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Fresh Start
"Finally mission accomplish chubul bhabhi Rudra hi5 Gauri excitedly. "Humne kar dikhya Rudy Bhaiya, bade bhaiya aur bhajayi ek hogye." Gauri said while jumping in happiness. "Abhi kha abhi tho shif shaadi Rokha hai, woh abhi ek nahi hue, Delhi abhi dur hai don't you think." Om said pointing toward Shivika who again start their argument.
"Look Anika! I only save you because that Vikram is not a nice guy, you won't be happy with him, isse jyaada kuch nahi. Mujhe kuch farak nahi padta agar tum kisi aur ache ladke se shaadi karti thi" Shivaay said with attitude. He won't going to bend it's should be her. "Acha agar aap ko koyi farak nahi padta tho aap ko kyu farak pada Vikram acha tha ya nahi, bura tha bhi tho aap ko kya?" Anika taunt him in equal tasan.
Om Gauri and Rudra just look at them with open mouth."Yeh dono ka na kuch nahi hosakta. Intna mehent kiya yeh logo ke liye but yeh log firse fight kar rahe hai." Rudra said with crying face. "Arre rudy bhaiya humre planning fail nahi hua humko pata hai abhi dono lad rahe hai but aapas mein khulkar baat tho kar rahe hai. Humko lagta hai humko inko akela chod dena chahiye." She told both the brothers. All three they left them alone to talk with each other.
"Kyu ki mujhe tumhari fikar hai" he said softly which soften Anika too. "Aap ko meri fikar hai she said softly "Ha mujhe tumhari fikar hai but tumko meri nahi. Agar hoti tho tum mujhe chodkar nahi jati Anika he said in disappointing tone which break Anika's heart. "Fikar thi tabhi chodkar gyi thi." She said in inaudible voice. "Kya kaha tumne? He ask her "mein chod kar nahi gyi thi shivaay aapne
mujhe ghar se zalil karke nikala tha" "Uske liye tumne mujhe majboor kiya tha
Anika" "Kya mene aap ko intna majboor kiya tha ke aap ne mujhe yese Nikala?" She asked him which make him speechless for sec. "Tumhe pata hai mere liye meri family mere bhai kitne important hai" He go near her and hold her hand "Anika tum mujhe sach kyu nahi batadeti? Fir sab kuch thik hogyega" He ask her
helplessly. "Aap mujhe bina sach ke kyu nahi apna sakte?" she reply with same
tone. "Mere liye sach jaana important hai." he answer her. "Aap ke liye sab kuch important hai shivaay shif mein nahi" she said in painful voice. "Agar important nahi hoti tho tumko save karne nahi kabi nahi aata." He jerks her close toward him. "Anika tumko mujhe sab kuch sach batana hi hoga "Mein aap ko kuch nahi bata sakti shivaay, Please kya aap woh ek din nahi bula sakte jho teen mahine pahle hua. Kya woh ek din intna bada tha jho mere yitne mahene kye mere pyaar par bari padgya?" she said emotionally. "Anika... he wants to continue but she cup his face in her hand. "Shivaay please kya hum sab kuch bolakar ek nahi suruwat nahi kar sakte? She asks softly. "Ek fresh start, jispar ateet ki parchayi na ho"
mujhe ghar se zalil karke nikala tha" "Uske liye tumne mujhe majboor kiya tha
Anika" "Kya mene aap ko intna majboor kiya tha ke aap ne mujhe yese Nikala?" She asked him which make him speechless for sec. "Tumhe pata hai mere liye meri family mere bhai kitne important hai" He go near her and hold her hand "Anika tum mujhe sach kyu nahi batadeti? Fir sab kuch thik hogyega" He ask her
helplessly. "Aap mujhe bina sach ke kyu nahi apna sakte?" she reply with same
tone. "Mere liye sach jaana important hai." he answer her. "Aap ke liye sab kuch important hai shivaay shif mein nahi" she said in painful voice. "Agar important nahi hoti tho tumko save karne nahi kabi nahi aata." He jerks her close toward him. "Anika tumko mujhe sab kuch sach batana hi hoga "Mein aap ko kuch nahi bata sakti shivaay, Please kya aap woh ek din nahi bula sakte jho teen mahine pahle hua. Kya woh ek din intna bada tha jho mere yitne mahene kye mere pyaar par bari padgya?" she said emotionally. "Anika... he wants to continue but she cup his face in her hand. "Shivaay please kya hum sab kuch bolakar ek nahi suruwat nahi kar sakte? She asks softly. "Ek fresh start, jispar ateet ki parchayi na ho"
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All three of them sat on chair. Rudra is making sad face "Rudy bhaiya aap abhi tak tension le rahe ho? Aap jyaada chita mat karo. Bade bhaiya ne bhujayi ka shaadi ko rokha usko bachane ke liye gye inska matlab usko bhajayi se pyaar hai parba hai." She tries to make him feel better. "Gauri yeh sab ko pata hai kud Shivaay and Bhabhi ko bhi ke woh ek dusre se pyaar karte hai but gaadi ek hi point pe aake ruk gyi. Who ek dusre ke point ko samjne ki koshish nahi kar rahe hai. Dono ko kud sahi and dusra galat lag raha." Omkara tries to explain her current situation.
