FF Apni preet se mujhe rang de - Page 41

Chapter 28

Gulaal entered kesar's room and kesar was still angry….kesar looked at gulaal and said angrily "mein lecture sunane k bilkul mood mein nahi ho"

Gulaal came near said "kesar par kyu nahi…tumhe kya jarurat thi un ladke se jhagda karne k kitna maara hai unko"

Kesar looked at her and said "jarorat thi…aur tum log the islye kam peete hai akele mil gaye hote to koi nahi bachta"

Gulaal replied "par kesar chup bhi to raha jaa sakta hai tum shaant nahi reh sakte the"

Kesar looked at her in anger and said "bas gulaal kuch baatein bardasht nahi hai …..to nahi hai"

Gulaal replied in between "par kesar" and then she saw a wound on his chest her shirt was torn and blood was oozing out

"Oh my god" she gasped as she saw the wound

She was nervous she cried "kesar yeh chot kaise lagi"

Kesar looked at his wound and said "kuch nahi….un ladko mein se kisi ne knife se attack kiya tha…chota sa cut hai thek ho jayega"

Gulaal was scared she said "nahi chota sa cut nahi hai blood bhi nikal raha hai…mein abhi first add box laati hun…tum plz apni shirt utaaro.."and she quickly rushed to her room to get the first aid box

Kesar said "gulaal iski koi jarurat nahi hai" but she didn't listened and he quietly removed his shirt

Gulaal returned in his room and looked kesar….kesar was sitting on his bed he was bare chested…his smooth tanned skin gleamed under the dim lights…his muscles were tonned……he was a perfection personified….gulaal stood still for a moment… …..kesar looked at her and she felt a sudden shyness in her… gulaal inhaled sharpely….she slowly slowly walked inside the room as she walked in an uneasiness crept through him…though he was shy too but still his eyes never left her

gulaal was a doctor but she was shy with her pateint…gulaal came near and sat beside kesar …and he felt the ache of the physical awareness so keenly that it rendered him blank…she then looked at the wound and took out cotton soaked it in dettol and gently wiped the blood from his wound…as she put the dettol…the stinging sensation of dettol made him sigh….

As kesar sighed…gulaal came near to his chest and gently blew the air to reduce the burning sensation…as she came near the fist of desire slammed into him and made him almost impossoble to breathe…he was helpless at the moment. She blew gently and asked soflty "thek hai"

He looked at her no he wasn't ok…his soul his sense were tout and tense

Gulaal then took a anitiseptic cream and applied it with her finger around the wound… she felt the heat of his skin she felt his heartbeat acccelerating…kesar watched her and felt a strong twinge of compassion for her…… the language of her touch had its own meaning to him…hesistaley gulaal touched him again and put the bandage and looked at him….their gaze locked for a min…it was the moment of desire passion and wild emotions….gulaal shyly withdrew her eyes away from him and was about to stood up but kesar hold her hand..he grabbed her hand as he didnt want her to leave his sight…there was a burning desire in him and he hold her hand as if his deire could be soothed only if he could touch her' her hand….she stared into his eyes and saw a reflection of his deep passion in his grave face…he caressed her hand and her wrist with his finger and a spark passed in her heart…with the nerve streching slowness…..he moved his hand from her hand to her wirst and arm and he placed his hand on her shoulder ….the sensation of his touch and her nervousness converted into spellbound involvement…he was holding her with his both hand he wanted to pull her close…

But then they heard talli calling for kesar…..gulaal saw talli coming in his room….. her heart pounded….kesar looked at her and he parted his hand and let her go

Talli came in their room…kesar put his shirt back and gulaal stood

Taali looked at them

Gulaal said "aao talli woo kesar ko chot lagi thi isliye dressing kar rahi thi"

Talli looked at him and said "kaise chot lag gayi"

Kesar replied "kuch nahi ladko k saath fight karte hue lag gayi ab thek hun"

Talli said to gulaal "acha hua gulaal dawai laga di"

Gulaal remained silent

Talli then sat with kesar and said "kesar acha kiya tune uhne maara….do char thappad aur dena the aise ladko ko aise hi thek kiya jaata hai"

