Blown to bits!

IKRS Saturday 28th May 2016 ep 261 My Take ~ Blown to bits!

Bomb, bang, blasts are words if used near sensitive buildings, raise terror alerts and impinge on our way of life immediately. Security is beefed up and public eyes with suspicion packages , even each other with wariness and distrust. Instant danger to life and property is pre-empted by such words. But often in life its not detonation or incendiary devices that cause harm to our lives. Traumatic moments like Losing someone close through demise can also destroy. Suffering defeat in a targeted goal can erupt emotional devastation. But a broken happy marriage has the power to explode the heart, disperse as shrapnel all the dreams !set off like shelling all the promises, and discharge as mortar fire all the vows... where have all the vows gone? Dhani in the episode is attacked by and an ocular blast! That scatters her being all around where goodness prevails and angels and lovers of the land weep tears of sorrow ... throughout this episode I sensed heightened security , evil protected within the four walls of a mausoleum where the morally and spiritually dead lay. From day one that Dhani crossed her path with the resident dead of AN.. they have feared her..for she carries the mishal.. torch of truth in her hand and all evil predominantly fears being blasted by virtue !that has the power to expose the morally dead and put them out of business..

AN is more like a fortress.. determined to keep at bay an armed foe that carries, lethal devices of truth ! the guards are instructed by the henchman Tripurari that one named Dhani should be banned entry to the house. Dhani with shoes of peace accompanied by her mother requests entry through the gates but is refused. Her name Dhani Viplav tirpathi should be enough to allow her access to her own house. But she realizes it's her name now that banishes her from this home.. her heart cries out for her beloved ,should he know the way she was being treated he would take the guards to task! the fear of being kept away from Viplav unnerves her a bit and the approach of Kanak at the scene, begins to give her no surprise .Dhani expects abrasive attitude from Kanak , bravely Dhani exerts her right as a wife who wants to meet her husband. Kanak turns her down by telling her ,Viplav doesn't want to see her ,he's dumped her and she is so shameless! no doubt her mother's teaching. Dhani like before was not going to let any on humiliate her mother Dulari! Kanak sneers she'd better leave ,after much difficulty they got her off viplav s back! no way will she allow her getting back with Viplav! Dhani digs her heel in !not leaving without seeing viplav ! kanak gets her own back and hurls Dhani into her mother's arms..but this time Dhani is protected by her strong mother dulrai she earns, better watch herself .Kanak mocks both mother and daughter tries to , injure Dhani emotionally , by the weapon of her spoken words from her poison edged vile tongue! Dulari tries to dissuade her daughter to come away ,but how can Dhani! her decision to meet Viplav and speak to him in person , empowers her and she tells her mother in no uncertain terms ,try chooti malkin may! put ten score guards but naught can deter her from seeing Viplav! the entry through the gate might be banned , but there is another way.. the colour of Ishq is such it makes a way .. the determination should be there !and Dhani's drive is Viplav!.. her husband Viplav not just anybody!..

I will wallow in sorrow drown myself in drink.. too ashamed I am to face myself in my senses...how low have I sunk, to strike a woman? and that to the woman who is my life ,my wife ,my Dhani. Viplav smarts as he downs the pungent spirit !it burns his insides.. less though than the constant burning of his heart.. she never came..was desperate to see her but she never came.The colour of my Ishq is some odd mockery.. Kamini enters his room he has a go at her , she told him Dhani would come and meet him, why didn't she then?? she sits on his bed beside him.. he acts exactly the way she wanted to .. crest fallen ,disappointed that Dhani never turned up.. good! she smirks that was the idea.. to arrange a meeting , but ensure they burn in the desire to meet each other.. but get fed up of waiting and end up feeling being stood! Kamini reminds him , she did tell him , Dhani well may have been caught up with some other thing.. Viplav groans , as Kamini delights at his pining for Dhani , but what could have been more important than meeting him! Kamini rejoices at him feeling reduced to nothing! by Dhani.. that's the feeling she Kamini wanted to invoke in him..

