devi ko kuch dair ke liye akele chorna hoga! " said bua.
Khushi in the room thinkin about what happened to her! N she cries out loud! Screaming like some1 is stabbing her, hitting her hands on the flooor! Untill she remembers what arnav said n she stops n thinks " nahin arnav ji... Ab hum phirse unn par chah kar bhi barosa nahin karsakte!" * flash back starts of all the moments they had before n after shadi! She remembers the holi day! * untill she cries harder! As she can not lie to herself! The much she pretends afta today her feelings died! Buh deep inside she still love him! Buh trust?
Scene shifts to arnav in his room! Flash back of all their moments starts!
Tere bina tere bina dil naiyyo lagda
Mera dil naiyyo lagda
Tere bina tere bina dil naiyyo lagda
Mera dil naiyyo lagda
Tu hi meri hai zindagi
Tu hi meri hai har khushi
Tu hi meri hai bandagi
Kaise kahoon kahaan jaaun
Kise karoon sajda
Haan kise karoon sajda
Tere bina tere bina dil naiyyo lagda
Mera dil naiyyo lagda
Kaise kahoon kahaan jaaun
Kise karoon sajda
Haan kise karoon sajda
Teri kasam teri kasam jaan-e-jaana
Teri liye tere liye main deewana
Kaise jiyein kaise jiyein ye batana
Maut bhi mujhko naa aaye
Tu hi meri hai zindagi
Tu hi meri hai har khushi
Tu hi meri hai bandagi
Tere bina tere bina dil naiyyo lagda
Mera dil naiyyo lagda
Maahi mera maahi mera sona sona
Rabba mere rabba mere hai salona
Tere siva mera koi naa hona
Yaad teri kitna sataaye
Tu hi meri hai zindagi
Tu hi meri hai har khushi
Tu hi meri hai bandagi
Tere bina tere bina dil naiyyo lagda
Mera dil naiyyo lagda
Kaise kahoon, kahaan jaaun
Kise karoon sajda
Haan, kise karoon sajda " kal ki subah ek nahin subah ek nahin shuruwat ki" he said! " khushi kumari gupta! I will do anything to bring u bk in my life" he said looking at her pix!
Khushi woke up early in the morning! Bua and garima forced khushi to come to mandir with thm! " nahin amma! Humein nahin aana! " she said " kusi bitiya! Maan halka hojayega!" " nahin bua ji! Hum galat the yeh soch karke devi maiya hamesha hamara raksha karenge! Lekin..." " acha beta tum mandir ke bahar kare raho! Lekin hamare saath toh chalo " bua insisted her! Khushi agreed going as she knows they wont agree so they left!
Khushi sat on the stairs of the mandir! All lost, she fought with devi maiya b4 too but she still talked her heart to her but today! Its like she no more believe in god!
She sat there untill amma n bua were inside! Untill one old lady asks her " arre bitiya! Jab bhi hum yahan aate hain toh apko andar dekte hain! Aj yahan? Devi maiya kadarshan nahin karoge?" khushi looked at her n smiled n said " ab woh hamara jaga nahin! .." " kyun bitya? Tumri dua kabool nahin huwi? Naraz ho? " said the old lady! Khushi gave a sad sarcastic laugh n said " naraz? Lagta hai woh humse naraz hai! Tabhi toh saare dukh aur takleef hamare naseeb mein likh diya!" the old lady placed her hand on her shoulder n said " beta! Zindagi mein kuch bhi hojaye! Haar nahin maani chaiye! Woh imtehan le rahi hai tumhari! Tumhare ankhaon mein tumhara dard dikta hai! Lekin ek insaan aise ayega! Jo tumhara sara dukh aur dard mita dega! Acha bitya hum chalte hain! Tum kayal rakna!" she blessed her n left!
