Chapter : 9
Anika's POV:
Our ride to his home was silent. I don't know what I should feel. I am happy that my kids will get their father's love unlike me. But somewhere am unhappy. I don't know why but still there is something that is making uncomfortable. After sometimes we reached his home. Like a gentleman he opened the door of car. I was really liking this Shivaay. I always wanted my life like this only. I step out of my car. When i was going to walk Shivaay just hold my hand n side hugged me n slowly led me ahead . Today i was only getting surprised. The way shivaay was behaving with me was something new to me. I don't know why Shivaay is behaving like this. Is he really serious about me n my kids or he just want the babies only. N the most big question in my mind which is still unanswered is " where is Mallika? Why he isn't wid her?"
Finally i was standing infront of his house. It is still same from front. He opened the door n let me in. But from inside everything was changed. The wall were repainted . There were new curtains. It was new n fresh from before. That house only carried so much pain. But also some beautiful memories. When i was checking the house , i was brought out from my thoughts by Shivaay's voice.
Anika u go upstairs n take rest.' He told wid caring voice.
"Shivaay plz...will u stop this nonsense. Am not going anywhere, plz drop me at my home." I said being really frustrated. Yes i was frustrated becoz of his behaviour.
"Finally...like Finally u took my name. Its sound so amazing from u. U know i was being irritated by u calling me sir. Anyways I think I already made myself clear. This conversation is done. There is no way u r going away from me. You r going to stay with me n beside that u have already signed the contract so there is no way u no way u can go back." Shivaay said very calmly which was really irritating me.
He is so mean. How can he always decided something without my opinion. He is so businessminded. How he fooled me so easily. And i just fell in his trap.
"Shivaay u can't boss me around like this". I said firmly
" Anika... i have already decided what's good for u n our babies. So will u plz stop this argument." Shivaay replied in bored tone.
" who r u to take decision for me n my babies?" i snapped him back.
" if u remember then am ur legally wedded husband." Shivaay replied innocently.
" no...u r not my husband. If u forget then let me remind u that we had already signed divorce papers." I replied him back.
"Anika...u r still my wife. Yes we signed divorce papers but i never let my lawyer to process it. Infact me n Mallika have broken up the day u went away from me. I was foolish that i couldn't feel ur love. But one thing that i feel is pain of heart broke which u have always felt since marriage. That pain was so unbearable. Then i got to know how u must felt when i didn't love u back. But not anymore. I will be always there for u. I will love u like u loved me." Shivaay said with so much of sincerity.
" can i ask u something?" i asked him.
" no u can't. Its getting dark. U need to have ur dinner n get a good sleep. N ya about ur things, i have already told my staff to bring it from ur house. U go up n freshen up till then i will bring food." Shivaay said.
After then i went up n was standing infront of my room. But my room was lock n i was waiting for Shivaay to come as i will ask him to unlock it.
" why r u standing here? Didn't I told u to get freshen up." Shivaay asked.
" " sorry!...can't u see the door r locked. How will i get inside? So i was just waiting for u." I replied him in sarcastic way.
" Anika... door is unlocked u can get in." Shivaay said causally.
" r u blind...can't u see its locked. Look here." I said being frustrated by his words.
" u look there...its unlocked." Shivaay said showing me the door of his room.
" but thats ur room, how can i go there?" i said.
" Anika from now we will be staying in same room. It will be easier for me to take care of u n our kids." Shivaay said when he noticed i was shocked.
Why won't be i shocked. We never share bedroom. He never allowed me to get in his room. Only that night when we become one was the first time i entered his room. N today he himself is saying to stay in his room.
" sorry ... but i can't. I dont want to share a room with u." I said.
" i know this was going to happen for sure. U r really a stubborn women. So Mrs. Oberoi...according to clause no. 24...u have to share room with me n not only room but even we will share our bed also. We will be sleeping together." Shivaay said causally as this was nothing for him.
" what!...what nonsense r u taking? Who make such clauses?" I asked him furiously.
" Anika darling...I make such clauses. So smart of me na! Now get in the room n freshen up n have dinner." Shivaay said so lovingly.
