Phase I : Ricky Diwan
Ricky Diwan was any normal person and I feel in this century no normal person is pure. Everyone has grey shades. So, did Ricky. He was selfish but won't harm anyone intentionally. He was a bad, spoilt brat with a pure, golden heart. He has a heart that was always in search of love, he never left the hope of getting it. He never showed to anyone that he wanted love. He hid his feelings beneath his carefree attitude. He became a carefree person because none of his family members cared for him. He got the love in the form of money. But money is not everything. No one in his family ever showed love and affection which a child would want. So, a good person inside Ricky diwan got lost but the thing was, he never killed that good person inside him.
When the accident happened, any normal person would have done the same thing according to me. No no, I am not supporting his act. Very few would be there who actually repent for what they do. As he was Ricky Diwan then, he tried to run away but when he heard indira's voice something made him stop. And the "Good Person" inside him was brought up in front with indira's words of vidit being her last hope. Even though he was carefree,spoilt,bad he knew the meaning of it as he himself had never got the love. So, the journey of good Ricky Diwan started.
Phase II :
Entry in SN: The Rishi Kumar Diwan
Here comes our jovial, fun-loving, flirt, naughty, adorable Rishi Kumar. Now, if we see Rishi Kumar and Ricky Diwan, we can see the two different personalities. But as I said before inside ricky diwan there was always a good person and that is rishi kumar. Rishi Kumar is neither selfish nor selfless. His behavior differs from person to person. He is not offensive but definitely defensive. When he entered SN he did not only change his name but came out of the shell of bad Ricky Diwan. But he was still a Diwan. That's why he was selfish except with indira. He never cared for anyone except Indira. Rishi loves to spread happiness and love. Love is the thing which matters to him the most but there are exceptions. He would not try to be good with people who are not worth it. He is like tit for tat. We could see examples of it in his acts. He made fraud with those property papers. He talked to jhumpa by stealing indur's phone. ( I had laughed so hard while watching it). He brought up the hidden face of indur in front of everyone by making smart moves. He didn't ever listen to people when it was not his mistake. He had self-respect. The reason for all this was he was still a Ricky Diwan. Or I should say, that was the time when he was a perfect combination of Ricky Diwan and Rishi kumar.
He hadn't fall for indira then but his ultimate goal was to bring happiness in her life as he himself didn't get it and was guilty for being responsible for her brother's condition. He tried to bring that happiness in her life and that was the reason he had come to SN but he never sacrificed his self-respect for it. He got taunted by indira so many times for his interference but he didn't give up and took it as challenge. He didn't run behind her that time but he was always there to support her.
(to be continued)