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hi guys,
Here in the forum many have discussed why is gauri still staying in the OM? and when she was quiet all these days why is she suddenly avoiding om and why did she yelled at him suddenly and i just want to share my pov in this..
i remember seeing a promo of dbo where om says love only gives pain and nothing else but gauri says love is like puja that means for her love is where u just give and lose yourselves whether that person may reciprocate the same or not and she said it once to om also during chulkara track..
now from this we can get a clear picture..
she openly said to om that his life was more important than her self respect and so she remained back when he tried to throw her out. but now since he is safe and there is no harm she wants to protect her self respect which she has left behind. she wants to be the old herself,, that doesnt mean she is gonna kill her feelings for him or she is going to remove him from her life. she just said that she doesnt want any more beizzati of her and she will move away..
but when om said that he want tp know her understand her the part of her heart which harbor feelings for him has made her stay back in OM.. om was not less than god to her. he saved her life though at times he left her to die too and he paid money for her mother's treatment the only person gauri has in her life.. so she accepted his request with a feeling that he might know the real her and accept her..
BUT..
the other part of her heart which knows that he has not accepted her as his wife and has very low opinion of her character and she knows that this misunderstanding about her character can not be cleared so easily. this is what making her stay away from him. she knows that he has no feelings for her and will not develop those until MU's are cleared btwn them and at present there is no chance for it and she clearly realised that she is just a few more days guest in his life and one day she has to leave as he might not accept her. so she has a fear of losing her self respect and moreover she has a fear of falling in love with him and leaving him then would hurt her more..
i feel because of this she sometimes keep her selves far from him and sometimes out of control gets closer to him.. the outburst which was shown in precap also was because of the fear of falling more for him and fear of the pain she has to go through if at all she loses him...
along with this she is also hurt with the feeling that he was just behaving good with her out of guilt but never really tried to trust her.. after knowing what all she did for him and having a benefit of doubt on her character he still believes in the stuff which happened in bareily. if he wanted he can openly talk to her but no he still believes that she was a gold digger and now feels that she was good only in bua maa's case.
it was clear from the way he spoke to rudy where he tells rudy that he doesnt know what all gauri did in the past that means he still doesnt trust her or want to know about the truth of her past..
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