Without arguing more I step OUR so called room. Everything was changed in his room. There were only black n white color but that was soothing me. I got freshen up n we both did our dinner. After sometime he went to washroom n I clean the bed to sleep. I was still thinking about sharing bed wid Shivaay. Somehow I feel so secure that from now maybe Shivaay will be always by my side. But am afraid that i will get used to him n it will surely hurt more than I can imagine if time comes n he would walk out of my life again. I was brought out of my thought when Shivaay called me. N when i tured i saw Shivaay was standing there without his t-shirt. He was just were his tracks. I immediately turned other side n said.
"Shivaay...what the hell? Where r all ur manners. Why aren't u wearing anything? " i asked him.
"Anika if u look carefully then still am wearing my tracks." He replied.
" Ya i know...but why aren't u wearing ur t-shirt?" i asked him still turning to other side.
" becoz i don't like to wear it while sleeping. N why r u turning ur head to other side. Don't tell that u r feeling shy. Seriously Anika!...u have already seen me like this. Remember our night...even u have seen me all without any clo..." Shivaay was just teasing me so i cut him in between n he was just slightly laughing at my condition.
"Okay...okay Shivaay plz stop. Now we need to sleep." I said .
I was still feeling shy. Why won't be I ? We never share such intimacy more than once. That was first time I was so close to him. So maybe am not still use to it. Chucking all my thoughts i started making a pillow wall when i was stop by Shivaay.
" What r u doing? Why r u keeping this pillow in between us?" Shivaay asked.
"Becoz I don't have any other option left. I just don't want to share a bed wid u but i still have to do it. So I am making this pillow wall so that u don't get near me. N am sure there r no such clauses that i can't to do that." I said to him.
" Actually i should have mentioned such clauses also. God I just forget. Anyways for now u can keep it but very soon am going to get rid of it." Shivaay said determinedly.
When i was going to turn other side to sleep. Shivaay just slightly turned me around n said.
"Anika...I want just five minutes." He said.
" What 5 minutes? " I asked him confusingly.
Without saying anything he just bend down his head near my stomach which make me shiver. The touch of his hands only my belly gave me goosebumps.
" Hello my kids... how r u guys doing? Look who is here? Ur FATHER...did u guys missed me? I missed u n ur mom alot. U know ur mom is little bit angry wid with me but u don't worry i will manofy her. U guys will help me na? I know u will help me. N ha from today i want to promise both of u that am not going to leave u n ur mom . I will always stay by ur side. Plz come fast...ur dad is waiting eagerly. Now its time to sleep. So take care n good night. Have a tight sleep. N don't disturb ur mom. Talk to u tomorrow...take care." Shivaay said so lovingly n lastly he kissed my belly which send shivers to me.
"Anika...what happened? Why r u crying? R u hurt somewhere? Is ur stomach paining? For god sake Anika tell me what happen?" Shivaay asked in panic tone.
Yes i was crying. But it was tear of happiness. When Shivaay was talking to our babies i felt so good. The way he was showing his concern for them was overwhelming. I was happy becoz my kids will not be abondan by their father unlike me. I was happy becoz my kids will get a secure life, they will have their father love. With this confession Shivaay had made one thing clear that he will never let his children get harmed. He will be always there to protect them. N for that I TRUST HIM. With this thought i just turned around n without saying anything i slept.
Shivaay's POV:
When Anika was going to sleep I just asked Anika for 5 minutes as i really wanted to interact with my kids. I want to tell them that I am their dad. When i brought my face to her belly she literally shivers. I was happy to that i still effect her so much. I started my conversations with my kids. It was over nice feeling that i couldn't even describe. I was feeling out of the world. I told them that i will always stand wid them in their every step of life. I will always protect them from every evil. With this i kissed her belly on which she again get effected. After wishing them, when i looked back to Anika her eyes were teary. She was slightly crying n when i asked her what happened? She didn't answer me instead she turn around n slept. But somewhere I know this tear was not of sadness. Infact she was happy. She was happy for our children. She was happy becoz unlike her, our kids will get their father's love, they will have their family. Which was dream of Anika. Anika always wanted a beautiful family. But she couldn't have. But now onwards she will definitely get all love from each n every person she belongs to . N I will make it sure. Tomorrow I have to tell Shail n his dad that Anika is back. They will so excited. N when Anika will get to know that they wanted to meet her, what will be her reaction. N infact i have a surprise for her. I am sure she is going to love it. After checking Anika i also slept beside her.
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