shall i say my after long hiatus comeback post is a remembrance bugged by disturbance..a disturbance prolonged by sheer confusion of the makers as to what ,who and how...a disturbance in the mind of an avid fan who wants the best and ends up in disappointment at the mention of the title itself...is it just disturbing me or im echoing words of others too?..oh well.i am super disturbed if you have read it right ,my dear friends..
i am always disturbed by rati di's because she totally shakes the world of confusion inside of me with her mere presence..she somehow overpowers the world of negativity brewing inside of me with her incredible talent everytime she is onscreen..she did it from day 1 and she continues to do so till today..that is a fact i can never fathom nor can i justify or ignore...u remain the best ,rati di always!
but,i am still disturbed...i love repetition of the word controlling my mind but then i couldn't find whom to blame and what disturbs me more..should i blame it on the makers whom have indulgently created two ...with one in constant distress and one reliving her distress...yes,you got it right...im disturbed by both zara and my indira...in the whole perspective here,i never saw them as one..in a happiness mode,it reflects rati pandey in a high level of respect both from me and viewers...for the sole reason,both were never one for me...she does both ,but i was never able to see them as one...top notch acting,in this point alone cvs win cos they handed it to the right person! ...

my disturbance paragraph continues...the strangling scene took me to the himalayas...albeit in an angry mode...i came down only when i realised it s fiction..but then,that has never been the case with hd..not with me..i always saw hd as a slice of life kind of a thing..ive connected with indira s in real lifes and ive attached myself to the varied emotions she goes through while constantly performing her duties...to date,her butter locking scene stifles me even now..indira was one protagonist whom had uniqueness attached to her rather naturally...she disturbed me with uniqueness in the past ,now hd disturbs me with confusing thoughts and anger...
why oh why remains a question unanswered! zara lost her mind despite her high profile characterisation...indira lost hers 8years ago and ...i have disturbance finding answer to that,thus the dots!and both are shown entangled with a super confused character who keeps changing and for god's sake,is duly disturbed as in itself as an existence.

never a complain,but im officially d.i.s.t.u.r.b.e.d .
HITLER DIDI,still alive,are you?