"Hum jante hai Omkaraji par yeh abhi unki beech ki baat hai. Humra kaam yahi tak tha. Humra kaam tha gaadi ko repair kana jho humne kiya abhi yeh inko taye karna hai apni zindgi ki gaadi ko start karna hai ya nahi. Aap ne hi kaha tha koyi bhi Rista tabhi chalta hai jab do log usko nibna chahiye. Humko ache se pata hai kiske ya koyi bhi riste ko kaha tak dhaka dena chahiye aur kab usko kismat aur woh do logke beech chod dena chahiye."
"Wow,Chubul bhabhi aap kitni deep baate karte ho and jho samj mein bhi aata hai, O kuch sikho aap chubul bhahbi se deep baate kese karte hai jho dusro ke samj me bhi aagye. Rudra taunt Om. Om just rolls his eyes at his remark. Gauri gave her smile to him."Jab ki humra kaam pura hogya hai aur mein bahut thak gya hu tho tho mein sone ja raha hu.Good night Bhabhi good night O. He leaves for his room.
Gauri also turn to leave but Om hold her wrist to stop her. "kaha ja rahi ho. He asks her softly."Kamre me" she answer while turning toward him. "Abhi sab khatam hogya hai.Jese tumne bola tha. Now yours, mine and ours work is done. Our duty is over." He said leaving her wrist from his hold. "Ha!sab khatam hogya hai, merakaam jiske liye mein yaha aayi thi. Abhi mujhe jana chahiye mein karme me bhiisi liye jaa rahi thi kyu ki mujhe packing karna tha. Gauri said with smile. "Gauri... "She didn't let him finish. "Aap ko bhi lagne laga hoga kitni beshram ladki hai har bar bolti hai ja rahi hu par firse MU uthakar bapas aajati hai She laugh at herself. "Aap tension mat le jiye Omkara ji Iss bar hum bapas nahi ane wala kiske liye bhi nahi bahu ki tara bhi nahi kyu ki agar aap ke shaat hi mera koyi rista nahi tho yeh ghar ke shaat humra konsa Rista. Hum..." "shhh ... he keep his finger on her lips which make her shut.
"Chup kitna bolti ho tum" she blink her eyes. "Meri puri baat tho sunlo mein kya kahena chata hu. Gauri mein tumse pahle bhi baat karna chahta tha mere bareme tumhare barme humre bareme but tumne kaha time nahi hai but abhi bikul sahi time hai apne liye baat karne ke liye." "Kuch bolgi nahi?" He took out his finger from her lip. "Kya baat karni hai thi aap ko Omkaraji humri baat tho tabi khatam hogyi thi jab aapne humri sahi jhaga baati thi apne life me. She said in her heavily voice and trying to wipe her tears from her Conner of eyes.
"Whatever I said thattime is just my frustration and anger toward myself. You are continually asking about your place in life while I was so confuse. I tried Gauri I truly tried to forget past but jho mene apne aakho se dekha usko mein kese... He close his eyes and take a deep breath he open his eyes and slowly hold her hand and make her sit chair and he sat on his knee but Now I understand hamesa aakho dekhi baat sach nahi hoti. Mein galat tha meri soch galat tha tho mene tumhe bhi
galat soch liye. I know mujhe koyi haq nahi hai bina saari baat jane kisiko bhi
judge karne ka but mein yesa hi hu. I know my flaws and I am not trying to
justify myself. Mujhe pata hai mene tumhare shaat jesa bartab kiya who galat
tha jho shabd(word) bole who galat tha and I am sorry really sorry. Please
mujhe maaf kardo Gauri." Tears are making ways form his eyes and he holds his ears which melt her heart. She holds his hand and nods her head in negative.
galat soch liye. I know mujhe koyi haq nahi hai bina saari baat jane kisiko bhi
judge karne ka but mein yesa hi hu. I know my flaws and I am not trying to
justify myself. Mujhe pata hai mene tumhare shaat jesa bartab kiya who galat
tha jho shabd(word) bole who galat tha and I am sorry really sorry. Please
mujhe maaf kardo Gauri." Tears are making ways form his eyes and he holds his ears which melt her heart. She holds his hand and nods her head in negative.
