Shivay closed his eyes as he relived the most painful moment of his life, his entire body shivered with fear of loosing his most precious possession, his wife. After a few moments his eyes opened and tears were starting to flow down his cheeks as he continued, "how could I not see how badly this girl affected me mum, how could u not see that she is the only one ever to have made a place in my heart". Pinky who couldn't believe her son's words, she couldn't convince herself that her shiva was saying all, "how can u say that shiva?? How?? Ur my shiva, my son I do know u the best and I know that u can't possibly have any sort of connection with a girl like her, u don't even know who she is or where her parents are. U always talk about, naam khoon and khandaan, they are the most important factors u judge people by, so how can u say that u, shivay Singh oberio is affected by her, thumme toh sirf tia jaissi khandaani larke ke Saar kushi mil sakti hai. U can't want someone like anika who doesn't have anything u want in ur life partner.
Trying to process his mums words, she was right maybe his behaviour all his life was the reason his mum failed to understand him, maybe his constant mask shielding his inner feelings was the reason but then again the mask was always there but still his dadi, his brothers, his badi maa and even malika saw his silent need for anika . Taking a deep sigh he walked upto his mother and held her hand in his, " I know I've always kept my emotions covered with a professional mask but still mum I'm ur child we were supposed to be joined at the heart, so how could u miss this huge thing my heart has gone through?? His questioning eyes breaking pinky slowly, she clenched at her heart and started crying endlessly accepting his blame. As shiva noticed he was hurting his mother and that wasn't his intention he just wanted his mother to understand him, he wiped away her tears and held her in a tight hug stroking her back to calm her down.
"I didn't mean to hurt u mum, I just want u to understand me and what's in my heart, I know I failed to admit it even to myself for a little my time. Ur right my connection with Anika totally goes against all my beliefs but I just couldn't help it. I don't know how and when she became so important for me", he looked at anika with eyes full of affection, " ur right mum I tried so hard not to think about her, not to want her, not to get close to her but the more I didn't want this to happen the more it did. The truth is mum that, ever since I've met her I've done nothing but to think about her, weather it was hatred, arguing, challenges, care or..." he stopped talking as he lost himself once again in her eyes.