I come to see you my love , Dhani creeps in through a secret window ,that Viplav had once told her about.. she finds her feet and her love carries her towards his room.. but how could she do this to him , Viplav confides in his room with Kamini who sits on his bed beside him .. he whinges, she made him wait for hours ,yes he was at fault, but tells Kamini .. she knows how much he loves Dhani.. he takes another gulp and cries out drunk.. and Dhani too knows how much he loves her!.. and his heavy with booze head drops on Kamini's shoulder .. slides under,and over to her neck..viplav cries in remorse.. Kamini curves her arm around him and fondles the top of his head under her jaw.. tells Viplav, she tried hard, to unite him with her..but she failed for which she's sorry, Kamini mocks deceitfully .. Viplav mumbles in a drunken state, it was his fault , he shouldn't have raised his hand on Dhani ..kamini gets worried she didn't want him regretting his actions with that thorn in her side Dhani! Viplav cries , can't imagine how he got so livid at her?.. Dhani stops in the doorway, and in the mirror, Kamini sees her reflection .. yes this is classic! let Dhani see that in Viplav's life she is now the mirror image ,of Dhani's reflection! Dhani's replacement! She ! Kamini the woman in Viplav's life! the mirror tells it all.. Dhani sees the evidence, and muses, it reflects clearly ! Viplav what my place is in your life... the other woman Kamini, wonders what she should do? Dhani can see what she's doing with her husband.. the sweet innocent Dhani should receive such a message now..that should act as the final death of whatever they had.. muses the evil home wrecker Kamini .. she uses the drunk Viplav as the decoy.. Viplav ,continues to mumble , made a huge mistake , a big mistake.. Kamini jumps at the situation and pretends she talks to a phased out Viplav.. Kamini sounds off so its audible enough for Dhani, what is he saying ,that he made a big mistake in marrying Dhani?? Viplav why is he repeating that I by marrying Dhani he committed a big mistake! Viplav mumbles sorrowfully , made a big mistake ,a big mistake.. Dhani is stunned she has seen enough and heard enough! Dhani watches her so called friend caresses her Viplav's head over her shoulder , while Kamini the evil one says , no his marriage is not a mistake , all will be well ... Dhani does not buy this Kamini's story and what's more Kamini too doesn't give a toss as what she wanted she has achieved Dhani's man! Dhani off his back forever!.. Dhani recalls,how he regretted his marriage to her .. he said it to her at the mandir .. suddenly he levels , bottoms up the bottle to guzzle more booze.. Dhani weeps at the sight of him.. Viplav your Dhani came to give you the best news of the world ,she feels her belly.. but Viplav you gave your Dhani the news that nearly took her life away! run! Dhani run!.. out of this place ..run Dhani rid yourself of this house! of the people in it run.. just run! Dhani cries bitterly as her foot crosses the threshold of the house that never accepted her..

Dhani steps out the gates straight into her mother's arm! cries bitterly in her embrace.. the doors of AN are closed to both mother and daughter. Dhani hugs her mother , cries inconsolably ,Dulari wants to know what's upset her child? Dhani doesn't know where to begin her whole being has been blown to bits! Through floods of tears she gathers herself but soon loses it! tell me mother whatever I saw was a lie!why would Viplav do such a thing after all? Dulari asks her as Dhani doesn't make sense ..but what can I say mother! and she sinks down to her knees in disbelief !mother I couldn't believe my eyes.. viplav in his room! he was with Kamini! Dulari s worst fears seem to come true. Mother he was in her arms! sobs Dhani. I would never have believed my eyes , but my ears heard him tell her that he made a big mistake in marrying Dhani ! mother! he considers me a big mistake!!why did he say this mother? Dulari attempts to console her , no Dhani.. I know him , he is not likely to think that way! but mother I saw it with my own eyes your baachwa ji did all of this...weeps Dhani. Dulari raises her daughter back on her feet and tells her ,don't you worry my child, I'll talk to him! come it might not be how we think! and Dulari drags Dhani to the closed gate,.. but Dhani stops and looks at AN and replies, no mother we're not going in! all ties with this house and the relationships who live in it have ended for me today! nothing remains here for me! but Dulari disagrees, how can you say this? your husband Viplav is in there its your in law's house ,and she'll have a word with him.Dhani replies mother, Viplav is not mine anymore.. Dulari tries to knock sense into Dhani.. might be Kamini might be putting up an act, Dhani retorts sure , but then Viplav too was part of her act. Dulari warns her , in differences between husband and wife , beware the third party benefits . But Dhani is far too deeply wounded. She hears her mother insist still, she needs to speak to Viplav.. Dhani is hopeless as what good will that make.. Dulari does admit that all men are the same ,get drawn in by women? still Dhani needs to forgive him! Dhani may consider ,that it was Kamini's fault .. But for Dhani , what matters are the words that Viplav used.. marrying her was the biggest mistake of his life! fine ! he can rectify his mistake! I am leaving ! and I am never ,ever! returning to this house! but Dulari stops Dhani for taking such a hasty decision! running away never solves problems, facing them and talking through finds solutions! dhani is scorned and filled with fury ,she is a woman spurned ! so the walls ,facade of this house mean nothing to her! it's the end of all for her! Dulari reminds her distraught daughter of the child she carries within her..hers and Viplav! surely she cannot deny the right of fatherhood! But Dhani turns her Dulari's plea to her mother hood.. that she will not use a her condition as her weakness but s a strength..she will never subject her child to such pain where her child has to see that its father never respected its mother! besides, Dhani cries, she came here alone.. till she met Viplav ,he became her reason for living! but now nothing remains for her! she will never return to this house! to Viplav's life! all is finished for her! Dhani reasons with her equally distraught mother..