Kesar was got involved in the conversation "ab mein tere jaise rambo to ho nahi jitna maar saka maar diya agli baar tu marna"

And kesar and talli started laughing

Gulaal quietly looket at them and left the room quielty…..unknowingly that kesar's eyes followed her till her shadow disappeared in darkness

Next morning kesar came in the dinning room….gulaal looked at him and asked "ab chot kaise hai"

Kesar smiled and said "thek hai"

Then he sat for breakfast

Gulaal served him and said "jin logo se kal tumhara jhagda hua tha unka phone aaya tha sorry bol rahe the"

Kesar didn't pay attention he said "breakfast acha bana hai"

Gulaal continued "wo tumhare college mein padhte hain unhone galti maan li hai..ab maaf kad do unhe"

Kesar still avoided the conversation he said "ketchup dena plz"

Gulaal looked at him and said "topic change mat karo…aur wo sorry bol rahe hain can't u forgive them…common acha nahi lagta"

Kesar looked at her and said "I don't care"

Gulaal looked at him and said "hmm abhi gussa gaya nahi jab thanda ho jayega to maaf kardego pata hai….mera kehna nahi taloge"

Kesar was irritated he said "kyu maaf karu aur tumhe aisa kyu lagta hai mein tumahri har baat manuga"

Gulaal looked at him and smiled and said "lagta nahi….yankeen hai"

And she left..leaving kesar speechless

In the evening gulaal returned from hospital she was passing from talli's room

Talli saw her and called her in

Gulaal came inside talli was preparing some handmade cards

Talli asked "yeh cards kaise lag rahe hain"

Gulaal looked at the cards and said "bahoot ache bday cards hai kesar k liye bana rahi ho?"

Talli said "haan kal kesar ka bday haina har saal usko bday cards deti hun"

Gulaal asked "par handmade cards"

Talli said" bachpan se use apne haath se banaye hue cards de rahi ho…aadat pad gayi hai…aur pata hai kesar ko sabse phele wish meine karti ho…aaj tak use sabse pehle meine wish kiya hai "and her eyes sparkled

Gulaal looked at her and in low voice asked "bahoot pyaar karti ho kesar se"

Talli didn't said anything she looked at her and then she took her hand in her and said "ek baat pucho kya tum sach mein kesar se apna rishta khatam kar dogi"

Gulaal heart sunked to hear it…she remained silent for the minute…she wanted to deny it.but she had made a promise to herself her; mother in law so she said in barely audible voice "yeh shaadi sirf ek compromise tha…meine vaada kiya hai kesar ko is rishte se azaad kar dungi"

Talli said to "kya agar tumhare aur kesar k rishte k tutune k baad koi aur kesar k life mein aaye….she paused and said "agar mein kesar k zindagi mein aau to tumhe bura to nahi lagega"

Gulaal looked at her with her wet eyes she said "kyu bura lagega…..tum kesar ko bahoot khush rakhugi usko woo saari khushiyaan dogi jo woo deserve karta hai..m…mujhe koi problem nahi hogi"

Talli heard it and she embraced her…gulaal didn't said anything just a tear roll down from her cheeks

It was midnight…5 minutes left to struck 12'0clock…5 minutes left for kesar's 21^st birthday…gulaal looked at the clock and quickly came out of the room and she headed towards kesar's room to wish him happy bday…as she walked she saw talli also coming….gulaal stopped she quietly watched talli walking in kesar's room…she stood there for a sec and then turned back and went in her room

Talli entered kesar room…he was sleeping

She said "happy birthday kesar"

Kesar opened his eyes and saw talli….he stood up….

Talli said "many many happy returns of the day" and she gave him the cards

Kesar looked at her and then looked at the door his eyes searched gulaal but she was nowhere...kesar was disappointed…

Talli asked "kya hua kesar tumhe gift pasand nahi aaya"

Kesar looked back and accepted the gift with a cold smile and said thanks and looked back at the door…soon talli left his room

Kesar waited for gulaal but she didn't came…he waited for her whole night….with every passing hour he looked at the clock and then his door…hoping for her to come and wish him birthday but she was not there….