Originally posted by: BhataktiAtma.
Hi Piku I am mostly a silent reader of the forum and you are one of my favourite of 4 writers in this forum.
Aww thank you BhataktiAtma🤗
You know at times I feel that being an actress is not her real or original dream. The real dream must have been something else maybe lawyer (personally I would want that for her she'll be a real good one), defence officer, intelligence officer or PI as you said but due to Kaushalya's upbringing and the taunts of people around her along with the self-confidence and self-esteem that dream also got lost somewhere deep.
OMG you know I was also thinking that because of Kaushalya's upbringing and her drilling Guddan:Tumse Na Ho Payega she lost believe in herself, her self-confidence, her self-esteem, she picked something easy that requires less with thoughts more with outer appearance. Guddan will be a good lawyer but I dont think she is focus on studying. Well from the surface it doesnt look like it.
Through out the years the small little things looked like a huge task to her that people do easily or as routine work example cooking and that dream itself started looking like impossible and an unattainable one even laughable for the world that jisse kuch nahi ho pata dream's about something that is way out of her league.
I agree, Guddan first Rasoi was tough on her, she was really having tough time in the kitchen but she needs to concentrate and slowly focus on the task given to her and not think about other problems.
I agree that her dreams looked like a huge task to her, especially two weeks ago when Talli Guddan confessed to AJ for making her win her first Trophy and her first victory in her a competition. It sounded like Guddan had given up on the hope of winning, that why she wanted to win her first dance competition during Christmas time with AJ
While to me becoming an actress is more like a child's dream in her like we all do or had done at a point in our lives as a kid but realise our real goals when grow up.