That time in Panvel... 3.5 - Page 3

Originally posted by: fizy_wizy

Always love your detailed analysis on the episode Apiya, you say almost everything that leaves us with no words remaining 😆

It was more of NM and SC instead of ShivIka till half of the episode.
I expected them to talk about Anika's childhood in Nasha but that didn't happen. Never expected romance or them losing control😆. Was looking forward to the comedy which I got it and enjoyed to the core. Also Shivaay was acting a bit like Mahi.

Shivaay adoring Anika while she sleeps was so beautiful especially when he vowed that he will mot let this peace, smile and happiness fade away from her face ever. But I feel he wouldn't be able to keep his promise.

When Anika was snapping her gingers and Shivaay said ChUTKII then too I felt Anika will remember her sister and will share with Shivaay but no they carried on with the comedy. Not that I am complaining😆

I wonder what Pinky has planned.

Originally posted by: napstermonster

Annisa:

I took the first place on this post and I'm kind of regretting it because I want to be bright and funny and all I'm feeling is worried and apprehensive. Honey, he's going to feel on the edge of the precipice, and his mother..His MOTHER will push him off.

Originally posted by: napstermonster

Annisa:

I took the first place on this post and I'm kind of regretting it because I want to be bright and funny and all I'm feeling is worried and apprehensive. Honey, he's going to feel on the edge of the precipice, and his mother..His MOTHER will push him off.

Originally posted by: --Risha--

I seem to be the only one looking forward to the impending pain 😆 Am a sucker for it, actually. Also I don't think it'll last too long - especially if separation or MU end up happening. (Even if its from Anikas side)) I dunno, I see ShivIka emerging victorious at the end of this track (unlike Daksh which ended in tragedy)

Originally posted by: NYCForever

So u see him abandoning Anika just because her mom is projected to be a prostitute by his mother, I for some reason don't see that happening

Originally posted by: --Risha--

I seem to be the only one looking forward to the impending pain 😆 Am a sucker for it, actually. Also I don't think it'll last too long - especially if separation or MU end up happening. (Even if its from Anikas side)) I dunno, I see ShivIka emerging victorious at the end of this track (unlike Daksh which ended in tragedy)

Originally posted by: napstermonster

Anisa:

I regret getting all excited and hitting the first post button because its your post and I wanted to write something bright and effervescent and all i feel is worry and anxiety. I know whats going to happen, and its going to be awful...I can feel it bubbling up between my toes.

Trust me Navin, I feel the same. Right now I don't want anyone to jinx them by saying the word 'separation'. Because I fear the chasm that will open up will be huge and it will be themselves walking away from their own happiness.

Right now, only they can separate them. I agree, if Pinky presents lies, saying Annika is the daughter of a prostitute and knows not the identity of her father, Annika will walk away from Shivaay , however much it will break her whole being. She was begging him to please leave her past alone, she fears it may be so lowly to be unworthy of him.

She already has insecurities in her. "Why am I not enough? Why is my roots so important? More important than me?"

To be exposed as having a (according to them) lowly birth, is the worst thing to happen to her. She will walk out herself, when he stutters in disbelief. And she won't come back, because he didn't accept her for just her.

I dunno if it will go this way. And her efforts to bring back the lost twin will come out when she has gone away.

Or Shivaay pulls a stunt so severe because he just cannot bear to see her leave, and forces her to stay with him. Leaving them emotionally distant despite all that love.

He is in love, Anisa. SO much in love, so filled with it, it shines out of him and pours all over her and his constant ache for her, his indulgence of her. She is everything now--friend, wife, lover, partner, playmate. Its like seeing someone who has never felt sunshine or seen the sun come out of a cave--first completely in disbelief that something this wonderful can exist, then suspicious of the warmth, the slow creeping light, then afraid--is this light for me? for someone as cold as ME? Then, just in front of us, he slowly blossomed, amazed, dazzled, and finally just bathed in the glow of her, warming to her, dazzled with her. And today, that love was more lit upon his face than hers.

And just when this prisoner of his ice cold world has learnt what it feels like to be warm and happy and just filled with joy and freedom and love, his mother..his MOTHER...will drag him back into the dark. This woman, this creature of her petty ugly little insecurities will not just shut the door, but will bolt it shut behind him. She will tell him there never was any sunshine, never was any warmth. It was all illusion. Because his MOTHER cannot see him happy. And his MOTHER wont rest without removing the reason the his rigid, cheerless soul sucking life is finally filled with color and joy.

His mother.

She will do this by humiliating a woman who has not asked for this humiliation, and if we know Annika, will not sit quietly and let Shivaay suffer the shock and embarrassment for who her mother supposedly is. Annika might care. Shivaay has to. And so, Annika will love him too much to stay with him. As long as they didn't know, it was ambiguous, something they didn't need to handle. But once you know--there is no looking away from the abyss. I wont blame him, I don't believe he will survive without her and I give him the respect of believing he knows this too. Love here is the problem--hers, all encompassing, for him. And nothing he says to hold onto his sunshine will stop the darkness coming their way. Shivika wont break through any outside forces. I believe that. but this is a force so insidious, so wrapped into his very blood--its his BLOOD, against hers...this is an inside evil, and this one..it just might do what the past 10 months of storms could not.