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Kesar is still in a angry mood as he sits on his bike outside the house, the look his face is a stern one and still those eyes seek her as he looks at the door to see if she is coming out as Talli and Sudha have come out, seems like Talli has an school exam to get to as Sudha is fussing over her whilst Kesar looks to the door for Gulaal, and as she comes to wish Talli well with that yogurt thing they give for good luck i guess, Kesar revs his engine even more so we know he is doing it purposely and even Gulaal knows, and we still the tension between them and them not saying anything or even meeting each other's eyes, that engine really felt like Kesar's anger, and how its boiling inside him and so on, and Talli even says to drive carefully as it seems like he is driving awkwardly in a way
Gulaal is lost in thoughts over what has happened as she cuts vegetables, i hope she doesnt cut herself. She flashes back to when Kesar told her he wanted her to be the head of the village and why does she do things that he doesnt want her to do etc, and with the chunar scene we get a voiceover of Poonambha saying she has seen Kesar take care of her respect and honour like a husband would... i do think Gulaal is now abit aware of how Kesar is being with her and maybe also knows why in a way
Paanbha notices that something is worrying Gulaal, but Gulaal says its nothing, and Sudha notices that things are being made and its all Raman's fave and Gulaal says i didnt think as she was cutting up things and so on and JK makes a dig saying no one remembers what her Raman likes and dislikes and even taunts Sudha, that he is only coming back for his mum - talk about putting Sudha down even more even when Sudha tries to make something for Raman, nice to see Gulaal going over and helping Sudha despite what JK just said
Again we see Talli maybe insecure as Kesar knows its her exam but still he hasnt asked how it went and so on, and Kesar says she is doing his head in lol, and Kesar notices a man following him, probably its the one D set up to follow Kesar wherever he went and so on, to keep an eye on him
Seriously i am starting to wonder when Kesar is gonna snap at Talli, as she keeps talking and so on and Kesar is his own mood and world at this time, and he doesnt need a person doing his head in, but some things Talli says to him stands out like he doesnt care about me, its like he is with her, but cares for something else/someone else, and is his heart/mind with someone else... and the look Kesar gives her, says it all whilst she laughs and he gets angry and walks away (nice to see Kesar pay for her bhajias lol)
Finally Talli asks him the chunar questions and we all know he says it isnt for her and she still doesnt get it and thinks he is lying and even at one point asks him who it is for, and we see the flashback Kesar has when he gave the chunar to Gulaal and Talli thinks he is lying and hiding the truth and so on, and Kesar says what truth, and what do you know and Talli even requests him to get a (similar) gift for Gulaal, as Gulaal is lonley and she hasnt got anyone to get her any gifts and so on, and Kesar is keeping quiet and even says he doesnt need to hear what he can and cant do and sternly tells her to get on the bike and lets go, each time Talli mentions Gulaal - Kesar cant take it and gets even more angry and finally leaves Talli there and rides off (Poor Talli, i did feel for her, she is innocent in a way and he just left her there and so on)
Talli on the orad walking and thinking of the chunar and so on, and somewhat crying and Kesar riding so fast and keeps flashing back to the day of the meeting and what Raman said and so on and arrives at a place and gets a drink and drinks it in one go, i know this isnt the answer but what Kesar is feeling and so on and keep thinking about what has happened, i do think he needs something to numb his pain abit, to let go abit of his tension, alcohol isnt the answer but i guess Kesar only sees this as one way to stop some of his pain and ache and so on
Talli at home telling Gul and Suds what Kesar did and so on, and Talli nearly told Gulaal what she said about Kesar should get a gift for Gulaal and so on OR was it the chunar bit as well, and Gulaal says she will speak to him and Talli says to let it go since its no use, and who knows what is going in Kesar's head and Gulaal asks her if he said something to her and Talli no but you know Kesar and Gulaal replies saying No i dont not anymore, and both Talli and Suds look at her, and Gulaal even says for some time she thought she knew him, but not anymore
Looks like Raman had his dinner with just him and his mum in a bedroom lol
Looks like Kesar headed for Gulaal's room directly as she gets a surprise when she goes to shut her door and Kesar opens it, looking like he is off his head abit and Gulaal is surprised and he asks her why in the morning did she pretend not to notice him or something and Gulaal realises he is drunk and cant believe it and ask him is he drunk and when she told him not to drink again, and does he know what he is doing and what is happening with him and Kesar says the same question back to her and Gulaal is somewhat surprised in what he wants to say and tells him to say clearly what is trying to say and why he has come to her room, and what is his problem/worry... such intense moment but Gulaal breaks that moment and tells him to leave it and goes to close the door (i do think door moment was symbolic esp as she goes to close it and he doesnt let her, and wants to enter to whatever she has closed down in in her heart and so on) and Kesar gets hold of her hand/arms and pulls her closer i think, and both look at each other - Gulaal is utter shocked and Kesar has this longing expression and painful expression and says you are my problem and your my every problem, there seems to be realization drawingon Gulaal to what is happening right now in this moment
What a episode, more like what a last scene between Kes-Gul and so on
The precap is what Kes-Gul are, their world is so different from the ppl around them, its their own world and it was before and it still is somewhere - Kes-Gul arent your normal couple, or a typical couple in a life and, a love like that, - its deep, its soulful and bottomless!
Once in a lifetime comes a love, so sweet, so pure, so rare
PRECAP - Kesar wants to asks so many questions, that only she has answers to and so on, and she asks what questions more like what sort of questions and Kesar replies the questions that my eyes keep asking you again and again, and that before he went to hostel his world (i cant recall what he says here, coz it was hard to hear what he was saying, something like his world or her world use to be around her and so on and then says his and hers world is different and seperate from everybody elses (or now just so apart from each other then how it was in the past) and that single tear that runs down Gulaal's face that gets to me
EDIT - I think i know what Kesar is trying to say in the precap, that his world and she was all around him in his world and with him or, and now its not like that anymore, that togetherness is no more, and that his and her world is different and seperate (from everybody elses)
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