Khushi sat there thinking about what the old lady said untill she sees a couple! The husband carrying the pregnant wife! There was this smile on her face untill it disappeared n there was tears in her eyes! Remembering the day when arnav by force carried her to the car! She was aboutt to leave untill a kid ran to her, offering her a red flower! " didi! Yeh apke liye!" there was this smile on khushi's face as she loves red roses! "awww thank u! Lekin yeh kis liye!?" she asked untill tjere were 20 more kids who already surrounded her n jumpimg around her to accept the flowers! Khushi was amazed and accepted all the flowers! There was far away behind a tree some one stood there smiling seeing her happy after ages! Untill khushi went on her knees and asked the youngest kid for the reason n the kid points at ASR but arnav realizes this and hides before khushi sees him. All the kids ran away after doing their job! She stood their holding her heartbeats! As she usually feels her heartbeat when he is around! She looks around, she some how deep inside her heart knows that the kids were just the delivers of these flowers! This was some one else's love! She some how knew it was by him! She stood their! There was this smile on her face with tears in her eyes! "kyun kar rahe hain woh yeh sab! Unki yahi choti choti harkat hamare dil ko chuleta hai! Lekin aaj inn phoolon ko dekh kar khushi kyun nahin! Kyunke ab hamare zindagi mein khushboo nahin sirf dard ke kante hain! " she cried untill amma and bua ji arrived " arre bitiya yeh phool?" asked bua ji , khushi quickly wiped her tears n said " kuch nahin bua ji... Yeh yahan parre the! Aur yeh hamare kuch kaam ke nahin" she said and threw the flowers away and walked away! He stood their shocked and angry! He was angry but not on her but himself! Cuz of him she threw all her happiness away! She threw the red flowers away that always brings a smile on her face! But throwing thm today she showed that she is scared of smiling! She is scared of love! He in anger, hit his hand on the tree without realizing there was something sharp on the tree! He didnt even realize the pain he had! As this pain is way less than what he has given to khushi! He was not the onli 1 that hurt himself but khushi too hurt her finger while closing the taxi gate! "arre bitiya itna khoon bey gaya!" " kuch nahin amma! Ab koi bhi dard baut choti lagti hai!" said khushi in pain but with a fake smile on her face!
ASR did not give up! For a month, every day he tried! He never gave up! He promised not to give up untill he wins her trust back! He promised going thru all the pain that will come on his way of winning her!
Khushi like a princess woke up, slowly opening her eyes who felt like a cold breeze on her face! She opened her eyes and was shocked looking around her room! Which was completely changed and looked like heaven! She looked around found her self surrounded with beautiful flowers all around her! She jumped from her bed like a happy kid and went looking at the flowers all around her room! Untill she remembered how since last few days she has been getting such surprises! And it was onli 1 person behind it! Untill the smile goes away from her face! And she goes to the living room shouting for bua and amma! " amma ! Bua ji! " she shouted " kha hua sanka devi! Subha subha itna shor!!?" asked bua! " bua ji! Hamare kamre mein kaun aaya?" this question of khushi! Was like bua and amma were caught! " dekhiye bua ji! Ap jhoot nahin bolsakte! Kyun apke chehre par saaf saaf dikh jata hai jab aap jhoot bolte hain! Toh sach sach bataiye!" bua tried to defend but she was about tell her thw truth! Untill they hear some one singing like a mad person! The run to the window and see the man who hardly spoke in public! The man who never in his life sang or danced in any of his parties! But now he stood there with his guitar! Singing like a crazy person! Or let say just like ex khushi kumari gupta! Who didnt care about the world but only for his life who stood at the window with open mouth! Mouth wide open! The neighbours were shocked to see this side of arnav singh raizada! " WHAT THE..." khushi shouted untill she realized wah she said n holds her mouth! " arnav bitwa.." said bua in shock! " arre yeh kaun pagal jaise gala padh raha hai?" shouted garima from the kitchen, untill bua laughed and askes her to check by herself, first garima was shocked but just couldn't stop laughing " jiji yeh wahi insaan hai jisne gusse ke siwa kuch kiya nahin aur yahan! Aaj usse yeh bhi hosh nahin ke woh apna mazak bana raha hai!"" said garima to bua but looking at khushi " pyaar sabko badal deta hai! " said bua placing her hand on khushi's shoulder "khushi hum yeh nahin kehat rahe ke tu galat hai! Lekin itna ke woh bhi uss kameene insaan ke dhoke mein fass gaya! Bas ek mauka do!" khushi got annoyed and didnt wanted to listen anymore she went into her rooom! Arnav who was singing looking at her but there was this disappointment on his face seeing her disappeare! Untill he spots her again! And there was this sudden change of happiness on his face which became more when she waved at him n sarcastly asked him " aap zara yahan ayenge?" arnav was so happy that he went stood under the window smiling untill khushi threw the bucket full of water in him! He was stunned at what she did untill she said " aur yeh bhi leta jaye yeh!" she shouted throwing the big bouque on his head and shuts the window! " ASR stood their laughing at what she did! Untill happy ji went to him " ap khushi ji se baut pyaar karte ho na ?" he asked sitting by him, ASR looked at him smiling and said " apne jaan se bhi zyada" " woh ap se utna hi pyaar karti hai! Chaye woh jitna bhi gussa dikhaye! Ap baas himat na choriye! Woh ek na ek din mann jayegi! Kyunki khushi ji airf haste hue achi lagti hai!" said happy! N left ASR sitting their thinking "mein harr nahin manoonga! Tumhara barosa mein jit ke rahonga! " he said and walked away!
