Ah finally...was secretly waiting for this 😳
''I'm scared'' - One of the many emotions a human can feel. There is a deeper meaning to the word 'scared'; it can be the anxiety, the uncertainty, a void, blankness or the darkness.
This coming from the Great Wall of Shivaay Singh Oberoi is a big thing, because this has never expressed himself. The only thing he knew to express was his taadi, his arrogance, his attitude, his power...and the love for his family, especially his brothers. But every other 'soft' emotion and feeling for someone outside his inner circle did not exist in his book of life. Until he met her...Anika.
A girl that turned his well organized life, and heart, upside down. He tried to fight it, tried to win his mind over his heart, but one can't fight the heart...not even the great SSO. After a long turmoil, he finally lost and his heart won and today, that girl has become his wall, his protecter, his shield, his pillar.
''I'm scared'' - is Shivaay expressing himself in the most fragile way. His tears may be the result of allowing his feelings and emotions to the foreground, but actually expressing himself with this exact words, shows that even the greatest walls have their moment of weakness, their moment of fears, their moment of anxiety and uncertainty. Because that is what this man is feeling now; unaware of how his life, his family's life will move on from now. Everything used to be under control, but not anymore and that scares the shit out of him. Totally understandable and very human too!
But that girl will always be on his side, no matter what. Anika, the girl he married in the most inhuman way, is here to be his strength, to hold is hand and walk with him in every direction he goes. Her support, care and love has touched his heart so deeply that without hesitation, he allows himself to show his fragile side and to express his deepest emotion... ''I'm scared''.
You have put it beautifully in words how Anika stands by him despite of not knowing what is on his mind, regardless of knowing why he is doing all this. Wonderful scene of their first day in their new house of their new life. Indeed, as long as they have each other they will tackle and conquer whatever problem life will give them. They will face all of it and become even stronger.
Thank you for this Mushfika. You have been damn busy, but despite of all that you managed to deliver yet another great piece. Please do not doubt yourself, because you were good and you have become even better. Writing is in your blood, so write whenever you feel like, no pressure 😊
Thanks again; this was much needed for all of us 👏
Edited by metoyou - 7 years ago
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