All you Kes-Gul lovers, will definately like today's episode not only you got a scene between them two, but we got a jhonka hawa ka Gulaal's dupatta landing on Kesar head 😳 and its been ages seeing those eyes brim with love from Kesar when he gets lost in Gulaal 😉😳
WOW is the word today for this episode, concerning Kesar-Gulaal
I chose this title for this thread, coz thats what i feel Kes-Gul are doing - Kesar on what he said to Gulaal at the vrat and Gulaal herself also fighting within and so many things
Gulaal is troubled (even lately around Talli she hasnt said much in a way esp in this whole vrat day), she is fighting so many things and i do see somewhat guilt in her and things are unraveling in front of her that she cant seem to stop it and that being Talli and her so called dreamy remarks and so on, and Gulaal is holding back one of the reasons is Talli and the guilt knowing that Kesar is feelings are directed towards her and not Talli, there is that guilt and so on, and you see her holding back just keeping a grasp on Talli/Kesar alliance, and also feels that Talli has a right on Kesar and things (see what she says in the precap about the chunar and Talli has that right to it, its like she has to convince him and her that its Talli's right) concerning all those wifely duties and so on, and like she says the chunar as well in the precap. Not only that she is panicky in the sense when she thinks someone knows something she has to know like when Talli said, the chunar was for someone else, did he say who for, and when Talli mentioned that Kesar has things in his room and certain letters - Gulaal had to know if Talli knew who they were for (even though she knows its for her - hence the flashback), she has some sort of fear in a sense and she wants to hide alot of things esp what Kesar is feeling for her and so on, i am wondering now whether Gulaal will find these letters or she will look for them as of now...
It was important scene between Kesar-Gulaal we saw, how much peace was there on Kesar's face when he saw Gulaal walking towards him and standing in front him, you could hear the sigh from him, and also we knew he would stop her trying to touch his feet and so on - you know Kesar is a very simple man - he is contented in the smallest things, in the sense i mean if Gulaal just looks at him and smiles, he will cherish that all day - any importance or exclusiveness he gets from Gulaal, he will likes - its the simple things and feelings that matters to him, and we saw it - how her coming up to him, could get a peaceful and content Kesar. It was nice to see Gulaal bringing up the slap and saying sorry and trying to explain and you could see she was trying to get the words out or forcing them coz she isnt speaking freely with Kesar and so on (even though most of the time before and now she was avoiding his gaze and she has been doing that lately and we know why ever since what he said to her) whilst Kesar understood why she did and in a way kinda said she was right and had full right to do so... and the important part of the scene was when Kesar was telling Gulaal that he doesnt know what is happening to him, and he feels like he is fighting within himself and so on - rather a good dialogue he said - anyone would get that the this man is in love, the symptoms he said shall say is a sign of being in love but he hasnt exactly realised that, it was important coz Gulaal knew somewhat exactly what is happening to him as you saw her coming to subtle realization in regards of what he is feeling towards her and what his feelings are (got to i loved this dialogue coz it actually described a person falling in love - naturally and freely, and this is what is important that this diaglogue meant and came across that its happening naturally... and not just coz him and Gulaal share a bond and other things etc, but also how how love and falling in love should be like) and what they mean despite however much later on she doesnt dwell on it or closes it off or casts it off (and we saw that while she was with Talli/Sudha in the later scene) she is avoiding it as such and again she does this coz she isnt allowing her to think and holding back due to quite a few things - Talli, Sudha, and other things
I wasnt expecting her dupatta landing on his face, but wow when it did - now that was a gust of wind and nothing else, and you saw the look of love on his face, whilst Gulaal did look at him - she did keep on looking at him and walked away as she adjusted her veil on her head, you know all the things that Gulaal/Talli forces are them doing it, whilst Kesar pulling towards Gulaal and falling for her and Gulaal's dupatta are all forces of natural occurance, esp that dupatta - and i expect to see more scenes like this only to get across that however much Gulaal pulls away or distances or walks away - something will pull her back to Kesar, in this case it was the dupatta
It reminds me of this quote from Nicholas Sparks book - Message in a Bottle
"There are winds of destiny that blow when we least expect them. Sometimes they gust with the fury of a hurricane, sometimes they barely fan one's cheek. But the winds cannot be denied, bringing as they often do a future that is impossible to ignore."