Tripurari botched up killing Dhani..the other day! he takes another shot at proving his worth and going for the stakes! His mother's marital status, and his birthright of being Dashrant's right full son! hence Tripurari uses his giddy ,yet deprived for his love , stupid wife Suvarna for an important mission. Suvarna armed with a bomb planted in her tote bag is sent packing to the ashram for a visit as a good will gesture by Tripurari! This good will gesture of Tripurari , means life in abundance for Tripurari and impending doom for all for at the ashram!

Dulari continues to resuscitate her daughter's dying marriage. Reminds Dhani ,what will she do when the child grows up and wants to know about its family? Dhani cries, the family, where its mother could never live with dignity in.. how would it survive? besides, and Dhani draws her strength from the scriptures.. cries out mother, remember Sita maa, didn't she live in the forest with her sons,?never went to lord Rama, asking for his help but rather lived in the forest with self respect! So mother! l am leaving ,give me your blessings! Dulari does give her buchaiya her blessings.. but insists on accompanying Dhani.. that Dhani turns down! and bids her mother to return to the ashram ,and that she'll take what life gives to her in a stride! Dulari turns down parting from her child and cries.. now that Dhani herself is with child ,she should understand how hard it is for a mother to abandon her child to the doldrums! A crushed mother and daughter hug ..and walk away from the fortress called Ayodha Nivas.. where dead souls live in their doomed everlasting hell! This was no place for the righteous...

A bomb ticks away.. count down to Dhani's and the widows lives.. then it happens the blast! that cruelly takes away from Dhani , her package of love! her maternal home! her maternal family ! all those memories of the past.. go up in flames..in smoke that rises up to the heavens, and weeps the gods and goddesses as well..what manner of justice does the vibrant Lord Shiva speak of in his thunderous Tandev?? His damru deafens the cries..

Viplav learns of the blast in the ashram.. any survivors?.. and then there is silence..the colour of his Ishq ..now hangs in midair like the swing of the pendulum... hamlet53 29 .5.16

Its needless to say who this episode belongs to.. my dhani.. Eisha singh.. ... I hold my piece for the moment.. lets all hang on to each other during this time.. much love hammie

sorry for posting late was trying to get my act together...

Dear Eisha... this is not farewell but best wishes for a bright future in the entertainment world. Thanks for being Dhani from August 2015 till today.. being Dhani was certainly a feather in your cap.. seeing the way you gave a persona to Dhani ,many new accolades are coming your way. Follow your aspirations ,you have my blessings. Thanks for spreading your smile and bringing joy to my life through IKRS.. this song is for you.. yes you will be missed , but I release you .. to return in another programme..hammie remains your fan.. love and respect..

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSgkfD8ucfo#t=12[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: Hamlet53

IKRS Saturday 28th May 2016 ep 261 My Take ~ Blown to bits!