"Omkaraji aap ko humse maafi mangne ki kyu jarurt nahi hai. Hum ko koyi haq hi nahi hai aap se khafa hone ka. Aap ne tho wohi bola jho aap humre barme sochte the. Ulta hum aap ke aabari hai aapne hume humra sahi jaga dikha diya kuch pal ke khushi mein hum yeh bhool gye the ke aap hume apni pati nahi mante par giri hue aurta mante hai. Aapne tho humko humre sapne se jagya hai Omkaraji, sapana kitna bhi hashin ho par woh sapana hota hai aur humko hakikat mein rehena padta hai." She said with moist eyes and cracking voice. Which break his heart to know how much he breaks her from inside? Every girl has some dream and wish from marriage. He uses to tell same to his brother but now he himself is the reason of broken dream. He can never forgive himself for this but he wants to make everything all right. Makes her happy who is responsible for his family's happiness. She is his responsibilities. Making her happy is his duty. He wants to fulfill every wishes of her and feel her life with dreams once again not just for her
but for him too. He don't know what he feels for her is love or just attraction. But she became his habit a beautiful habit. He likes to hear bell ring which she use every morning for prey. He loves her glucose wali biscuit. He likes to correct her ssarma to Sharma. He loves to tease her when her plans backfire. He likes when she called her Jatadari hippie or nandi.
but for him too. He don't know what he feels for her is love or just attraction. But she became his habit a beautiful habit. He likes to hear bell ring which she use every morning for prey. He loves her glucose wali biscuit. He likes to correct her ssarma to Sharma. He loves to tease her when her plans backfire. He likes when she called her Jatadari hippie or nandi.
"Gauri I know hum past ko change nahi kar sakte but kya hum usko bhukar ek nayi suruwat nahi kar sakte? I know what I am asking from you is very big thing sayad tum mujhe ko kabhi maaf nahi karpaogi but ek last chance nahi de sakte hum ek dusre ko?" He asks her hopefully.
"Kis buniyat par omkaraji?" she continue "Pati Patni ke rista ki buniyad viswas(trust), samaan(respect) aur prem(love) hota hai. Aur aap ke pass humko dene ke liye kuch nahi hai Omkaraji aap hum pe viswaas karte nahi ho. Omkaraji aur aap ki nazar mein hum kya hai use pata chalta hai aap hum ko kitna samaan dete ho. Aur prem she chuckle herself woh tho aapne humse kabhi kiya nahi omkaraji. Koyi bhi Rista ek tarfa nahi chal sakta tho kis buniyad par hum ek dusre ko last chance de?" she ask different question but impact is same which make her
speechless again. She is not hoping for any answer because she knows he won't
able to. She turn and starts to leave but his voice stop her.
able to. She turn and starts to leave but his voice stop her.
"I know humre Riste ka koyi buniyad nahi hai but hum dono mikar bana tho sakte hai na?" she again turn toward him. He came closer "I know I don't trust your plan. Mujhe pata hota hai kuch na kuch garbad hone wala hai but firbhi tumhare har plan ko support karta hu.Kyu ki mein tum hai trust karta hu. Mujhe pata hai plan kitne bhi attpataa ho but end mein tum sab kuch thik kardogi. Agar trust nahi kartna na tho kabi nahi manta ke tum pregnant ho just because tumne bhawan ke samne ne kasam khaya but mujhe pata hai tum kabi bhawan ke jhooti kasam nahi kha sakti. You know I started to feel connected toward that baby jho tha bhi nahi kyu ki tumne mujhe kaha woh baby mera hai tho bolo ke mein tum par trust nahi karta?" Which hit hard yes she lie about for his safety but in that process she hurt him too. She start having flashback of that time when he used to read baby care book when he took careher. He trust her words because she fake swear of god. She knows she didn't fake just twisted word but for him that's her word and he trust her.