2 weeks later*
khushi wanted to stand for herself! So she decided to look for a job " lekin khushi bitya! Tum apne bauji ki halwai ka dukaan kyun nahin chalati! " asked bua! Khushi who use to find her smile in sweet making! Now as given up all her happiness! " bua ap kyun baar baar yahi kehte hain! Humein bass apne paron pe kara hona hai! Please" khushi said and left for her job interview!
As always arnav called bua to ask how khushi is and where she will be going on tht day! Bua informed him of how khushi decided to work and now she left for her interview! " apko pata hai woh kahan gayi hai?" asked asr " kuch mehta industry ki baat kar rahi thi " She told him and he shuts the fone!
Where khushi reached mehta industry and startes her interview. When mehta found out her name he asked " KHUSHI...? arnav singh raizada ki wife? Arre maam ap humare yahan naukri ke liye? " he started treating her special, untill khushi got up n shouted " dekhiye! Hum yahan koi KKGSR ke ehsiyat se nahin aye! Agar yah hamare liye jaga nahin toh thank you! " she was about to walk away untill he stopped her saying " im sorry! Lekin ap aise nahin jaa sakte! " khushi wondered why " yeh lijiye! Apka appointment letter! Ap aj se yahan ke caterin manager " khushi was really happy and left untill she realized she forgot her fone in and she goes bk to get it untill she stops hearing 2 people having a conversation " thank you sir is business deal ke liye" said mr mehta " ap fiqr maat kariye mrs raizada ko yahan koi taqleef nahin hogi! " " lekin dyan rakna usse pata na chale ke yeh sab ..." he said " ap fiqr matt kariye! " untill arnavs eyes spots khushi's fone and thn he picks it up! He some how felt she found out everything untill he looks at the door and sees it quite open n shouts " OH shit!" he runs out and sees khushi walkig away in anger! " khushi... Khushi" he shouted her name so that she stops! Khushi started walking away untill he ran to her and pulled her towards him " khushi please ek minute atleast listen to me!" he pleaded " haath choro! " she shouted " khushi... Khushi mein... Tumhe dard nahin dena chata" he pleaded, hearing this khushi lost her temper an pushed him away and shouted " dars nahin dena chate!? Ap kisse bewaqoof bana rahe ho mr raizada! Jab se ap humare zindagi mein aye tab se apne sirf dard hi toh diya hai humein! Ap ne wahi kiya jo apko sahi laga! Sheesh mahel mein apko laga ke hum koi jasoos hain! Toh apne humein zabardasti wahan band kardiya! Jiske waje se hamare jiji ki shadi toot gaye! Apko pata laga ke hamari sagai hogaye! Tab bhi galat hum the! Pyaar ap humse karne lage! Payal apne hamara apne paas raka aur jab jawab manga toh wahan bhi gatiya gira hua hum sabot hue! Uss din apne shyam ke saath humein dekh kar yeh dekh liye unno ne humein gale lagaya! Lekin kya apne yeh dekhne ki koshish ki humein zabardasti gale laga rahe the! Aur apne yahan bhi hum galat samja aur humein hamari jiji ki shadi ki vasta deh kar shadi kardi! Apne hamesha wahi kiya! Jo apne chaha! MEIN MEIN MEIN! hamesha sirf apne bare mein socha!" she shouted leaving him guilty! Untill she wanted to walk away n he held her hand from het bangles to stop her buh instead he hurt her again n her hand start bleeding! He held her hand to stop bleeding untill khushi took her hand away n shouted " baas mr raizada! Hum mautaj nahin hain apke! Apko ek baat pata hai! Ap mein aur uss insaan mein koi farq nahin! Usne sab kuch