Bomb, bang, blasts are words if used near sensitive buildings, raise terror alerts and impinge on our way of life immediately. Security is beefed up and public eyes with suspicion packages , even each other with wariness and distrust. Instant danger to life and property is pre-empted by such words. But often in life its not detonation or incendiary devices that cause harm to our lives. Traumatic moments like Losing someone close through demise can also destroy. Suffering defeat in a targeted goal can erupt emotional devastation. But a broken happy marriage has the power to explode the heart, disperse as shrapnel all the dreams !set off like shelling all the promises, and discharge as mortar fire all the vows... where have all the vows gone? Dhani in the episode is attacked by and an ocular blast! That scatters her being all around where goodness prevails and angels and lovers of the land weep tears of sorrow ... throughout this episode I sensed heightened security , evil protected within the four walls of a mausoleum where the morally and spiritually dead lay. From day one that Dhani crossed her path with the resident dead of AN.. they have feared her..for she carries the mishal.. torch of truth in her hand and all evil predominantly fears being blasted by virtue !that has the power to expose the morally dead and put them out of business..

AN is more like a fortress.. determined to keep at bay an armed foe that carries, lethal devices of truth ! the guards are instructed by the henchman Tripurari that one named Dhani should be banned entry to the house. Dhani with shoes of peace accompanied by her mother requests entry through the gates but is refused. Her name Dhani Viplav tirpathi should be enough to allow her access to her own house. But she realizes it's her name now that banishes her from this home.. her heart cries out for her beloved ,should he know the way she was being treated he would take the guards to task! the fear of being kept away from Viplav unnerves her a bit and the approach of Kanak at the scene, begins to give her no surprise .Dhani expects abrasive attitude from Kanak , bravely Dhani exerts her right as a wife who wants to meet her husband. Kanak turns her down by telling her ,Viplav doesn't want to see her ,he's dumped her and she is so shameless! no doubt her mother's teaching. Dhani like before was not going to let any on humiliate her mother Dulari! Kanak sneers she'd better leave ,after much difficulty they got her off viplav s back! no way will she allow her getting back with Viplav! Dhani digs her heel in !not leaving without seeing viplav ! kanak gets her own back and hurls Dhani into her mother's arms..but this time Dhani is protected by her strong mother dulrai she earns, better watch herself .Kanak mocks both mother and daughter tries to , injure Dhani emotionally , by the weapon of her spoken words from her poison edged vile tongue! Dulari tries to dissuade her daughter to come away ,but how can Dhani! her decision to meet Viplav and speak to him in person , empowers her and she tells her mother in no uncertain terms ,try chooti malkin may! put ten score guards but naught can deter her from seeing Viplav! the entry through the gate might be banned , but there is another way.. the colour of Ishq is such it makes a way .. the determination should be there !and Dhani's drive is Viplav!.. her husband Viplav not just anybody!..

I will wallow in sorrow drown myself in drink.. too ashamed I am to face myself in my senses...how low have I sunk, to strike a woman? and that to the woman who is my life ,my wife ,my Dhani. Viplav smarts as he downs the pungent spirit !it burns his insides.. less though than the constant burning of his heart.. she never came..was desperate to see her but she never came.The colour of my Ishq is some odd mockery.. Kamini enters his room he has a go at her , she told him Dhani would come and meet him, why didn't she then?? she sits on his bed beside him.. he acts exactly the way she wanted to .. crest fallen ,disappointed that Dhani never turned up.. good! she smirks that was the idea.. to arrange a meeting , but ensure they burn in the desire to meet each other.. but get fed up of waiting and end up feeling being stood! Kamini reminds him , she did tell him , Dhani well may have been caught up with some other thing.. Viplav groans , as Kamini delights at his pining for Dhani , but what could have been more important than meeting him! Kamini rejoices at him feeling reduced to nothing! by Dhani.. that's the feeling she Kamini wanted to invoke in him..

