Originally posted by: -Srushti-
Mein aa gai😛 welcome srush welcome 😛
And I posted on my chhotu Red post that these days Gullu is severely distracting me from my Kesuda thread...Kesuda has all but turned into Ranjha Majnu Devdass etc etc...
But he is my Kesuda toh how can I forget him...
Toh epi starts with the Kesuda chant and why the hell is Talli waiting for him on the door😡
Sudhi you bin-budhi...drag her inside and lock her in the bathroom and JK is right...where the hell did this secret place of the childhood came from😕😡 (yehi i m also thinking, n only talli knows about it? what a joke 🤢)
Anyways...That apart...We saw Kesuda ...stacked somewhere in the middle of nowhere..shivering in cold all wet ...and ofcourse Talli seeing him🤢 and him and Dushy pulling him... (oh did u see how talli ran... i got afraid that yeh kya dhakkay maar rahi hai use, pehle hi bechara bemar hai 😕)
Kesuda adamant that he wont come home because everybody thinks him to be the culprit...
*sigh* since yesterday I am on a Flashback mode...everything that happens in the present reminds me of the past...and this scene also reminded me of the Kesar who used to complain that since Gulaal has come to the house, she has started dominating and how now nobody thinks about him and everybody sides her...
Today was the same...and ironically both are sidelined...The only thing both of them need is each other...and they dont have that ...These two are broken hearts...lost pieces of a puzzle who dont make sense without each other...
Gulaal's heartlessness seeing a half dead Kesuda almost made me think of her as 'The great wall of Talsagra'(great wall, sorry to say per great wall bhi shayad gullu se achi hi hoti 🤢)...I know I have given enough justifications on her behalf in my other thread...but this is KEsar thread...and I cant side with Gulaal...I see him half dead and wish that she would bring him to senses...
Ofcourse she was to some extent right when JK told her that Kesuda was suffering because of here and she answered that it was his own doing...Yes it was his own doing...he had no business to go out like this...Yesterday when he went out and slept on the terrace she did send the blanket (with the terrorist🤢)...there was one crack in that wall...because Kesar had just broken down and told her that he would keep away from her...
But his actions have now put her in the radius of blame-game ... everybody is blaming her for his situation...To some extent she is loathing herself and to some extent she is hating him...She is in the same position that Kesar was in when he came back...he didnot know what to do!! Ofcourse years of situational calamities and after having seen the true faces of every member of the family...Gulaal has not only turned hard, she has turned bitter...Technically this should have been her stance years ago...but somehow she managed to allude it ...Kesar being with her..for him she was that bright laughing Gulaal...but now her position in this house has degraded...she is a fallen angel and now her staying in the house, to which she gave everything is now solely dependent on HIM...There is a resentment palpating ...Like it had in Kesar...he used to be hurting, vicious...even leaving her in the midst and carrying off Talli to Reva's house...
She is doing the same...she is leaving him amidst everybody and just taking off on her high flight... (per y to treat him like a piece of garbage ?? n i have one objection on kesar that when he said k samne nahi aoon ga so now y doing zid that gullu vl feed me with her own hands, what is this bhai, whr did his promise go??? for a walk? like he went in the rain n all 🤢)
And she did have flashbacks of Kesar nursing her back...but then those got taken over by Flashbacks of his declaration of love and then Kesar going to Panchayat news...He had put the livelihood of two families to get her...you could see the burden of these things taking a toll on her...
But hey Raam this is Kesuda's thread.. I swear he is gonna come here and throw a tantrum and even in his thread it is Gulaal Gulaal😆
There is a moment when he sees her sitting on the window sill... There is something so automated in both of these people that their taking care of each other is like nothing new..they have been doing it their whole life...It is not doing that, makes the whole chaos...but Gulaal putting the blanet across Kesar or Kesar putting it on Gulaal is like a daily routine...
But loved how he gets up and puts it around and in the morning finds himself in the warmth of HER blanket...
May be that is why he got that illusion of Gulaal smiling near the window sill...and the smile that actually came on his face...owww...there is only one word for that and it is 'Blissfull'😳😳😳
(they vr playing blanky blanky , sorry my mood is upset with all the stupid things they r showing in the episodes 🤢)
ya ya...I know her smile was an illusion but still her smile made something in me say "Haansh"
So lacking are the smiles these days...except JK nobody is smiling...
But ofcourse JK is smiling because nobody else is...