jan kar hamare achai! Humse khela! Aur apne bina kuch jaane hamare zindagi se kilwar kardi! Lekin hum koi khilona nahin! Jab chaha toh apna liya! Khel liya aur phir fek diya! Humein pata hai! Humne kaha inn do maiyno mein hum shayad apke pass wapas ajaye! Iss shadi ko bachalenge! Lekin ab hum yahon issi waqt yeh shadi torte hain! " hearing this his life shook! It was like some1 stabbed him ! " nahin .. Nahin khushi dekho! Mein .. Mein manta meine jo kiya galat kiya! Aur tum jo bhi saza do mujhe mumkin hai! Lekin.. " he pleaded! " khushi tum.. Tum jo bhi kahoge! Mujhe manzoor hai! Mujhe.. Mujhe maro! Tapad maro! Gali do! Kuch bhi! Lekin .. Lekin tumse doori ! Nahin khushi!" he cried holding her hand tight! " iss galti ki itni bari saZa nahin please" untill khushi couldn't take it any more n pushed him away and shouted " 5 months 2 hafte pehle! Apne apni zid puri karne ke liye! Mujhe saza dene ke liye! Mere gale mein yeh mangal sutra jo har shadi shooda aurat ke liye uski zindagi hoti hai! Lekin apke wajhe se yeh ek fansi ka panda hai mere liye! Aur ab mein khud apne ap ko iss pande se aazad karoongi! " she breaks the mangalsutra from her neck which left arnav shocked! It was like he was dieing standing there! " aur yeh sindoor! Yeh bhi suhag ki nishani hoti hai! Jab yeh rishta hi nahin raha toh iss sindoor ka mein kya karoon! " and she wiped the sindoor! This was like a slap on his face! " apne hi kaha na ke apne humse iss liye shadi ki ke ap humein pal pal tadapta dekhe! Kyunke ap humse nafrat karte hain! Aaj hum apko kehte hai! Hamare liye ap marchuke hain! Kyunke hum sirf aur sirf apse nafrat karte hain! Nafrat!" her last words echoed in his ears like some1 is giving him slow dead with non stop torture! She threw her mangalsutra and walked away from there!
He stood there on the middle of the road it was like he no more belongs to this world! It was like he is there but his heart is no more where it should be! Untilll cars behind him started horning ! But he didnt care that he was blocking the road! Untill his eyes spots yhe mangalsutra she threw on his face n walked away! He broke down taking thw mangalsutra in his palm * flashback of all their moments were non stop running his head! He couldnt take these memories anymore as it reminded him of her no more being with him and he just held his head and screamed! Shouting like some1 was taking his soul away! He cried holding the mangalsutra!
Untill akaash's car passed by and sees the crowd and leaves the car and sees ASR on the middle of the road! And hit him so hard! Akaash shouted his name and ran to him n sat next to him trying to bring him bk to his sense! Akaash ha teary eye cuz this is not his brother! He is not arnav singh raizada to give up his life! He hugged him tight n cried " bhai ! Bhai kyun kar rahe ho ap aise! Bhai apko iss halat mein nahin deksakta! Bhai! ... Khushi ji... " he said " khushi ji... Bhai usne kuch kaha?" untill he spots the mangalsutra! N asks " bhai.. Bhai yeh ... Yeh kya hai! " this is whn arnav hugged him hard n cried " she left me! Usne sahi kaha! I dont deserve her! Meine sirf usse takleef di hai! Aur aaj usne wob sara dard aur takleef mujhe deh kar chali gaye! " he cried! Akaash was shattered seeing his brother helpless for a gurl who in no time became his life! " bhai ... Sab dekh rahe ap.. Ap ghar chalo!" he helped him up and told the driver to bring arnavs car at home n he will drive his car.