"I know mene tumko jhogusse mein bola woh bahut bura use sayad tumko laga hoga mein tumhara respect nahi karta but yesa nahi hai Gauri. I respect you agar nahi karta tho ghar mein sab ko bol deta ki mene tumse shaadi kyu ki and mein tumhare bareme kya sochta hu but mein nahi chahata tha koyi teesra tumhare bareme galat soche. Ghar mein kisi ko nahi pata ke mujhe nahi pata tha tum chubul ho. Kyu ki mein nahi chat tha sabko tum dokhebaaz lago. Mere family mein se kyu tumko galat soche. Mujhe apni image se jyaada tumhari image ki parba hai Gauri. Mere bhai behen mujhe galat samje tho koyi baat nahi but tumko galat soche yeh mein bardas nahi kar sakta." Yes he never disclose about their marriage even when his family accused him about not telling them. His sister also point finger toward him but he did not spoke about it.
"And last part Love, I don't love you Gauri and yeh sach hai but pyaar hamsa ek par mein nahi hota Gauri uske liye time lagta hai. Sayad mujhe kuch jyaada hi
lagraha hai but kya tum mujhe itna bhi time nahi de sakti. Tum bolti ho mein tumhe confuse karta hu but tum kud mujhe confuse karti ho Gauri. Yeh confusion
ko shot out karne ke mujhe tooda time nahi de sakti. Mere surrounding mein koyi
bhi shaadi ka relation perfect tha hi nahi. Mere liye perfect pyaar perfect shaadi shif khaniyo mein milta hai." "koyi bhi Rista perfectnahi hota omkaraji usko bana padta hai" Gauri said after long silence. "uske liye time lagta hai ek pal mein riste nahi bante "kabi kabi ek pal mein riste ban jate hai aur kabi kabi puri zindagi kam pad jata hai "Puri Zindagi nahi kuch time mag raha hu kya mujhe intna bhi nahi mil sakta? Kya hum dosti se apne relation ka buniyad nahi rakh sakte?" Gauri just look at him with blank eyes. He continue "Gauri mein perfect nahi hu, na hi tum perfect ho. Koyi bhi perfect nahi hota. We both commit some shares of mistakes but hum shaat hue tho hum milkar humre relation ko perfect kar sakte hai. I don't know tumko yeh regret hoga ki nahi kash mene ek chance diya hota humre relation ko tho sayad sab kuch perfect hota but mujhe hoga. I am ready to forget past and to start a fresh are you? mein abhi yeh decision tum par chodta hu tumhe kya karna hai. Hum done ke relation ko ek chance dena hai ya nahi. I don't want to force my decision on you. He left her in confusion...
lagraha hai but kya tum mujhe itna bhi time nahi de sakti. Tum bolti ho mein tumhe confuse karta hu but tum kud mujhe confuse karti ho Gauri. Yeh confusion
ko shot out karne ke mujhe tooda time nahi de sakti. Mere surrounding mein koyi
bhi shaadi ka relation perfect tha hi nahi. Mere liye perfect pyaar perfect shaadi shif khaniyo mein milta hai." "koyi bhi Rista perfectnahi hota omkaraji usko bana padta hai" Gauri said after long silence. "uske liye time lagta hai ek pal mein riste nahi bante "kabi kabi ek pal mein riste ban jate hai aur kabi kabi puri zindagi kam pad jata hai "Puri Zindagi nahi kuch time mag raha hu kya mujhe intna bhi nahi mil sakta? Kya hum dosti se apne relation ka buniyad nahi rakh sakte?" Gauri just look at him with blank eyes. He continue "Gauri mein perfect nahi hu, na hi tum perfect ho. Koyi bhi perfect nahi hota. We both commit some shares of mistakes but hum shaat hue tho hum milkar humre relation ko perfect kar sakte hai. I don't know tumko yeh regret hoga ki nahi kash mene ek chance diya hota humre relation ko tho sayad sab kuch perfect hota but mujhe hoga. I am ready to forget past and to start a fresh are you? mein abhi yeh decision tum par chodta hu tumhe kya karna hai. Hum done ke relation ko ek chance dena hai ya nahi. I don't want to force my decision on you. He left her in confusion...
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This the end. Love to leave open endđ Now readers will decided what should be the Gauri's decision. Should she give a last chance to their relation? I know mujhe In between ideal ka next chapter post karna hai but yeh plot didn't left my mind.đ hopefully you Like it đ
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