And as Farzaana said...what the hell was she doing there in the morning... Kesar poor fellow has his room taken over by his wife and her girlfriend ... uski toh koi ijjhat hi nahi hai🤢 (exactly, n becharay ki ankho k samnay his wife n her girl friend r playing pyar pyar n he doesnt even know 🤢)
Accha waise who thought that Gulaal was a bit offended seeing Talli giving tablets to Kesar (wishful thinking bhi chalega😛)... (kahan yar, it seemed like she thanked God k chalo meri jaan bachi 🤢)
And out of that offense she gave the bowl of that patti to Talli???
As I said on the other thread also...it reminded me of the holi scene where Kesar was trying to save himself as he wanted Gulaal to be the first one to put color on her and Talli gets mad seeing he doesnot let her color him..and So Gulaal puts the color in Talali's pichkari and Talli puts color on him...and when Kesar gets mad, Gulaal explains that it might be Talli who put that colour on him, but it is she who put that colour in the pitchkari...
Right now also she walks in to see Talli give medicines on him...and unlike the past, where she rejoiced this bickering, my shot is that she did get a bit offended...and had the terrorist been not there she had come with full preparation to play Nurse...
But seeing them together something snapped inside her and she gave the patti to Talli and I swear, as I said on the other thread...anybody...the ever elusive Daiba. ...the brainless Paanbaa...the chhota mota cupic poonamba, Dushy bushy or even Durgesh aka Duggu would have been ok playing nurse...but WHY talli (so true, i agree, koi bhi chalta but y it always has to be talli say to gullu that now dont give this stupid reason that uski apni umer ki larki patti rakhe to acha hoga )
And Kesar...what to say about him...the guy is so desperate for one moment with her...he is sooo shocked that she just hands over the patti to the terrorist...you can see he expected more, since last night ...the way she had sat through his illness and the way he found the blanket he had put on her, on him...he obviously was happy and that is why he was not even angry on finding talli in his room in the morning...
But the way Gulaal just lashes out on him, he is clearly taken aback..and again gets that lost-look on his face, at these sudden turn of events...
But this time he takes it with good spirit ...atleast better than most times... it is as if he is used to this heart break..and the way he gets blamed for her position in this house...the way she tells him that he is gotta be happy that she is dying every minute living in this house...he knows the truth in that...he saw that ...But why would he call Talli to put back the patti😡...couldn't he have managed himself😡
He could have been some more ill...I dont care at this point of time...but why this Talli ...*arrghh*(exactly, he could have put the patti himself, it was just a patti, not a huge aeroplane that he couldnt put it on his head himself 😡)
Why doesnt she run away to her old house like the last time she did when Gulaal was ill... (this time its kesar na, gullu hoti ill toh she might have run away again, i was seriously shocked at that time when gullu was so ill n talli left her alone n ran to her house 😲, i know she was hurt but at that time gulaal needed her the most )
Anyways as we know...it was discussed in extenso that Talli is going to be there for a while because of the obvious symbolisms shown to us by the CVs in the past...
See this scene...Talli clapping as kes-Gul have made up ...after Kesuda was mad at Gulaal for hitting him...
and after seeing this and remembering that drowning episode...and Talli and Kesar saving Gulaal from drowning...I thought that it was significant because right now it is the same...Gulaal is drowning..in a sea of despair, loneliness and hopelessness...so together may be they are to bring her back and Talli had at that time also worked as a bridge...May be this time...but as I said I would prefer JK the mota cupid to play its role than this terrorist🤢
What was significant was the convo between Dushy and Ramu ...I will just copy paste what I had written in my other thread in reply to a post that now Dushy Ramu drama is making me a bit apprehensive..a bit more hopeful too...because it is high time for Dushy exposure...and you know that just might do the trick...
the moment Dushy's secret is out...All the equations will change and at that time these two broken pieces of puzzle will have to get together😳 Kesar will have to support her and she will have no one with her at that point of time...Dushy himself would be in a drowning position ...he wont be able to help her...*sigh*...waiting for that eagerly now...(me too)
Precap: I dont know whether all of them agree...but I found that quite interesting... you know why?? hehe me and my FB spreee...
I just dug this out of the closet...
So the precap does make sense ...the only thing I didnot like is the public spectacle and announcement...and JK is absolutely not helping ...if she would not have forced Gulaal to obey Kesar's demand I think Gulaal would not have point blankly refused...ofcourse it is a precap and me not much relying on it...but it looks like this ways... (gulaal said main tukda tor tor k is k mun men nahi daal sakti, it seems like she is not talking about kesar, she is talking about some dog or worthless animal jis k agay tukday daalne hen 😡 or i should say phenkne hen 😡 wow gulaal !!)
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