Kesar is a very thoughtful caring man (and has certain maturity in him), but its hidden at times and ppl dont value it much, coz it always overcasts it by his anger and things he does implusively at times which is understandable from the outside view in the family's pov when he goes off on one. As i was he was thoughtful and so right in bringing Raman to Sudha, he didnt need to but he thought of Ramanbha and forcefully brought him despite how much Raman didnt want to go and also he did it for Sudhabhabhi, those little things matter and what these rituals are
Chunar alert, again Talli has to force Kesar to make him look at her again, as we saw he only glances at Talli for a second, isnt it always Gulaal he looks in all entirely/closely and takes her in, whilst we Talli he glances at her coz she made sure he looked her and again to make him look at her again closely and then he notices the chunar and the utter hurt on his face was visible even when she said Gulaal gave it to her and the anger stirring in and the anger only came after Talli said that and more so, and then finally Kesar snapping that it wasnt for her and so on, notice he never said aloud that it was for Gulaal - only looks at her. Its always best to let Kesar go and leave when he is angry, he needs to be himself and in his own mind and when we saw him driving, well nearly had an accident - we saw those tears but when he wiped those tears we saw such a expression on Kesar that meant he comes to some sort of conclusion and knows what he is going to do - i guess the chunar burning from the precap lol
Last scene was of Gulaal on the balcony (what a cinematograpy) and her breaking down, everything that has happened - like i said everything is coming to a head, unraveling in front of her - that she has cant hold onto anything at the moment - there must be so much she is feeling, and like i said what Kesar said to her earlier was the first thing she flashbacked to her when she was thinking on the balcony. - Judging by all the flashback she had and the words in those flashback, i am pretty sure now she has got it, that Kesar feels for her, in how a man does for a woman... even how hubby does for a wifey
As for Talli, she had again a clue in front of her face today by Kesar and Kes-Gul kinda looking at one another.
I said this yesterday in another thread - Talli is really deluding herself and i say this now more so coz she is the one who actually came to a conclusion that Kesar doesnt feel for her and has someone else, coz she dismissed even what chunni said to her at the pooja place coz she was excited and had the chunar with her earlier made a assumption it was for her, as i said Talli needs to think and understand see and come up with something then just dismissing things and casted them aside its not like she hasnt seen certain few signs concerning Kesar and how he is with her and that chunar not being hers - again she didnt dwell on it and just left in Kesar's room and was sad, she needs to start dwelling on things now esp now and say this for her sake as well
All i can say is also you cant pressure Gulaal into something esp something this big, esp as how Gulaal is and also as a woman - so many things and emotions are going through her which is naturally making avoid it, him and so on, but you can definately make Talli see sense and understand and see and think what is happening and thats what Talli needs to do, as Kesar has said quite a few times to her and she seen it herself that Kesar isnt into her and so on, and had a doubt before, sometimes its like she has to make herself believe and see that Kesar is into her when Kesar has not made any step towards her at all - all it is her belief and dreaming of her and Kesar married, it really does seem she is in love with the idea of marriage to him then the idea of him, again i think we saw a insecure Talli at the start in a couple of scenes.
Another thing i will say Poonambha was so right, what use is Talli doing the thread thing around the tree, Gulaal can do it and it will mean for and who she is
The actual last scene i will talk about tomorrow seeing as we will get the full thing - but looks like Kesar is going to burn that chunar and Gulaal rushes to see what is happening as she spotted a fire from the balcony and Kesar's eyes are burning with rage and maybe tears i guess
PRECAP - Finally the confrontation, and Kesar knowing Talli loves him and Talli is listening (finally), and Gulaal saying that chunar has Talli's right on it and so on, like i said Kesar is thinks Gulal gave the chunar to Talli when really she didnt
Looks like the way the precap is done, alot of snippets were put in so cant wait to see the full scene, and i wont be surprised if marriage talk will come up of Kesar-Talli seeing as both are raw and talking openly
I wonder if tomorrow will Kesar finally get he is love with Gulaal and knows that this is love, what he feels is love, that this is what being in love is... or maybe not just yet but then again i think about what will make him accept the marriage, and i keep thinking back to what it says in the TB article - and the word Vengeance is what pops out to me in that article - this marriage i still dont see taking actual place in going through with, it dont make sense esp as Talli knows and heard and so on, and also what Kes-Gul are and their journey... i say this from a story pov mostly, i am at the moment dwelling and coming to conclusion from a story pov