Who Am I? - Page 2

If you see today's epi...even today Indira reflects her hurt in her words where she says meine ghar ko samhalneka theka jo le rakha hai...that means somewhere she is reflecting on her self imposed duties which she does not like...but she has to...due to whom? inder sharma...

I guess she would never have been a hitler if her family had shown some love...just looking at how she opens up to their love, hugs mandira and forgives her it is also proved she cares to be accepted and loved too...a woman so badly treated by her own family can not accept love from a stranger so easily...especially if he reminds her of her bitter experience...

i do believe she has recognised her dad's true colour...but i guess i was trying to paint that vulnerable indira within who still longs for that love...wants to go back being her dad's girl...cos had she been over it she would not have done so much for her family...not sacrificed that much...its mainly her issues with her dad which drives her to obsessively hold on to her family...

i had said somewhere she has stockholm syndrome...i think its there mainly cause of her dad...

she needs to break out of the family and have her own life...maybe she would be able to see the happiness around and live for herself...😃

that was too emotional...😭...i agree with every word you said...completely second you...that's what i feel...💔...she loved two persons the most in life .and both hurt her badly...and one more that was her brother who is in front of her in handicapped condition...her father...leaved her alone in viscous circle of life...she was trapped in so many responsibilities at such a young age...the person he used to idolize ...was lost...forever...but still somewhere in her heart...she has feelings for him...she still has...as u mentioned the girl who always wanted her father can't just leave him...imagine her how badly her heart must have broken when she came to know that she was tortured in jail because of him...same is the case with rishi...how bad she would have felt when on the mandap she came to know that rishi handicapped her brother...she isn't actually a hitler...she has made herself like that...to save her sensitive hearts from things...because the love she deserved from her family was never given to her...the respect wasn't given either...and still she was expected to do all the responsibilities...so to make herself strong...she became strict...even she is someone who wants to laugh and feel that whole delhi should laugh with her...she do love rishi...but she doesn't show and that too has a reason...he almost ended the only hope her life...her brother...on whose shoulders she could have leaned ...so it's natural...she is cared of forgiving him...she already has so many stresses in life...no one in her own family understand her...she has covered herself with a sheath now...a sheath of anger...just to save herself from getting hurt because of the world...because she knows that there is no one for her on whom she can lean...who will make her feel better in worse situations...she herself is her only strength...but her love for the people is visible through her eyes...through her actions...

and one more thing...another reason not to forgive rishi is that ...she has forgiven indar many times..and everytime he back stabbed her...and kehte hain jise dhoka mila hota hain...woh apna har kadam vishwaas ki taraf badi mushkil se rakhta hain...we can't feel all that...we aren't aware of the pain...because we are not in her shoes and we are lucky to have families who support us at every step of our life...and we owe our everything to our parent...atleast i owe...

I am happy i could make you feel that way ji...welcome 😳

very good post...its seems like its an unsent letter from a daughter to her father...👏