awesome post rinky👏
wow ur post just describes wat indira is all abt, wat she was,wat she was made 2 become n wat r her fears deep within...
i esp loved these lines of urs...
' I was frozen from within, I did so much for them yet they never listened, they never cared...they blamed me, bruised me with their words. The more they did it I tried even more, all failed they never loved me the way you did daddy, but I still try.'
i think dis scenario will nvr evr change in her life...her family will nvr b able 2 appreciate her as they dnt hv d required emotional n intelligence quotient 2 understand her value in their lives...dis saying completely goes wid her situation...'neki kar or dariya mein daal'...
she was frozen bt she had 2 forget her ownself n her fears n worries n turn into a completely different cold personality...d hitler dat we all knw...
'But he lied to me the same way you did. You had promised to be by my side for ever. You did not remain. He lied to me about my only hope and took my trust for a ride...For my entire life I am burdened with the loss of hope that maybe one day someone else would take away my responsibilities and I can live like a normal girl again...'
her dad was her idol bt he left no stone unturned 2 make her believe dat her beliefs n hopes wer wrong...she had learnt 2 live life d hard way...bt then again someone came, showed her d lighter side of life...she dared 2 trust a man again bt in d end she was again left hurt...d hope which had once rekindled her spirits was again left shattered...
its very easy 4 us 2 say or point out dat indira shudnt b 2 harsh or she shud trust him/her...bt its a case of a wounded heart which was pierced twice at d same spot n by d ppl whom she trusted blindly n had hopes on...so i wud nvr blame her if she is always cautious or suspicious henceforth abt being in relationships...
bt just as u ended her plea wid a hope, i wud also hope dat she gets 2 live a normal life again as she also doesnt being enjoy being a hitler or evn called one...
lovely post rinky...dnt hv lovely words like u 2 express indira's state bt dis is wat i felt aftr reading ur post...i really enjoyed reading dis 1...do write more...😃
Edited by arti_17 - 13 years ago