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Hola peeps.Okay so here is an OS on Obbros mainly Omkara and is not necessary that it will have a happy ending.So you have been warned and read at you own risk.
Escape or Reality
An eerie silence welcomed my return as I stepped into the mansion.None of Rudy's dramatic lines or Anika's senseless blabber could be heard.I almost felt suffocated ,a rope of guilt and melancholy was gripping me tight against my throat.
All of my supposed family members were there, standing awkwardly as if it was way too painful for them.It was the first time we all were gathered after Dadi's departure.Even thinking about that dreaded accident caused wave of nausea to pass through me, last night's dinner churned inside me painfully.
I stared at them drinking in their appearance, there was nothing familiar about them.They looked same yet different.Maybe their appearance didn't change but the equation between us wasn't same.Dad was sitting on the couch with his hand around mom, his posture held an annoying rigidness.He wasn't in his normal suits but in casual wear, offcourse being overthrown by Shivay has effected him.
The crucial thing that caught my eye was Shivay's cold and ruthless eyes.That were assessing me from head to toe, giving me a curt ,emotionless nod he turned and walked off to nowhere with his phone glued to his hand.His skulk looked extremely awkward to me.Damn, i don't even know who he is.Those warm molten eyes that always used to give me a fatherly glare when i messed up something were nowhere to be found.He didn't looked like the brother whose first priority has always been us instead he looked like the same monster that once my father used to be.
Rudra on the other hand graced me with a constricted and fake smile which he mastered in all these years afterall he also got the true taste of success.
Not wanting to be in the same room as the strangers,i walked away to the garden, calming down myself and forcing the bile down that has risen up through my throat.Damn,this is much more difficult than i thought it to be.I don't know what to say or even think, words refused to come out from my mouth.
"You haven't changed at all.Still running away"
Shivay's voice mocked as I turned to look at him.He wasn't looking at me.What a hypocrite.His words caused a bitter riot inside me.
"At least I didn't turned my back to all"
Acid taste washed over me as i emitted those words.If someone had said that one day Shivay and I will having a word war with mocking and sarcastic comments, I would have laughed on their faces.But see the irony.It felt so wrong yet I am unable to control those raging words.
"Don't turn this on me.You were the one who left.You ran away"
He accusing tone made it very clear that all the blame is one me.
"Yes I did ran away"
I accepted that a long time ago yet these calm words didn't control the hurricane inside me.I still care for him and I know he did too.But the time that has passed did nothing but widen the distance between us.That is impossible to cross off now.
"I am accepting it unlike you.You chose to shut everyone out,you turned your back on all of us"
It was the truth after the turn of events like tia's truth ,my truth and Rudy's too things became complicated and Dadi's unexpected departure shattered all of us.The last string that was holding us together snapped and we fell apart.I was in an need for escape, a gateaway from reality, Shivay wanted come out from all that emotional turmoil and as for Rudy, relations became a burden on him.We all chose escape over reality.
"What about me.You once didn't think about me"
A new voice interjected ,breaking the train of my thoughts.
"Everything is not about you"
Shivay and me shouted simultaneously.Old habits die hard.Instead of smiling at each other like we always used to do ,we glared.
Once again like old times we all were together yet so far away from each other.We used be like the pillars of Oberoi family and now there is no family left.We are not family ,we became familiar strangers.I can see a longing in Rudy's eyes but something was stopping him.Escape.
We were so caught up in looking for an escape that we forgot about family.And now here we stand together yet alone.
I wish we have faced all things together.We should have tried facing reality instead if finding an escape.
I wish.
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