I come to see you my love , Dhani creeps in through a secret window ,that Viplav had once told her about.. she finds her feet and her love carries her towards his room.. but how could she do this to him , Viplav confides in his room with Kamini who sits on his bed beside him .. he whinges, she made him wait for hours ,yes he was at fault, but tells Kamini .. she knows how much he loves Dhani.. he takes another gulp and cries out drunk.. and Dhani too knows how much he loves her!.. and his heavy with booze head drops on Kamini's shoulder .. slides under,and over to her neck..viplav cries in remorse.. Kamini curves her arm around him and fondles the top of his head under her jaw.. tells Viplav, she tried hard, to unite him with her..but she failed for which she's sorry, Kamini mocks deceitfully .. Viplav mumbles in a drunken state, it was his fault , he shouldn't have raised his hand on Dhani ..kamini gets worried she didn't want him regretting his actions with that thorn in her side Dhani! Viplav cries , can't imagine how he got so livid at her?.. Dhani stops in the doorway, and in the mirror, Kamini sees her reflection .. yes this is classic! let Dhani see that in Viplav's life she is now the mirror image ,of Dhani's reflection! Dhani's replacement! She ! Kamini the woman in Viplav's life! the mirror tells it all.. Dhani sees the evidence, and muses, it reflects clearly ! Viplav what my place is in your life... the other woman Kamini, wonders what she should do? Dhani can see what she's doing with her husband.. the sweet innocent Dhani should receive such a message now..that should act as the final death of whatever they had.. muses the evil home wrecker Kamini .. she uses the drunk Viplav as the decoy.. Viplav ,continues to mumble , made a huge mistake , a big mistake.. Kamini jumps at the situation and pretends she talks to a phased out Viplav.. Kamini sounds off so its audible enough for Dhani, what is he saying ,that he made a big mistake in marrying Dhani?? Viplav why is he repeating that I by marrying Dhani he committed a big mistake! Viplav mumbles sorrowfully , made a big mistake ,a big mistake.. Dhani is stunned she has seen enough and heard enough! Dhani watches her so called friend caresses her Viplav's head over her shoulder , while Kamini the evil one says , no his marriage is not a mistake , all will be well ... Dhani does not buy this Kamini's story and what's more Kamini too doesn't give a toss as what she wanted she has achieved Dhani's man! Dhani off his back forever!.. Dhani recalls,how he regretted his marriage to her .. he said it to her at the mandir .. suddenly he levels , bottoms up the bottle to guzzle more booze.. Dhani weeps at the sight of him.. Viplav your Dhani came to give you the best news of the world ,she feels her belly.. but Viplav you gave your Dhani the news that nearly took her life away! run! Dhani run!.. out of this place ..run Dhani rid yourself of this house! of the people in it run.. just run! Dhani cries bitterly as her foot crosses the threshold of the house that never accepted her..

Dhani steps out the gates straight into her mother's arm! cries bitterly in her embrace.. the doors of AN are closed to both mother and daughter. Dhani hugs her mother , cries inconsolably ,Dulari wants to know what's upset her child? Dhani doesn't know where to begin her whole being has been blown to bits! Through floods of tears she gathers herself but soon loses it! tell me mother whatever I saw was a lie!why would Viplav do such a thing after all? Dulari asks her as Dhani doesn't make sense ..but what can I say mother! and she sinks down to her knees in disbelief !mother I couldn't believe my eyes.. viplav in his room! he was with Kamini! Dulari s worst fears seem to come true. Mother he was in her arms! sobs Dhani. I would never have believed my eyes , but my ears heard him tell her that he made a big mistake in marrying Dhani ! mother! he considers me a big mistake!!why did he say this mother? Dulari attempts to console her , no Dhani.. I know him , he is not likely to think that way! but mother I saw it with my own eyes your baachwa ji did all of this...weeps Dhani. Dulari raises her daughter back on her feet and tells her ,don't you worry my child, I'll talk to him! come it might not be how we think! and Dulari drags Dhani to the closed gate,.. but Dhani stops and looks at AN and replies, no mother we're not going in! all ties with this house and the relationships who live in it have ended for me today! nothing remains here for me! but Dulari disagrees, how can you say this? your husband Viplav is in there its your in law's house ,and she'll have a word with him.Dhani replies mother, Viplav is not mine anymore.. Dulari tries to knock sense into Dhani.. might be Kamini might be putting up an act, Dhani retorts sure , but then Viplav too was part of her act. Dulari warns her , in differences between husband and wife , beware the third party benefits . But Dhani is far too deeply wounded. She hears her mother insist still, she needs to speak to Viplav.. Dhani is hopeless as what good will that make.. Dulari does admit that all men are the same ,get drawn in by women? still Dhani needs to forgive him! Dhani may consider ,that it was Kamini's fault .. But for Dhani , what matters are the words that Viplav used.. marrying her was the biggest mistake of his life! fine ! he can rectify his mistake! I am leaving ! and I am never ,ever! returning to this house! but Dulari stops Dhani for taking such a hasty decision! running away never solves problems, facing them and talking through finds solutions! dhani is scorned and filled with fury ,she is a woman spurned ! so the walls ,facade of this house mean nothing to her! it's the end of all for her! Dulari reminds her distraught daughter of the child she carries within her..hers and Viplav! surely she cannot deny the right of fatherhood! But Dhani turns her Dulari's plea to her mother hood.. that she will not use a her condition as her weakness but s a strength..she will never subject her child to such pain where her child has to see that its father never respected its mother! besides, Dhani cries, she came here alone.. till she met Viplav ,he became her reason for living! but now nothing remains for her! she will never return to this house! to Viplav's life! all is finished for her! Dhani reasons with her equally distraught mother..

