Part 3
It was the next morning akshat was the first one to wake up with a splitting headache
He noticed his surroundings and found him and Guddan in a compromising position with the bed and their clothes scattered and messy around them
He left guddan and went to freshen up
Once he stood inside the shower the entire night's events flashed before him
He was ashamed of himself as he had forced himself on her without her consent
He felt everyone said guddan was the cause of all errors and mistakes
But Today he felt that he had ruined Guddan's life because of his behavior last night
He was feeling low about himself., but then he was unable to remember what made him to take this drastic step with guddan
He was not the person who abused woman, but today he had abused his wife, the wife who made him to laugh and live after antara's death
Though he behaved rudely with her did not show to the outside world that akshat Jindal had a heart, he made people believe that he was ruthless and heartless as ever but he could not fool himself
He knew that deep inside his heart he had grown to care for her
Their age difference was one major thing that had stopped him from showing his growing feelings for her because no one can deny the fact that they had a huge age gap between them it was almost a generation gap between them
Today akshat jindal vowed to keep guddan Jindal happy at any costs
He was ready to accept any punishment that she wanted to give him even he decided to divorce her if that was what she wanted
Akshat knew anyone who came close to his heart would leave him forever and it was all Due to his fault
He left the washroom
He saw that guddan was awake and tear marks were left on her beautiful bubbly face
He decided to speak with her
Akshat : Guddan
But then guddan ignored him completely and went to freshen up
Akshat felt embarrassed he decided to wait for her to arrive
Once she arrived after freshening up he called her again
Akshat : Guddan mujhe tumse baat karna hai
Guddan : lekin Hume apse koi baat nahi karna hai and started to leave
But akshat held her hands
Akshat : Par mujhe tumse baat karna hai guddan and made her to sit on the bed
Akshat : Guddan mein janta hu ki I have hurt you beyond measure, I have no idea how I took that step with u
I know u cannot forgive me, I am ready to accept any punishment u want to give me
Mujhse bat Karo guddan iss tarah se chup mat baito ur silence is killing me
. Mujhe maarna hai toh maro please guddan kuch toh bolo
Guddan : kya hum aapse ek sawal puch sakte hain
Akshat : Haan tume jo sawal karna hai Karo
Guddan : kya apko sharab pene ki aadat hai
Akshat : nahi kyu
Guddan : kyunki jab aap humare kareeb aye toh Hume aapke upar se sharab ki smell aa rahi thi
Akshat : nahi guddan I don't drink, occasional drink bhi nahi leta mein
Aur hamare ghar mein bhi jo bhi party organize hota hai usme hum drinks nahi late hai
Guddan : aap puri tarah se sharab ke nashe mein the
Jan hum upar aaye toh I was very upset and crying
Tab aap aaye aur Hume console Kiya aur woh aap hi the jinone Hume kiss Kiya
I was shocked at first but then even I kissed u back
Uskw baad aapne yeh kaha ki aap humare rishte to aage bandana chahte hain
Tab humne notice kiya ki u were drunk
Humne apko rokne ki bahut kosish ki Par hum apko rok nahi sake, humara yakeen Karo jaisa durga bahu ne kaha humne apko fasaya nahi hai na hi paison ke liye or not for any other reason
Akshat : I believe u guddan kyunki I remember the nights events
I forced myself on you I can't tell you how ashamed I am of my behavior
Guddan : aapne koi galati nahi ki hai
Akshat : yeh kya bol rahi ho tum guddan I have raped you I am a animal aur tumbbol rahi ho ki Maine koi galati nahi kiya hai
Guddan : Haan jo bhi hua use hum badal nahi sakte, jaise aap bolte hain humesha humare life mein jo bhi hota hai use Humein accept karna sekna chaiye
Meine accept Kar Liya hai aap humare Pati hain and started to leave
Akshat held her hands and asked did I hurt you last night
Guddan : aap Hume kabhi bhi jaan Kar hurt nahi Kar sakte
Kyunki jab aap nashe mein the tab aapne ek aur baat kaha humse
Akshat : kya Bola Maine
Guddan : yehi ki aap Hume pasand Larne lage hain aap uthne katoor nahi hain jitna aap duniya waloon ko dikate hain
Hearing those words from guddan broke his heart, he simply hugged guddan and cried his heart out
Guddan too hugged him and consoled him
Mangal Lakshmi
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