Chulbul VS. Dilpreet
"Aap aisa kaise kar sakte hai hamare sath Omkara Ji? Guari backed away many steps from him until she felt she was at enough distance from him. Her raged eyes shot up at him, tears threatening to fall down at any moment. He had fooled her? Well he indeed had. He wasn't any Dilpreet who was in need of a shelter but her Omkara Ji who was there for the reasons she couldn't understand.
"Gauri tum misunderstand kar rahi ho. Let me explain. Om said moving towards her but was stopped by Gauri's palm indication of not coming any near to her. He looked at her helplessly as she visibly seemed cheated, betrayed and more, hurt which caused him a sharp pain in his heart. He did not want to hurt her, did he? He just wanted to apologize and make up for the mistakes he had done in the past but he did not know that Dilpreet's truth would come out this way in front of her.
His every mask, every facade came off with his pretended self falling down with whatever makeover he had taken to be Dilpreet. Unfortunately Gauri was right there to witness Dilpreet turning out to be Omkara Ji.
"Kya explain karenge aap? Ki aapne hame kaise dhokha diya? Kaise bevkoof banaya? Wo sab chhodiye. Hame to samajh hi nahi aa raha ke aapne ye sab kiya kyu. Aap to hamse...
"Tumhare liye kiya Gauri. Tumse mafi mangne ke liye kiya.
"Kis kis galti ki mafi mangege aap Omkara Ji. Gauri mocked painfully clutching her heart. For the first time, she was being so frank to him about what damage he had done to her. He had every time, every single time ripped her soul tearing it in such a fine pieces that now it was not possible for her to be whole again.
Omkara glanced at her shaking self, feeling too low of himself for making the cheerful lady turn into a miserable one. He felt defeated. He was there to win her heart, to give her every happiness she deserved but like always, he couldn't manage anything else but again brought those tears in her eyes.
Gauri still wasnt able to digest the fact that Dilpreet was Omkara. "Gauri I am sorry. I know maine bohot galtiya ki hai jiski shayad koi mafi bhi nahi hai. Maine tumhe bohot dukh pohochaya hai. Mai dil se mafi mangta hu Gauri.
"Omkara Ji, agar aap dil se mafi mangna chahte to hame aise dhokhe me nahi rakhte. Gauri was far too hurt to think beyond that only. She was lost in a zone where she failed to understand any other thing.
"Tum bhi to Chulbul bani thi na Gauri. Omkara did not know where it came from but it just did. He was trying to reason her.
Gauri gave him a long stare for several minutes. "Farak hai Omkara Ji. Hamne aapko dhokha nahi diya tha. Hame to pta bhi nhi that ke aap hame waha milenge. Ham to bas hamara kaam kar rahe the. Aur bad me ham mante hai, ham ruke waha - Chulbul wala drama bhi kiya lekin kis ke liye? Hamare liye? Nahi Omkara Ji. Sirf aur sirf aapko uss Swetlana se bachane ke liye. Chulbul ke roop me Gauri nahi thi Omkara Ji Jo aake kareeb ana chahti thi. Farak ye hai Omkara Ji, Ke Chulbul Gauri ke liye nahi Omkara Ji ke liye bana tha aur Dilpreet ko, Omkara Ji aapne apne matlab ke vajah banaya.
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This isn't good, I know. Even I am wondering what and why have I written. Anyways, share your thoughts if you have any.
I am sorry about not continuing my RiKara FF. My ShivIka readers know that I have been diagnosis with a serious disease. So I don't think I can write under burden of ongoing ffs. I write only when I feel like doing so because that is also one distraction in this sickness.
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