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Originally posted by: sosweetsumi
uff OM RU had such bad timings
haha loved shivaay he will teach anika more than cooking.
Part 2: Whole Of My Heart...
Soft.
That's how it felt when his fingers grazed my skin.
He did this every morning, thinking I was asleep and that I wouldn't know what he is upto. That's untrue. No matter what, he never misses a morning to stare at my face. Now, normally I would have called him a cheapda. But he is my husband. The only man I've ever loved. And the only man who has ever loved me.
No words needed.
We had hated each other, we had hurt each other. But, we also found solace in each other's arms. Silently, but soothingly. Our love needs no words. We say it every morning through our eyes when we wake up in bed, and then we say it every time our eyes meet across the room, and we say it again when we finally go to bed.
One might say it's clich to say that a lover's embrace is heaven. But it's true. It is a blessing to know that this one person, will be there for you, no matter what you do, to tell you it's okay, to hold you in his arms when all you want to do is cry. And I know I'm blessed. I have this amazing man in my life, who has gone over boards to make me happy and to protect me.
I feel him dropping a soft kiss on my forehead before getting out of the bed and walking into the bathroom to begin his day.
Sometimes all I feel is fear. What if one day he wakes up to realize that he can do better. Without me. With someone else.
He keeps saying that, I am IMPORTANT. But, what I don't know is, How important am I to him. Important enough to forget Naam, Khoon and Khandaan?Important enough to forget about my lineage?
I hate doing this to myself. Over analyzing this situation between I and Shivaay. He has done so much for me, but the question remains somewhere in the back of my mind, Will I be enough? Will my love be enough?
"Mrs. Oberoi! I know your awake! Shivaay exclaims. Pulling me out of my thoughts.
I stare at him in shock and sit up abruptly, when I realize he is just wearing his trousers.
"You knew? I ask bewildered and getting off the bed.
"Yes. I did. Just like I know every other morning when you wait for me to wake up and kiss you... He teases me as he pulls me into his arms.
Now this is what I can call awkward. Hugging a fully dressed Shivaay and hugging a half-naked Shivaay are two different situations. With both Pros and Cons. I have never known a man intimately, and being this close to a semi-naked man, who I also happen to love, does weird things to my body. And my hormones.
"Shivaay... I just woke up. And you just had your bath. I say as I struggle to escape his hold.
"Find better excuses Mrs. Shivaay Singh Oberoi... This one doesn't help. He leans in and buries his face in my hair and says, "God! Why do smell so... Divine? You are addictive, wifey.
My heart skips a beat and my face grows warm. And then he does the unexpected, he breathes deeply and then plants a kiss at my weak spot at the crook of my neck. And then continues to suck gently which makes me moan aloud.
I can feel him smirk. He is doing this on purpose. That jerk!
I push him away and gather my scattered wits.
"Wha- what do you th- think you are doing? What's gotten into you?" I stutter. God! This is so embarrassing.
"What? I'm romancing my beautiful wife. Why? Don't you like it? Hmm?"
"No. I don't." I say as I push him away and dash towards the bathroom, latching the door and leaning against it for support. I need to calm down.
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The day passes in blur, with a few tense moments with that cheapdi Nayantara and Pinky Aunty but, the rest was just peaceful and fun. Daadi and Jhaanvi Aunty shared a few stories and memories about their wedding rituals. It was upsetting to see Jhanvi Aunty sad about Tej Uncle.
Jhanvi Aunty's mention about babies was enough to make me go red in the cheeks. My conversation about kids with Shivaay flashes in my mind. The poolside, where we shared our first kiss. That one magical moment I will cherish no matter what may follow. My first touch of a lover. I don't remember what came over me that I grabbed Shivaay and pulled him in.
Maybe it was desperation, to accept whatever he had, to share with me. To have a piece of him with me to carry anywhere I go.
I walk into the pool area, where I find Shivaay with a file in his hand and the other held the phone to his ear. I walk closer and snatch the file and the phone, only to place it aside.
"Anika! I am busy... There is so much work to finish before we get married. Our marriage will be a Page 3 event and so man-"
"Yes, I know a lot of work is pending, but you have been working till late in the office today. Now, spend some time with this jobless wife of yours. I have been waiting for yo-" I stop abruptly when I realize I went with the flow and made a mistake to confess. And now, my mistake was his bread and butter.
"Really? I didn't know my wifey missed me so much... come on lets sit down."
I love this. Sitting by the poolside, feet dipped in water and us talking about our day. This felt normal. Here he wasn't Mr. Shivaay Singh Oberoi and I wasn't Mrs. Anika Shivaay Singh Oberoi. He was just Shivaay and I was just Anika. We were here for each other, here we forget about the day's issues and sit down to think about what we have to celebrate and cherish.
