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Posted: 13 years ago

i am not good at words (many in forum know that)but i am trying to write i felt when i saw the episode

Bejaan Dil Ko

Bejaan Dil Ko
Bejaan Dil Ko Tere Ishq Ne Zinda Kiya
Phir Tere Ishq Ne Hi Is Dil Ko Tabah Kiya

i was a kind of person who never let anyone near my heart

it was a place which was lifeless and never had got the beautiful thing called love

and one day khushi came to my life

she made my heart weak which irritate me but still i could never let her go

she brought such feelings in my heart which was unknown to me and and brought my heart to life giving a new meaning to me even though i never admitted it

but the same love of hers has given me unbearable pain as soon as i realized that i might not see her ever again

even though i hurted her ,kept her away from me

but in my wildest dreams i never imagined that something will happen to her

Tadap Tadapke Is Dil Se Aah Nikalti Rahi Hai
Mujhko Saza Di Pyaar Ki Aisa Kya Gunaah Kiya
To Lut Gaye Haan Lut Gaye
To Lut Gaye Hum Teri Mohabbat Mein

it killed me ,it made my breath go away when i saw the ambulance leaving

taking my khushi with it...not giving a chance to see her if she is alright ...

the fear of her leaving me made me shiver in pain, the pain so worse that the pain which the broken bangle was giving me is nothing in comparision

what was i before and what have i become now

this love had made him helpless that he couldnt do anything

Ajab Hai Ishq Yaara
Pal Do Pal Ki Khushiyaan
Gam Ke Khazaane Milte Hain
Milti Hai Tanhaiyaan
Kabhi Aansoon Kabhi Aahein
Kabhi Shikve Kabhi Naalein
Tera Chehra Nazar Aaye
Tera Chehra Nazar Aaye Mujhe Din Ke Ujaalon Mein
Teri Yaadein Tadpayein
Teri Yaadein Tadpayein Raaton Ke Andheron Mein
Tera Chehra Nazar Aaye
Machal Machalke Is Dil Se Aah Nikalti Rahi Hai
Mujhko Saza Di Pyaar Ki Aisa Kya Gunaah Kiya
To Lut Gaye Haan Lut Gaye
To Lut Gaye Hum Teri Mohabbat Mein

i never understood love ,it gave me happiness as well as sadness

it gave me tears it gave me joy

i can only think of her face when i told her she doesnt mean anything in my life

it wont make any difference if she is there or not

how wrong was i

how could i say such a thing

because i very well know if something happens to her i wont be able to bear it

in this darkness of the night only her memories r haunting me and the fear that i will never see her smile again

why did i get a punishment of loving someone so much

did i do a mistake not to keep her close to my heart

so that no harm comes to her

was that the mistake i made

Agar Mile Khuda To
Poochhoonga Khudaya
Jism Mujhe Deke Mitti Ka
Sheeshay Sa Dil Kyon Banaya
Aur Us Pe Diya Fitrat
Ke Woh Karta Hai Mohabbat
Wah Re Wah Teri Kudrat
Wah Re Wah Teri Kudrat Us Pe De Diya Kismat
Kabhi Hai Milan Kabhi Furqat
Kabhi Hai Milan Kabhi Furqat Hai Yehi Kya Vo Mohabbat
Wah Re Wah Teri Kudrat
Sisak Sisakke Is Dil Se Aah Nikalti Rahi Hai
Mujhko Saza Di Pyaar Ki Aisa Kya Gunaah Kiya
To Lut Gaye Haan Lut Gaye
To Lut Gaye Hum Teri Mohabbat Mein

i never believed in god

but why does he do all the time the same thing with me

first he took my parents and when i lost all the hope he sent khushi in my life and brought life to my heart

and know taking her away and giving me pain once again

is this the punishment for me for not beliving in him or is it the punishment that i did a wrong thing by loving her

it pains to see her go away

if u r there then bring her back and i would promise to go through any pain

Edited by sushups - 13 years ago