# 1
Channa mereya Channa mereya..
Channa mereya Channa mereya..
Beliya...
"Shivaay ye sab decorations aur ye mandap ye sab kisliye mera matlab Om ki shaadi toh aaj nahin hain phir ye sab" asked a surprised Anika to her husband who was busy in giving instructions to Mishra.
"It's a surprise for you Anika" replied Shivaay in between giving instructions to Mishra for some deal on phone.
"Kaisa surprise Shivaay" she asked him excited.
"Anika surprise surprise hota hain waqt par hi pata chalega na listen I have choosed a dress for you go and get ready in that" he replied to her in his casual way ,to irritate her.
"Par Shivaay" she started to ask something again when Shivaay stopped her in between and asked her to get ready.
"Anika maine kaha na tum jao aur jaldi se tayyar ho jao"
'I want to erase all the memories of our For... Forced Marriage Anika and want to replace them with new, happy memories of you and me' he thought and smiled when he thought of her reaction, the moment she will come to know all this is for her, her smiled which makes his heart skip a beat whenever he looks at her.
Anika was going to their room to get ready when Pinky came there.
"Anika aaj tera yahan par aakhiri din hain yaad hain na tujhe kya karna hain"
Anika didn't reply anything and just left from there.
She went to their room and closed the door. Tears starts to come out of her eyes remembering that today is the last day of her with 'Her Shivaay'.
She sees a gift pack placed on the bed, in a navy blue packet. She remembers that Shivaay has told her to get ready. She stands up from there, wipes her tears and pickup the gift. She caresses it and clutched it to her heart. Tears flowing through her eyes, she caresses the note on it written by the world's most beautiful handwriting for her, handwriting of her husband, Her Shivaay
"Anika this is first surprise. Now open it and wear it.
Kya soch rahin ho ki maine yeh nahin likha ki hope tumhe yeh pasand aayega toh main tumhe bahut achhi tarah se janta hoon ki ye tumhe pasand aayega*wink*
So get ready in it quickly, I cannot wait to see you in this dress
With Love
Your Shivaay"
Anika caressed the note and gift pack. She looks at each and every corner of their room which soon is going to be his room again. She doesn't know after today Shivaay will ever want to be in this room. This room which is their's and soon going to be his, have so much memories of them together.
So many memories of them is in this room.
How many times they had fallen on each other, on this bed in this room.
How many times she had thrown water at him in this room.
How he ran away from her while her chand was with him and she took her chand back from him in this room.
How she had taught him doing Pinky Promise in this room.
How he said sorry to her after rescuing her from Daksh in this room.
How he had gifted her a phone, in this room.
How he has taught her Blush lesson, in this room.
How he has played his dard game here with her in this room.
How he kissed her on her forehead during memory loss drama here in this room.
How she had told him about his importance in her life in this room.
How he has taught her aww lessons in this room.
How many times he has filled her partition with sindoor and made her wear mangalsutra, sign of their marriage, sign of being his in this room.
How he made her hug him by her full right in this room.
'Come on Anika, you should hug me. You must do it... come on Anika'
How he had gifted her kangan's in this room.
How he had applied the lape which Pinky aunty had bought for him to her in this room.
How she kicked him in night and he fell down from bed. Their hand wrestling in this room.
'Jism ki bhook... 'She cannot forget that moment.
How he had made her wear bangles in this room.
This room
This room has so much memories of their togetherness.
Their Room
And after sometime when she will not be here and it will be
His room
Somewhere in her heart, she has a fear that he will not come here again after everything what will happen today. He will destroy everything which is related to her. He will shift to some other room and this room will be empty with nothing just memories of them, which are going to be the reason of her living after she will go away from here today.
But May be she is wrong. May be. She hope so. He will be living in this room with their memories. He will cherish them; he will remember each and every moment they have spent together in this room. At least he is going to have their room with him but she... she will be left with nothing except her memories and videos of him, which she have taken without his notice and some with his notice.
He has asked her the reason but she didn't tell him. How can she?
She doesn't know if he is going to cherish their memories but she knows he is going to hate her and deep down her heart, she knows it is bleeding even at a thought of that. She cannot live without him. She will die without him but she cannot live with him too.
Why God is always like this with her? Why she cannot have happiness in her life?
She never asked for happiness and even now she didn't except one thing, that is, him, Her Shivaay.
If he is with her, she will be happy in pain, in sorrow, in everything because HE will be with her.
But now even he will not be with her. She will be left alone in this cruel world again.
But this time she has memories, of him, of them and she will live on them.
Yes she will live on those memories, on their memories.
Their water fights which may not happen again, but had happened in past.
She will live without him. She has to. It's for him.
And she again clutched gift pack close to her heart and closed her eyes.
She keeps gift pack back at its place. She takes out her suitcase and throws all her clothes in that. She caressed Shivaay's coats, his shirts, his watches and his kurta's. She takes out his white shirt which has a special memory attached with it.
She remembered the moment when first time Shivaay gave her his cup of espresso to drink and she... A smile made its way to her lips after remembering how she has gargled coffee on his white shirt. She closed her eyes and let the memory sink in her with a smile playing on her lips. She put some of his shirts which has their memories with them, in her bag and closed the bag. She put it at a side and called Om.
She hands over the bag to Om and he left from there. She turns around to take her mobile when her eyes fell on the gift piece. She opened it and there was a beautiful red color wedding dress in it which is chosen by Him for Her. Om went with her luggage from back door so that no one notices. She changes into the dress given by him. She fills her maang with sindoor of his name and ties the mangalsutra of his name around her neck. She again takes a look at each and everything in their room. She touches each and every thing, each and every corner memorizing them when there was a knock on the door.
"Anika open the door "Shivaay was outside.
She rushed into washroom and washed her face with water while on the other side Shakti called him. He goes there and messages her to go to pool side. She comes out of washroom and opens the room door but no one was there.
'Anika Shivaay yahan par nahin the sirf tujhe aisa laga tha abhi se tera ye haal hain toh kaise karegi tu ye sab... Shivaay ko sab kuchh sach abta de Anika' she thought in her mind but denied it next second
'No you cannot do this. Shivaay will break if he came to know about his birth truth... No you cannot let that happen. You cannot let him break. You have to do this. You have to go away from him'
She comes inside to take her phone when she sees a message by him.
"Come on Pool side. Wait for me there if I get late'
She goes to pool side and again get lost in their memories of pool.
How first time when she came in Oberoi Mansion he throw her in pool.
How she had pushed him in pool when she made cake for him and his scarf caught fire due to a candle, here in this pool.
How he spit out the water, he was drinking, when she talked about marriage to him here at this pool side.
How they had danced on Khai ke pan banaras wala here at this pool side.
How they woke up next morning in each other's arms after get together party here at this pool side.
How he hold her and made her drink water on the day of Karwachauth when she was going to faint here at this pool side.
How she danced with Sahil to make him tension free on Kajra re here at this pool side.
How he had kissed her on her forehead for first time here at this pool side.
How he recreated the pool scene during Memory loss drama here in this pool.
How they both fed each other after Kamini fiasco here at this pool side.
How he had said "Saansein ruk rahin hain meri Anika... "here in this pool.
How he had kissed her on her cheek some days back here at this pool side.
This pool side and this pool...
Again Memories of them...
There are so many memories of them in their room, at pool side, in kitchen, in corridor, in pool...
And these memories are enough for her to live her life.
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