The man who was meant to be heartless ! Ruthless ! Man with no feelings is now sitting helpless! They say love changes your life! He didnt know love will kill him inside!
He sat in the car remembering anjali's words " jab tumhe pyaar hoga! Toh uske bina har pal chubta hai! Aur agar woh 1 second ke liye kaheen chali jaye toh takleef hoti hai. Aur jab woh tumhe chor ke chali jayegi toh aisa lage ga jaise ke koi tumse tumhari zindagi chin raha hai! ... Kahin dair na hojaye uss pehle usse bata do" these words were echoing in his minds! He regretted not telling her before how much she meant for him!
Mann Jagge Sari Raat
Mera Deewana,
Mann Maane Na Yeh Baat
Ki Woh Tha Begana
Mann Jagge Sari Raat
Mera Deewana,
Mann Maane Na Yeh Baat
Ki Woh Tha Begana ( how when she was with him he didnt know her value untill today when she walked away from hia life)
Hai Khud Se Hi Khafa Khafa
Kya Chahiye Nahi Pata 'Bawara (he was just lost like he no more belongs here)
Paya Woh Na Chaha
Chaha Woh Na Paya
Jiske Peeche Bhage Woh Saya Hai Besaya
( how he always wanted her and whn he got him, he broke her into pieces and when now she is no more there for him, he is cursing his life)
Kya Kya Raste Dhoondhe
Kya Kya Dukh Na Paya
Per Saaya Thehera Saya
Ke Haathon Mein Na Aaya
( how he tried everything to win her back but instead she left him shattered for living a life of guilt)
Koi Subah Jo Mein Uthun
Mujhe Agar Mile Sukun Bawra
( how even tho their marriage was a
Contract yet there use to be smile on his face seeing her everyday!)
Ginta Rehta Taare
Loutun Mein Angareiin
Khud Lagta Beehdta Yeh Jag Ko Thokar Marein
(how he left hope of living and now wants nothing from this life as his life just walkes away leaving him there)
Kheeche Kheenche Baithe
Baithe Baithe Bhaage
Na Sunta Khud Ke Aage
Yeh Pagal Ho Gaya
( akaash kept talking to him but he was just quite! He didnt cry nor spoke but his pain was in his eyes)
Paya Woh Na Chaha
Chaha Woh Na Paya
Jiske Peeche Bhage Woh Saya Hai Besaya
Kya Kya Raste Dhoondhe
Kya Kya Dukh Na Paya
Per Saaya Thehera Saya
Ke Haathon Mein Na Aaya
Hai Zingadi Muhal Kyun
Bana Liya Yeh Haal Kyun Bata
Uljha Uljha Rehta
Na Sunta Na Kuch Kehta
Suni Suni Aankhon Se Reh Reh Pani Behta
( thinking of how she threw her mangalsutra and walked away from his life leaving him shattered)
Tutte Saare Naate
Haara Mein Samjhate
Beechde Dil Aur Saathi Kyun Vaapas Nahi Aate
(one khushi was like all that mattered for him where anjali kept calling n he didnt even realize! Or else he would always answer her fone but it was like no1 else mattered for him anymore)
Yeh Dard Kyun
Yeh Pyaas Kyun
Bina Tere Udaas Kyun
Yeh Ranj Kyun
Talash Kyun
Bataaa Baawara ( he just cried blamong his life! His anger on himself was just rising how he bought all this pain in his life by throwing his soul away , khushi)
Thandhi Aahein Bharke
Jeeta Hai Mar Mar Ke
Pyaasa Reh Gaya Hai
Yeh Dariya Se Guzar Se
Dhoke Se Nazar Ke
Jhoke Se Umar Ke
Ret Ke Mahal Sa
Reh Gaya Hai Peeghal Ke
Mannn Jaage
Jage Jaage
Mannn ( he didnt realize when shanti nivan reached and wod help of akaash he was taken in leaving payal and anjali shocked seeing him in this situation )
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guys there will be 1 more part :) ! and that will be the last part of this OS :) !
-Manal
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
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