WHY IS ASR SCARED?

.. Why is ASR scared to admit to even himself that he loves KKG... He knows that KKG is so different from others.. An ordinary girl like her has challenged him right from the time they met... Although he hates people who argue with him, who try to question him about his actions ... KKGs courage is what attracts him subconsciously... One moment he is totally in love with her.. The next moment, his actions are completely opposite... Why is he so confused??? HE knows KKG is not a type of girl who will just play around and then he can just use and throw her out of his life... He knows her views on relationships... how much marriage means to her.. He has a problem if she is engaged to someone else... He is jealous if she has fun conversation with NK.. He runs behind an ambulance all worried for KKG.. Gifts her bangles... But still he cannot admit to even himself that he loves her.. What will KKG do ???? Common she cannot wait for him all her life just to admit.. N after the Diwali night fiasco... The way he ill treated her.. insulted her.. I wonder how she has forgotten all that...