Tripurari botched up killing Dhani..the other day! he takes another shot at proving his worth and going for the stakes! His mother's marital status, and his birthright of being Dashrant's right full son! hence Tripurari uses his giddy ,yet deprived for his love , stupid wife Suvarna for an important mission. Suvarna armed with a bomb planted in her tote bag is sent packing to the ashram for a visit as a good will gesture by Tripurari! This good will gesture of Tripurari , means life in abundance for Tripurari and impending doom for all for at the ashram!

Dulari continues to resuscitate her daughter's dying marriage. Reminds Dhani ,what will she do when the child grows up and wants to know about its family? Dhani cries, the family, where its mother could never live with dignity in.. how would it survive? besides, and Dhani draws her strength from the scriptures.. cries out mother, remember Sita maa, didn't she live in the forest with her sons,?never went to lord Rama, asking for his help but rather lived in the forest with self respect! So mother! l am leaving ,give me your blessings! Dulari does give her buchaiya her blessings.. but insists on accompanying Dhani.. that Dhani turns down! and bids her mother to return to the ashram ,and that she'll take what life gives to her in a stride! Dulari turns down parting from her child and cries.. now that Dhani herself is with child ,she should understand how hard it is for a mother to abandon her child to the doldrums! A crushed mother and daughter hug ..and walk away from the fortress called Ayodha Nivas.. where dead souls live in their doomed everlasting hell! This was no place for the righteous...

A bomb ticks away.. count down to Dhani's and the widows lives.. then it happens the blast! that cruelly takes away from Dhani , her package of love! her maternal home! her maternal family ! all those memories of the past.. go up in flames..in smoke that rises up to the heavens, and weeps the gods and goddesses as well..what manner of justice does the vibrant Shiva speak of in his thunderous Tandev?? His damru deafens the cries..

Viplav learns of the blast in the ashram.. any survivors?.. and then there is silence..the colour of his Ishq ..now hangs in midair like the swing of the pendulum... hamlet53 29 .5.16

Its needless to say who this episode belongs to.. my dhani.. Eisha singh.. ... I hold my piece for the moment.. lets all hang on to each other during this time.. much love hammie

sorry for posting late was trying to get my act together...

Dear Eisha... this is not farewell but best wishes for a bright future in the entertainment world. Thanks for being Dhani from August 2015 till today.. being Dhani was certainly a feather in your cap.. seeing the way you gave a persona to Dhani ,many new accolades are coming your way. Follow your aspirations ,you have my blessings. Thanks for spreading your smile and bringing joy to my life through IKRS.. this song is for you.. yes you will be missed , but I release you .. to return in another programme..hammie remains your fan.. love and respect..

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSgkfD8ucfo#t=12[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: anjaliii

love hammie..excellent..👏 hi anjali... had to stop half way when writing.. was hurting...

can't believe yesterday was eisha's last day.😕.

she nailed it.. 😊

yes... I conditioned my mind.. sunday would be curtains.. episode.. it sounded like it was the finale in her dialogues...

your tribute to dhaani...beautiful..😊
she remains the orginal dhani who set the tone for ISHQ... this I will not forget... thanks for reading and commenting , love hammie