"What's with you calling me wifey? You didn't call me that earlier." I asked with curiosity.
"I was wondering when would you notice?"
"Notice what? You calling me wifey? I noticed it the first time you called me that."
"Really? And when was that?"
"On the night of Sangeet. When you purposely called me wifey in front of your business associate. You thought he was flirting with me."
"Thought? I knew he was flirting with you. God dammit! You wore sindoor and your mangalsutra! And he was attending our re-marriage rituals, what more proof did he need to know that you're taken?!"
"Complementing isn't flirting, Mr. SSO."
"You are so nave, Mrs. ASSO."
"Whatever! Mr. Jealous Singh Oberoi!" I huffed in exasperation.
And suddenly, I'm lifted bridal style, taken inside the room within a few seconds.
"What do you think, you are doing?" I exclaim when he drops me unceremoniously on our bed.
"Rehearsing."
"For what, exactly?" I don't know, why did I even bother to ask that. I can really guess what's going on in this devil's mind. That mischievous glint in his eyes says it all.
"Why, Mrs. Oberoi, our wedding night, of course! That's in 20 hours to be exact." He says as he climbs the bed too.
"What!"
"Yes. Let us begin with chapter One. The build up." He says with a husky voice.
"Shivaay, the wedding night is for Omkara and Gauri, remember? They are the newly marrieds." I say with a slight shiver. With my imagination running wild, my mind fails to create ideas to avoid this conversation.
"We will be newly married too, Anika. And our kiss two nights back said it all. You want this too." He says teasingly.
And suddenly burst out laughing. While, all I can do is stare at him with a confused look in his eyes.
"My goodness! Look at your face.Your so flushed, Anika. Don't bother. I won't do anything you are not willing to do."
"I know. I trust you." I look straight into his eyes as say those words. His hands cup my face and he leans forward to touch our foreheads.
"How did I turn out to be so lucky?"
"Why do you say that? I'm the lucky one. From the beginning of my life, I've faced struggles and I prayed to god to give me a solution to end them. You are my blessing, Shivaay. I feel safe. I feel belonged."
"Yes. You belong to me, Anika. Your mine."
"Yes."
"Say it."
"I'm yours. Only yours."
And then he says the words, I thought he would never say in his sane mind.
"I love you, Anika."
Four words.
Four words that leave me stunned. I take a moment to absorb those four words, but my mind is hazy. I can't think straight. I can't believe her said that.
I pull away slightly to look into his eyes, for conformation. To know if he really said those four words. Was it my figment of imagination? Was my love for him making me delusional?
"I love you. I think I always have. Right from the moment you broke my windshield. That was the moment I knew you were different. You were special. I have been holding in. Those words, I have been forcing my words back. It bothers me that maybe you don't love me back. But, it's killing me inside. I can't and won't hold back anymore. I love, Anika. So so much."
I hold his face in my hands and lean forward to place a kiss on his forehead.
"I love you too, Shivaay." I whisper, so softly.
He looks up shocked. As if he can't believe it. Like me.
"You do?"
"Yes. Since a long time.Maybe even before we got married. I know we didn't know much about each other, but nothing could stop me or my feelings, no matter what came in the way."
He looks at me in awe and pulls me into his warm embrace. Suddenly, I can't hold in my tears and I begin to sob. He gently begins to soothe my hair. And drops soft kisses all over my face.And finally places his soft lips on mine.
Fireworks.
Fireworks lit up inside my body, just like the previous time. Butterflies in my tummy and tingling sensations all over my skin.
We pull apart to breathe and he embraces me again.
"I'm still the lucky one, Anika. After everything I put you through, you still love me. I don't understand if it's sheer luck or a miracle. You make me feel emotions I've never felt before."
"There is nothing to not love, Shivaay."
That night when we went to bed, he didn't wait for me to fall asleep before he held me in his arms. He took me in anyway.
"Tomorrow, wifey. Tomorrow we begin our new life."
I blush deep shades of red knowing exactly what it meant. Our wedding night. Tomorrow we will make a lil' Shivika or a mini Ansh.
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"You are the source of my joy,
The center of my world,
And the whole of my heart."
-Anonymous.
End of Part 2.
Seems like Mr. and Mrs can never get enough of each other. 😉.
The small lovely gestures they give to each other makes them one adorable couple😳.The last line 'Lil shivika or Mini Ansh' made me crack up. The irony of the fact cracked me up😆. It constantly reminded me of the craps happening in the show.Anyways, about that, the less said the better..Am so loving your Shivika. There cuteness just makes me do Aww.Good work Akshata😊-Jia