The Heart Gets What The Heart Wants/FF ShivIka(Ud:May08 Ch:34a/pg141) - Page 62

Originally posted by: NYCForever

asya my love u do know that i have been stalking you! so happy u updated, cant wait to read it with some patience but quick skimming through it - all i want to say is i want the bhagadh billa to win the challenge, for his punishments will be sweet and sexy for us to read 😳
My darling you know why 'my Shivvay' from the story is a little different from the present one and much more alluring like 'christian grey" as poemsyndrome called him lovingly? It is only because he is almost a month ahead of the Shivvay in the show right now.
Think back to the very first pool scene minus the arm twisting and the college office face off and you will see the Shivvay that I have based my character on

You are going to get a double dose of the sweet and sexy one on the show post Tia when he starts wooing Annika, from Gul ...lol
So yes, coming back to making him win the challenge so that we see the sweet and sexy punishments he has in store for Annika - you truly think this 'christian grey' kinda Shivvay I have is not going to flip all Annika's punishments so that they are more of an advantage to him than her? He is keeping her head spinning and her pulse racing even without winning a challenge - think what he is capable of if he loses the challenge. That would be fun to read and write becuz they will be punishments meted out by Annika but a joy for Shivvay to carry out with his 'personal twist' to them 😳

anika's would be more childish which i can read in a children's book if i want to 🤣

also, whenever you decide to make them really confess, please do it in the shivika tadibaaz style!
Absolutely ... no sappy stuff for our 'Taddibaaz' couple here 😆

love it and want this to continue forever! we have enough masala on them for you to keep writing 😉

Originally posted by: ISensedYou

Thank you so much for incorporating my request for the kiss like how i wanted😳
You are most welcome. It was fun to write

I absolutely loved reading it and it was beyond awesome😃

Shivaay seems to be made a very big impact on anikas life in like just a month of staying together...that anika has started missing him when he wasnt there for dinner😆
When i read that anika was missing him so much i thought "was anikas love realisation coming soon?"😲
Annika is deeply hurt, disappointed,upset and angry with Shivvay (just to name a few things) for what he has done but you have to remember that she was falling for the Shivvay she knew before the marriage day. She was concerned about his well being, clued into his moods and worried about his worries until he pulled the 'dark version' of himself on her.
Annika was already 'in too deep' even before she had married him. Shivvay's impact in her life started much before the wedding day, she just never realized it.
The wedding day and post wedding was like a nightmare that she was experiencing where she found it impossible to snap out of this bad dream.
Now the old Shivvay is back with a new and improved version of himself so yes! our girl is feeling the same old pangs again. She does not miss him consciously - just subconsciously when her guard is down.
Love is very complicated business and very much out of ones control ...lol

When usually ppl touch our heart we tend to forget how we lived without them previously and the same is happening with anika in terms of family love
Especially for an orphan such as her.

I like how u go very deeply about every feeling that we all realistically feel in situations...

I totally loved both the chapters including the one u updated just now.

Lol when anika was snuggling into shivaay like that i was like mujhe bhi mera shivaay dedo🤪☺️ the way u describe things so clearly and deeply makes me want one loving hubby like shivaay for myself🤣 ur spoiling me with these updates😆
Why can you not get a loving hubby?? Believe me there are men out there who are loving and 'snuggle worthy'. Never know when you might bump into one ❤️

Whenever shivaay says that he wants to know what anika wants him to do to redeem himself especially in ur latest update in the garden it always makes me think that what exactly in enough for a girl to feel secured that she wont be accused again of any such thing by her man? Bcoz scars of the past dont erase so quickly...
And that is what Shivvay needs to have. Patience and perseverance if he really loves her. He will give her as much time as she needs to take to be able to trust him again. He has to ask her permission before he announces her as his wife, not just assume that because Tia is out of the picture that he can now announce Annika as his wife.
He has to woo her, get to know her, make her feel special and most of all propose to her to ask her permission to continue as husband and wife.
He knows they are and he knows she feels the same way he does but if he takes that for granted and assumes that she is going to stay in the relationship then his redemption falls flat on its face.
In the forced marriage he had complete control in the decision making - in this marriage he has to hand over that control to her in the decision making with his total and absolute support.

i so wanted her anika to tell shivaay that she wants to leave the house for a start but we know that he will flip just after she utters the words "leave the house"😆

I really want shivaay to know how badly anika affects him and i feel only if she leaves he will realise it...staying under one roof wudnt give the deep realisation that would give him when she is away from him...
You do not always need physical distance for someone to realize your worth and value in their life. Shivvay was very affected after he watched Daksh's attack and is completely aware that he almost lost her. He is keeping her at OM becuz there is no solid proof to put Daksh behind bars yet. He is waiting for the ACP to work on that.
The Shivvay in my story has already Annika's importance in his life - all he needs is to work through his redemption now.

Anika seems to have started trusting shivaay which is good in a way but realistically i feel its too early(idk why🤔 dont mind me😆 i just finished making accounting notes and my head is messed up right now lol)
No Annika does not trust Shivvay in my story yet. There is still a long way for them to go. But the two cannot refute the fact that there is a bond that they share that is clearly apart from this whole mess they have to work through.
Annika has never been shown as a revengeful or petty person and hence she is working through this confession from Shivvay in a mature manner. They could be called friends now but still working their way to the trust level.
The physical attraction is something that comes with the ShivIka territory especially now since Shivvay has acknowledged that he truly loves Annika, In his eyes and heart he is doing no wrong because he is not cheating on Tia anymore and is doing whatever it is that he is doing with his lawfully wedded wife...lol😳

Will daksh come back in this story? Or is shivaay just keeping anika with him to get a better chance of redemption whereas he has already done golmal with daksh elsewhere within a day or two?😆
Nahi nahi... no Daksh, Tia or Svet in my story as NB's ... ShivIka already itna raita phelate hain ki kisse aur ki koi zarurat hi nahi...
besides I have to weave in Rumya, PriVeer and Om?? as well.. no space for unwanted characters

The walk to the garden was so nicely written...ur spoiling me again🤣
Hey!! that is totally real ... I do that with my hubby lol

Shivaays new addiction is anikas kisses☺️ anika is going to have a hard time keeping her lips to herself since her hubby is so enchanted by it😆 ok i know i make it sound so wierd...

I loveed the cozy moments that they shared in the garden...
Annika is willing to lose a few battles if she is going to win the major war. Stopping Shivvay's physical advances and kisses are not worth the physical stress as he is has become relentless in his pursuit of her... besides she knows that right now he is not going to go past that line ... he is in the boyfriend status right now and she knows very well how serious this man is about propriety in these situations.
Those walks are going to become their special time as just Shivvay and Annika. Now that they have laid the foundation they are going to build their relationship from there.
That is pure 'ShivIka' time

I totally loved both the chapters

Waiting for more

Thanks once again🤗

And sorry for the late comment🥱 no worries love - life happens