My battery is gonna die soon so need to finish it off. The best part is Billu was blushing today. * Wohooo*
Love yaa Billuji and I better not hear something about my Billuji !
Clear everybody ? š ā¤ļø
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Added: I have been so overwhelmed by emotions yesterday that I didn't even notice what I was posting and just went with my feelings. So I am adding something from a very special person in the forum who also happens to be a wonderful writer and can probably explain my feelings better than what I have posted.
Originally posted by: LoveToWrite
Shivaay Singh Oberoi won me yesterday. He absolutely didā¤ļøSomehow, I could never connect with his character right from the FM track because those things were unacceptable for me as a person. I don't why I everytime went on relating it with reality despite of knowing it's a fiction where anything can happen but still... I simply disliked him after then because each time, I imagined - would I forgive anyone if someone does the same to me? I know it doesn't make sense but I guess this is how many people are, with serials. They get involved so much that they start imagining it to be nothing but a real scenario and that's exactly what I did. I appreciate NM from the bottom of my heart. Respect for the man - because he indeed had brought SSO's character to life. I still remember why I joined this forum - because this man's eyes, words of assurance even when he wasn't in love with the lady, that one hug hiding her in his arms - had fascinated me enough to sign up for this show. I had absolutely adored him and his ways of protecting his loved ones. I had undoubtedly criticized/disliked him when he forced a girl for a marriage, of course to protect his family's reputation and for whatever reasons - but wrong is wrong and nothing can justify that. I remember my eyes had misted for this man when he was vulnerably helpless. I remember, I was so, so angry on him when he had thrown divorce papers on his wife's face. Every emotion - every damn emotion he was intended to portray - he did and he did so well, that it brought out the reactions expected after his actions. Now that is what, we call the achievement of the actoršAh my heart went out for this man when he was literally broken yet standing, with his feet fixed on the ground. A truth - he could never imagine in his wildest dreams had shaken him inside out. His mother - who was above everybody else for him like a mother is, for every child - had revealed a few things which were the main cause behind his broken marriage. Forget about it for a moment - the fact that she had called him - a najayaj, not her son for whatever reasons - was something which had left him with a weirdly unexplainable feeling his heart. That ache won't go away soon. That won'tAnd now it comes - Mrs. Pinky Singh Oberoi and not 'Maa' or 'Mom'. That must have hurt - to him and to the person he called, as well.ššThe most heartbreaking scene for me was - when he was telling everybody - that she is not his mother, she cannot be.šAnika again, did a beautiful portrayal yesterday but this is meant to be only for Shivaay so won't get to heršAh, he stole my heart in the confession sceneš¤He really did. I am not sure if I have mentioned it but I have been crazy for only two shows so far, and only one in Hindi and it was Swaragini. Nobody could mean as much as Sanskar did, to me and no confession scene could match to his level, for me but yesterday's ShivIka's confession scene wasThis man has truly risen so much. The growth of the character has to be appreciatedā¤ļøThe journey from being someone who insulted the one he had liked for the sake of NKK to being someone who says for the one he loved - Mujhe uspar bhi fakr hai aur uska hone par bhiBeautiful. Just beautiful.ā¤ļøTo the writer of the show - Did not appreciate you many times but yesterday's episode was onešEverything, like every single thing was so good that I couldnt help but look at my TV screen without blinking eyes despite of being severelysick. Now that... is your achievement.
Thank you so much Harshada for allowing me to post this and putting the stuff I couldn't so well ā¤ļø I have posted her reply especially because she was one person I know who was as upset or disappointed as me by Shivaay. There was this one thing I guess that was stopping us from completely forgiving Shivaay from the forced marriage. But it's wonderful how perceptions change and it really has changed for me and Harshada.
Hugs to Harshada for this š¤ š¤
Guys thank you all for the replies and love !
Billuji really appreciates all this
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