Rain in the parade...

I know a lot of us loved today episode but I'm sorry I'm going to be the rain in a parade..

I have to admit I am not really fond of SSO's actions right now. I feel him digging into her past without her consent is a gross invasion of her privacy. It's her past. Her scars to reveal. Her nightmares to tell. Only SHE HAS THE RIGHT to explore them. Yeah, I have to admit I'm enjoying he tadap Billu is going through. But I'm also feeling for Anika. In future, when she realises that her feeding-and-doting hubby was actually just reacting to a certain part of her past, she is going to feel like an idiot and think he was just pitying her...It's going to hurt like hell when she realises that this " time " that he asked for was NOT to accept her with her past but to explore and reveal it.. I don't think it's fair to Anika tbh. Revealing and exploring her past should be her decision and her decision alone.

And now that Pinky is playing such a cruel and heinous games.. the stakes are higher... If by chance Pinky is faking this Nentara being Anika's mum and a bar singer, then all hell will break loose.

Remember this girl has no idea about her NKK. She is already so lost about them but to find out that her mother who she has never met is being put into bad light just because of her... I think all bets will be off then. I think even Shivaay won't be saved from this backlash... She may be so hurt and traumatized that she may even blame Shivaay for this raita because at the end of the day, NKK is his centre of HIS existence that was made to use as a target against her.

What Pinky is doing is actually beyond disgusting. If Anika's mother is in fact dead and Pinky goes on to project her in this way to humiliate Anika, then there are really no words for Pinky.. maybe this will be another break in Shivaay's ideologies. His mother.. who is the brains and brawns behind these khokle principles can resort to such levels just to keep her son tied to her pallu...

All in all, I think we are gearing up for a separation track because right now I'm desperate for it.. Maybe I'm being biased and just not being as understanding as I should be. But I'm hating this whole " who will Shivaay CHOOSE?" It's just always been about Shivaay... " Who will he call his wife in the reception?" " Who will he take to the Lori party?" " Who will he marry?" " Who will be the mother of his children" " Will he call Anika his wife or mistress?"

Then the new promo came and I see Anika again crying her eyes out desperately questioning him why he needs NKK to accept her as his wife..The feminist in me is just crying tears of agony and is frustrated beyond belief. For once I just want Annika to choose. I want Anika to react violently to this. I want her to break all ties with him and loose it on him and his family. I want a painful and potent reaction that will truly make Shivaay understand that if she wants she can walk away and he can do nothing to bring her back..

Ok done with my ramblings. Sorry if I offended anyone..Chappals and tomatoes are welcome.. just not too hard..lol 😆

I feel that way sometimes too that this will hurt anika so much, the girl is content with her life not knowing her past. She's ok with it and bringing her past to light may bring something that she never expected. It may be worse than she thought. You know how sometimes its better not to know than to know kind of thing. On the other hand, im liking the way shivaay's character is building and him recognizing his mistakes and acknowledging that he's been wrong all along is big step for him. And that's what today's episode was about, his character development. I'm hoping too that we will have a violent anika giving it back to him and at the end it should be her decision to accept him and not the other way around. But obviously shivaay needs to work for that, have his tadap moments (we had the first one today) n then he will be worthy of her.

I feel the same too.

Pinky is just like Tej.

TeNky would give one another takkar for being worst parents.