Ab kya boloon main?
A simple statement of one of my friends that my little brother reminds her of Arnav from Iss Pyaar Ko made me both scoff and curious about what this fuss is all about.
And then, there was no turning back.
Given, I saw him on YT after IPK was pulled off air, but the effect he had upon me is something I can never forget.
I was a whole freaking 19 when I first saw him and bloody hell, I still remember the way my frown turned to an awed expression the moment ASR slammed his chachu and bought back the Seesh Mahal.
It took me 4 months to juggle between my University and my home to finish watching the entire 1.5-ish year telecast of IPK. And I couldn't for the love of my life understand how I could get so damn addcited, that too for an Indian soap!
Me, a 'soap? What crap' girl was/still is fan-girling over a guy from an Indian soap. Oh, the irony!
It is not like I dint have any crushes prior to Barun. Hell no. I do have a fair share of them, some of whom I still admire even to this day.
As an avid reader, I always read that heatening up of the skin, the mushy feeling inside of you, the somersault in your stomach, the little hike of your heart-beat..these hapen when you are effected. But that never happened to me.
Until..
A certain Mr.Sobti enacted ASR who decided to shed his silence and get on the floor and f**king dance alongside the meek little girl he claimed he hates.
That Teri-Meri dance had me all gaping and mushy.
And when he pulled her for a peck a few episodes later, Jesus Christ! I had my heart flip. And then when he smiled smug minutes after that, my ckeeks freaking heated up. I swear, coz, I cupped my cheeks and they were warm.
I still remember my first blush, oh so clearly.
And the rest...is history!
No other person, before or ever since, has managed to effect me on this note.
I do smirk and smile and awe and all that but..Barun has this natural power that makes you (or atleast me) connected with whatever he does on an altogether different note.
And once I knew that this guy is gonna be on my list for a real long time, I searched for his info.
And with every article I read, be that about him, his journey to the industry, his childhood, his life before acting, and more so his *touchwood* love life...he has become more than just a person I crush upon.
Its like...over the years, he's become a part of my people. Like...everything he does, achieves or says feels like a personal achievement.
The admiration, adoration, respect, awe and pride I feel for this guy, is almost unparallel, coz hell, he doesnt even know I exist.
It is such a contrary to the person I am in real life.
You know, the suave, confident, mature, um..she knows what she is doing kinda woman.
But, when it comes to Barun, there's this side of me that leaves me otherwise in laughter. I just go crazy. Stalk all the news there ever is upon him, umm..share the stuff with people who are aware of my this craziness..
Its so bizzare. And yet, endearing.
It is almost subliminal and inevitable?
Coz, over the years I realized that...this gus has made me love him not only for his work, but also for the amazing person he innately is.
He's super talented, has thousands of people spread over countries that go crazy for him..and yet, he's all down to earth.
His priorities are always clear, on his sleve and pure.
He's funny, he's goofy, he's mature, he knows what he wants, what he does...
There is something really endearing about the way Barun looks at and lives and takes life in general.
And if given a chance, I'd keep posting every single post of this thread, pro'lly. And just go on and on and wouldn't stop.
That's how much..I adore him.
Amd my support...shall always be for him, with him. Its unconditional and incorrigible.
Yeah, I'm a phanki. A Sobtian and I am pretty much psyched and proud of it.
And I'm uber gald that this Admiration Thread has been opened, coz, hell yeah! I'm gonna go ballastic in here!
P.S:
My Mom states that Barun is effing hot.
My Dad states that he's one promising actor and that I h=made a great choice of fan0girling him.
My brother was like..wow, he looks like a beast. (the positive way)
And I'm like...Yeah, he's amazing.
Edited by Chaverah_TFC - 8 years ago
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